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Written on Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 2:53 AM
Illa, bersabarlah banyak-banyak, nak.
No! I am overly fucked up. Like, I swear I am. My sister's talking on the phone. The television's on. My little brother's snoring. And guess what I just did? Something super interesting. Cried. Ahhhhhhhh. Could life get any worser? Seriously. I am not asleep despite tomorrow's early event. Let me stress on the word early. I have to wake up at 6am. Do my usual thing before going out. Catch train to Bugis and reach Taman Warisan by 8am.
I was supposed to sleep at 12am just now. Yes, I almost slept when something itched me to not sleep. Then, I didn't. Sorry Hakeem. Then, the television was showing the best indonesian movie for a girl titled Virgin. So what do you expect? I stayed up and watch.
Then something urged me to go to this certain website. Y'know, this something must be really hating me. Maybe if I didn't follow this something, I would have went to sleep. Stupidly, I just got myself into another pain. Heart pain. Yes.
What did I do wrong that nobody's caring about how I feel? Is it not obvious enough? I just wish I could rewind the time and stop you from even talking to me. Really. That talk, made me have this fucking annoying feeling. And when I say fucking annoying, it means it is really annoying. And I don't wish to say fuck anymore but fuck it man. I'm so pissed off. Ahhhhhh!
I want to cry again. I need to sleep. I need to drain away all my problems through my tears. Kay, nonsense. I need to forget about everything but tomorrow! Yes, that's it Illa. Brava. Btw, Congrats sis (:
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Written on Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 2:53 AM
Illa, bersabarlah banyak-banyak, nak.
No! I am overly fucked up. Like, I swear I am. My sister's talking on the phone. The television's on. My little brother's snoring. And guess what I just did? Something super interesting. Cried. Ahhhhhhhh. Could life get any worser? Seriously. I am not asleep despite tomorrow's early event. Let me stress on the word early. I have to wake up at 6am. Do my usual thing before going out. Catch train to Bugis and reach Taman Warisan by 8am.
I was supposed to sleep at 12am just now. Yes, I almost slept when something itched me to not sleep. Then, I didn't. Sorry Hakeem. Then, the television was showing the best indonesian movie for a girl titled Virgin. So what do you expect? I stayed up and watch.
Then something urged me to go to this certain website. Y'know, this something must be really hating me. Maybe if I didn't follow this something, I would have went to sleep. Stupidly, I just got myself into another pain. Heart pain. Yes.
What did I do wrong that nobody's caring about how I feel? Is it not obvious enough? I just wish I could rewind the time and stop you from even talking to me. Really. That talk, made me have this fucking annoying feeling. And when I say fucking annoying, it means it is really annoying. And I don't wish to say fuck anymore but fuck it man. I'm so pissed off. Ahhhhhh!
I want to cry again. I need to sleep. I need to drain away all my problems through my tears. Kay, nonsense. I need to forget about everything but tomorrow! Yes, that's it Illa. Brava. Btw, Congrats sis (:
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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