Story About Friends Dailies Chat
Written on Monday, December 24, 2007 @ 6:14 PM

helloooos (: sorry for the late update . nths on my mind . today, went to jemputan . haii .. gerek oi . me & family .. haahs . funnfunnfunn ! when we went there, i felt awkward . idk why . but, really . when we came, everybody looked at us . because we wear casual clothes instead of baju kurong (: but, ok apa ! we went there not to be the tetamu . but, be the entertainer ! ok fine ! i tell you . we became clowns . haha :D no laa .. we became the J&J crews . u know, in a malay wedding, there's always an entertainer . or a group of entertainer . in this case, its a group entertainer . like DJ like that . live performance and hosts and singings .. yeah .

when we reached there, we had to sit on the stage itself . the so called audience were looking at us like nobodys business . then, all of them fight for their sit . end up, i have no sit . ok fine . so i searched for one . man, i had to sit near the DJs table . where all the songs were . and that was right in front of the audience . then first, came tis guy, orbit, wear specs looked at me & kak inna . then suddenly, he dissapear & came back with another guy . then they dissapear and came back with a group of guys . ard 6 ? then looking at me & kak inna's direction . but i dont think me laa . i think kak inna . i burok . who wants to look at me seyy . kak inna pretty ! ok, then they looked & looked . kak inna had to sing :D it was nice . mummy & kak inna sang . so nice . then came lagu dangdut, lagu slow rock all laa . the dangdut all woohooo ! gerek siol ! haha . i was like for no reason shaking my body . haha . idk who saw . but, who cares . old me (: tak tau malu . have i told u ? last year, me & my bestie, ferra shake and dance around and act crazy in public ? even in sch . haahs . gerek urhhk . miss those days . last time i laugh like hyena . laugh more than i laugh this year . ok, back to the story . then, this guy, he said hi to me . cair oi ! kak inna got jealous . hes hot . haha . tpi, tk minat . then, after the whole thing end, we kemas . well, not really . me & kak inna slack . then, bapak pengantin gave us two plates of cake . aku kenyang bodoh ! nehmyne . me & kak inna just ate although we're bloated . rezeki oi ! jgn dibuang buang . haha . mcm p . then, we sat beside this guy working . he was wiping all the wet dishes . then, kak inna was like, tuu aku punye . heyy ! u got shahrezal u diam . he's mine ! then kite "gado" . haha . kekek urhhk . then, we gurau here & there . and go home .

then, azhar came with his friends to my hse . to give mummy tickets . the ria remix showw . hes one of iit . then, a few hrs later, hakeem called . i angkt . when i hear hes voice i almost shouted . GILA . haha . then, we chat A WHILE . suddenly, he asked me for patch . wanted to believe but scared kene tipu . frankly speaking, i almost cried talking to him . haii .. last time i will hear his voice . awww .. sad nye ): && syirin and noura is loved (:

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can we bring ystd back around, huh ? nehh ~ idts
Written on Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 2:52 PM

heeys . ystd, went to vivo . was calming . i loved it . first, we went banquet with cousin and family . ate a lot siakk . bloated gila . then, go to toilet to accompany adeq sedare while her parents went to the candy empire to buy hanuta and something else . the lovely part was when we went to the water place . heehs . go up the stairs so penat . then choose a spot to sit and then can play with the water . while choosing, we saw a lot of maksiat happenings . haha . one of them was from ev . no es . heehs . baik pe kann . kidding (:

all the little ones . they went to play with the water . so, i decided to join and have fun when aidil called . so i picked up . he asked if i was sedih . he totally reminded me about the break up . then my mood hilang . ugh . but, i just continued . and a while later, i got the mood back . then, we splash water here and there when we saw this little chinese jepun-like girl terjatuh . so, i came to help . then, she complained to me that her knees pain . so i asked her wheres he mummy . then she pointed to her mummy . i tried to bring her to her mum but she dont want to . heehs . baek kan illa ? well, not long .

then, after some time, i got tired and sit beside kak inna . i listened to some songs . and most of the songs reminded me of him . eg, no one, sorry, blame it on me and others .. well, i got upset . but i just looked down and forced myself not to cry . ok, it was so EMO . EMO, ok ? well, sekali sekala berEMO . haha . then we hear lagu ketahuan . all of us sang together . ahaa . kak inna got maluu . after that, continued to hear some more songs . until .. i tertdo . gila siakk . tertdo tauu ? haha . but not for long laa . then, woke up, play with the water for a few minutes then went off . we went to vivo mart before that . i waited outside with a'isyah . then. she wanted to go toilet . again . so, i teman her . in the toilet, i looked at myself in the mirror and found out my eyes was red . not soar eyes, but red . very red . macam nangis darah . terkejut kejap, siakk . i didnt believe . then, a'isyah went out and i asked her . she said it was red but i thought she was joking . when we went out of the toilet, i saw kak inna . so, i asked . haha . it was red ! haha . very red . must i repeat ? haha . i became drunk again . second time bodoh . i was mumbling to myself all the way . aunt saw my eyes and asked me, " you didn't sleep the whole night ystd . did you ? " i smiled . it was true . what to do . the day when i break up . sape seyy boleh tdo . well, some girls do . haii .. they can plan to go TM mac some more . bodoh, penat siak . at mac, i slept . believe it or not . i know, memalukan . but i couldnt help it . my eyes was red . i have to do something about it . while going home, i slept again . at home, I SLEPT AGAIN . woww . lama kan ? haha . 11 plus balik . from 5 to 11 . lama oi . ok, then the story ended .

to hakeem, hello . nehh ~ u dont suck . i suck . if its not because of my stupidity, this wouldnt happen . really . if i had told u he called me and asked u nicely . nth like this would happen . and yeahh, i did keep it once . but threw it away already . u made me cry . woww . i mean, when i read ur blog .. i cried . ugh . that sucks . i cried . OMG . i feel like jiwa lembek . heehs . and, is this the way we communicate ? because, if it is, it sucks . ugh . boring tau . well, i promised myself i wont have anymore bfs . so yeah . no more . and, i am moving on . without being attached . heehs . im happy u wont hurt other girls . thanks . but really, if u feel like scolding me, go ahead . dont make haikal bogel . haha . shhh .. gurau aje . i wanna ask u, do you care about me ? aidil said you dont . i dont believe but, it happened when i was hearing songs . he msged me saying u dnt care about me . but, if you dont . its okaay . i understand . i mean, whats the need to care about me when im not even ur girlfriend, right ? anw, nak kpo sikit . aidil pernah stead ngan akak jannah ehh ? heehs . sebok laa me . u dont carik pasal with pompan lain laa . later they call u names u mengamok . haahs . k laa . i wanna watch tv . rmbr, dont be enemies . talk . i dont like being enemies with my ex . i'll get frustrated . especially when i lost contact . ok, thats all . and i will take care of myself . but, u have to take care of urself too, ok ? bye ..

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Written on Wednesday, December 19, 2007 @ 3:05 AM

readers, its been the saddest moment, not day, of my life . since the break up, everything i tell ya, was upside down . and, that totally freaking sucks ! like, a lot ! ok fine, i'm over . and dammie, sadly, there's no more illa love hakeem stuffs . geddit ? its all my fault . fine, i accepted it . i flirt, i suck, i am totally a freaking idiot ! ok ? people, i hate it when u didn't accept all my compliments . fine ! then dont accept it . be modest for the rest of ur life . and, if i tell you, youre gorgeous, it means yes you are ! i'm really really sorry . for not updating . its been tough . just one day . wow . and, that maniaac, he suck balls . ugh ! BIG FCUK --> A**** .
lamelamelamelamelame ! everything changed . i kindda fought with kak inna . for calling me an idiot, babi and all hurting stuff . i geddit alright ! i know i am . i know i suck, and i know u dont . i am just the freaking lame asshole . stucked in this freaking lame life with nothing meaningful in it . and youre the miss/mr popularity with the big house, lots of fans, gorgeous stuffs . i know, i geddit . fine ! and now, maybe, ashiqin . and hariz . i fought with them too . luckily, dammie's still there . and thank god, she still survive . kak inna hates each and every of my friend .

i became crazy ystd night . watching tv, laughing to myself, and cried . what the hell happened ? no life girl . and guess what ? i cant even sleep . great . loving it a lot ! its over now . between me and him . nothing else . and im tryna' forget everything he said to me that i thought was once meaningful . really . those words were the sweetest stuffs i have ever heard in my whole bloody life ! and now, i have to pretend . pretend nothing happened . and i miss talking to him till late at night . i admit it . and i felt stupid when i keep on touching and holding my phone just to wait for him to call . forget it, he said . hakeem, i am trying ! ok ? i feel like not eating and sleeping . and just have the boring life until everyone is fed up with me and fade away . making myself suffer is the best suicide . uhuh . i shld get to my old way . the old me ! the old me, which means the bad me . people said, they hated the old me . fine, i want people to hate me . woww .. im lame . its not as if all of you gonna make me happy . in fact, everyone tried to make me laugh . but, naah . i didn't . u knw why i want to go back to my old life ? the minah me ? because .. this me, people said behaves like him . and this me, is a freaking lame shit !

ugh ! how i wish i dont exist .
to hakeem, i have a blog . yeah . a long time ago . but decided not to tell u till we break up . i only update when the best thing happened . that is why, theres a little post . i still keep the green tea bottle u treat me the first time we met, u know . but, i threw it away, already . sorry . i wanted to keep but its not right . ur a good guy laa . playboy, eyy ? im sorry if ure angry with me for not telling u he contacted me . he, aidil . i just dont wanna ruin ur friendship thats all . and, i have no feelings for aidil . i swear . and thanks, for telling me, guys are very dangerous . well, i kindda promise to myself to iqa i wont have anymore bfs after u . i know that sounds gile but really . i have ever told her that . theres some reason why . but she didnt asked me to promise . so now, im gonna concentrate on my life and my future . nothing else . future as in not the who is gonna be ur husband what suckish stuff . lovey dovey stuffs . nehh ~
so now, who is next ? ur next gf ? the sec 3 girl you've been talking bout ? she sounds great . and thanks . i know i'm a bitch . this is not sarcastic . im really convinced . that im a bitch . btw, thanks for all those words, huh ? too bad i cant keep it . whatever it is, good luck in ur next relationship and last long . im not gonna hate ur gfs like how isya did . really . oh, u can patch with her kan ? so u got like 30 exs ? wow . bravo, playboy . i think thats all huh ? goodbye . and im freaking guilty for breaking ur heart . i didnt mean it . and please, dont be enemies . i read ur blog (:

ILLA SYAKILAH♥

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Written on Wednesday, December 5, 2007 @ 8:46 AM

heyys . i am so so sorry for not updating like for so long ): computer's not at home . have to go to granny's to use it . next year then bringing back our comp . maybe .. and, wooh !
last few days was so funn ! azhar tagged along . we went to m'sia with family . first day, we went to GIANT ! to shop shop . next day, we went to JUSCO ! to watch movie and shopping .
ehhs ! aku dari Andalasia . namaku giselle ! heehs . i'm a wannabe princess, yeah ? haha .
enchanted, ohh . i love that movie . me what, kan ? heehs .
prasan gitu (: at jb house, we watched A Dennis the Menace Christmas, Lantai 13, Otai .
heehs . A Dennis the Menace Christmas, best laa . Lantai 13 got a bit funny here and there . although its a ghost story . Otai, ohh ! nice (: i like laa . funny ! heehs . i like it when the servants laugh . so gilaaa ! hahs . azhar was there too .
and azhar, i enjoyed it too . heehs . but u malu malu kucing uhhk ! menyampah seyy .
heehs . kepala otak kau ! heehs . i lovvvvvvvve that one . heehs .

ehh, sorry for the short post . i really dont know what to write . heehs . like he said ..
THAT'S ALL FOLKS !
i love hakeem (:

tag replies -
khairiya : gorgeous, nahh . its ok . i'll link u soon, ok ?
noura : heyys, sorry uhh !

byee & tkcre, Illa Syakilah ♥♥♥♥

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