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Why am I being so awkward?
Written on Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 10:51 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR AFIQAH ADAHA. MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. AND MAY YOU BE SUCCESSFULL IN EVERYTHING YOU DO (:

Ok fuck. I have to stop this habit of mine. Me & sister have been saying this word over & over again. It's so unhealthy. Get rid of it, Illa!


Woke up at 12 pm since I slept late yesterday. I slept at 6 am! Hehh. What was I up to in the wee hours?! Haha, let's make it a mystery. But it's something good. Without that day's effort, they would be foodless! Haha. Ok, ya'll won't understand a single shit. Like I said, let's leave it a mystery. Then I realised, " Fuck! I'm late for practice! " I woke up & rushed to the toilet. Then without even hair-drying my hair & make it look nice (which I usually do, before going out of the house unless it's bad hair day - trust me, you'd see me pulling my hair like someone mad on that day, frowning like nobody's business). Took what I always need to have in my bag (handphone, earpiece, hairclip) & my tights for the practice. It took me only 3 minutes to reach my school! I was surprised actually.

Reached aesthetics room for modern dance. Only Atiqa was there! I shrieked, " you called me as if EVERYONE'S waiting for me! " Then she laughed & replied, " I thought you won't turn up, that's why I called you. " It took them more then 30 mins to reach. By that time, Atiqa & I was already choreographing the steps for the dance. The chinese dancers helped a bit. Heh.

Then Atiqa told me, " Illa, Kak Tini made a last minute malay dance practice tmr. From 8 am to 1 pm. " I was like, WTF? I got a party to attend! Then Kak J came, so I asked her, " Kak, tmr practice I go off early can? " & she replied, " MAMPOSS. Smalam dah tk dtg practice. Hahahha. Illa Illa.." & I stared at both of them blankly. Shit man. I dont care, she should have planned this earlier. It's 31st man! Everyone's gonna be partying or smth right?! Ugh, whatever laa. I'm coming for the practice but I'm sooo leaving early. I swear man.

& congratulations to the top 4! Yay you ;DD
boyz2men, selang bunga, black mamba, cunekmek.

To boyan junior & nenek's darlingz.

You did your best, sweeties. At least u managed to be in the top 10. It's good enough actually (: Come to think of it, it's actually top 7. Haha. Yeah, go boyan juniors! Go nenek's darlingz! Don't cry. I can't wait for reunion! I swear I'll scream! Hahahha. I love my Satu Famili teams. Takecare.

I love my Satu Famili teams. What!? They're angels! It's like, without this, we wont even know each other. We get to make more friends you know? And for families, cousins, we get to know each other's weaknesses & understand each other better. Really, it's a good thing. We even get to explore & learn more about Singapore ^^

But I whatever it is, I won't eat that Indian food again! Never.

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Look Good To Feel Good
Written on Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 11:51 PM

Ya think the title is true? Hah. Well, depends uh.

Oh Momma! Heh. Lucky girl eh me? I hope it stays that way. Yesterday, I was forced to sing in a wedding ceremony. So, I sang a song. I received a few flirty glares. Erk, sape nak amek.

So today, I went out with sister to malay village to pick the clothes we wanted to wear for Cik Nana's wedding. We're gonna perform! With Fee & Rafhana. I love you two. Perform what? Malay dance, as usual. That's our forte. NOt really Raf's & Fee's. Hah! Then met ibu & ayah. Matiin didn't follow us, so too bad! ;D Ate & got back home around 7.30pm, if im not wrong. Guess what? There's this guy, he was wearing a black & red windbreaker. We looked at each other in the eyes. Unfortunately, no sparks. Aww, too bad. Heh. Then received a phone call from Fee. But I didn't pick up cause I set my phone silent. Then she tried to call sister. Guess what!? Someone is offering us a job. What job!? Recording artist babybeh!

But we have to go thru some stages. We will be competing against each other. But sister's not sure about it. But if we were to compete against each other, I might as well give the opportunity to sister. Well, I'm 14. I still have a long way to go. She's 16 & waiting for her results. This could be a great part-time job for her. Unfortunately, there's a guy, my age who we all have to compete with. We both know each other. But it's a mystery. That's what Fee said. We know each other. But we don't know if both of us is in this thing. So he dont know me, I dont know him. We will only see each other when the time comes. & hell yeah, i wont be surprised to find out that that guy is someone i know. or maybe, someone i hate? Because Fee said we know each other, but she won't tell who! Tsk.

How this thing started. Fee's dad asked if she have any friends who could sing because he's friend, who is a producer, is in need of a recording artist, so she showed him our video in youtube, singing. & also this guy's laa. That's all! Haha. Tag please, ty (:

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Written on Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 4:34 PM

Yo! Yo Yo! Yo Yo Yo!

Sister's asking for the computer, shit! Haha. Bye!~
I'm going to listen to malay-indon songs. AWKWAAAAARD! i know (:



Damn Hilarious
12:48 PM

He said I baru mandi when I met him to take his PSP earlier this morning?! Ya laa, actually. Haha. Like I said earlier on, chatted with Azhar. We also commented his picture. I'll post it here. But it depends if you really understand. Or it won't be funny. Heh.


Azhar at 10:55am December 25
bukan gatal lah..pencinta wanita.... :)

Illa at 5:02pm December 25
hahahhaha, pencinta wanita seyy. tkle carry uuu. haha ;D

Anizah at 9:45am December 26
Jgn go around breaking girls' heart sudah....nanti ade yg masuk hospital!!!

Illa at 11:22am December 26
smpi operation (: heh.

Azhar at 11:22am December 26
eh masok hospital...ahahhaa! cam kenal je...hehehe...

Illa at 11:24am December 26
memang knal ponnn. hahaha, eh? da balik?

Azhar at 11:50am December 26
baru habis operation...recovering i guess..kesian dier..kesian dier...

Illa at 11:51am December 26
haha, kesian abes. tk visit dher? ur bestfriend tuuu. (:

Azhar at 11:57am December 26
ermm..busy ah..tight schedule..y not u visit her...de asik panggil ur name je...illa..illa..illa..kesian..pergi lah k...

Illa at 11:58am December 26
haha, ye ke? i thought dher pggl ur name while sleeping? tk makan, tk tdo. kesian dher. u just go laaa. tkya shy2.

Azhar at 12:00pm December 26
no lah..not mine..its ur name....serious..pergilah sebelum terlambat... de in critical condition nie..

Illa at 12:03pm December 26
alalalaaa. kesian nye! tidak azhar, kamu harus pergi. dia sangat memerlukanmu. hahah!

Azhar at 12:08pm December 26
if i haf the time i wld go..but the thing is i cant..i dun haf the time..so pls illa..pls go ok...pls..juz dis once...the family members all waiting for u... so pls dun let them down...

Illa at 12:12pm December 26
azhar! i dont have the time either! dont do this to her. how could you? she's waiting for you on her bed, go!

Azhar at 12:14pm December 26
ok nvm..we both dun go ok...

Illa at 12:14pm December 26
haha, k set! ;D

Hah. Yay!

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How 6 Songs Collide
12:27 PM

Where heaven meets earth, I find you

And that's what they call true love. I am not hoping. Just day dreaming. It's not wrong, right? Day by day, it gets stronger. & that's like, so cool! Haha. Sister is being ridiculous. She said that one day, I would be stuck in a dilemma. Haha. Then, she threatened me by saying, "Mulot aku masin tau Illa." Then, I freaked out. Damn. Haha. Because I remember the other day, she disturbed me too. She tidied me up. Then I ask her why. & she said, "Who knows, you'll meet him today. Coincidentally." Then, I was like, pfft. Nonsense. Impossible.

Then, while walking I saw him! He smiled at me. I saw him! Haha. Then I said to sister, "Damn you. Your mouth.. soo.. Ugh!" Haha.

Currently chatting with sidah & azhar thru facebook. Anybody else wants to join? ^^

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MSN
Written on Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 11:07 AM



hahhah, yay! i made azhar gile! wee hoo!~

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The Loneliness
Written on Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 6:21 PM

So tell me how you feel (im lonely) Are you for real (so lonely) Do you still think of me (i think of you) Baby still (are you lonely) Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time) So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die) Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes) Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face) I think that i will never love again

Emir Asyraf, the cutest new born baby. Heh, he even got dimples! Keep it mind, 17 December is his birthday. Heh.

& I am super glad today. Even though sister & i are still arguing. I checked my youtube & someone wants to sing with me. ;DDDD u can't know who! no no. heh.

yesterday's picnic with some of SF peeps were great. Some arguments ade uh. but, i prefer not to talk about it. so yeahh!

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Damn you
Written on Tuesday, December 16, 2008 @ 2:46 PM

my heart broke into pieces to find out the truth. How stupid can I be? I need someone to talk to me, pronto. Someone who could understand me & not make things worse.

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If You're Not The One
Written on Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 9:33 AM

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all


Now I realise, that every morning I wake up, I'd be eager to do something. Each time I am given time to think, I'd be thinking about the same old thing. It may sound like I am happy, but it freaking creeps me out. Why? Because it all started yesterday, when they teased me. In a good way. I feel so, "No, I'm not suppose to feel this way". Yes, I feel that way. & if she feels the same way, (only thing, she only have a little feelings towards this thing & I have greater feelings towards this thing) I can't feel the same way too. Oh, don't you people understand what I'm tryna' say? Daaaamn, I'm lost - again.

Each time I do something, I will go, "Damn, where's this thing?". No, I can't do this. This is all unexpected. Totally. I am supposed to think about the other one. & each time I see this thing, I would be so fcking excited. & each time it went missing I would wait for it to appear in front of my eyes.

You people shouldn't have teased me earlier. Now you see, what's happening? I am 100% sure my mom wont accept this. I cannot feel this waaaaaay! Tsk.

happy 19th monthsarry kakak & shahrezal ;D
happy ___th/nd/rd mthsarry to isyah & afiq ;D

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Written on Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 8:29 AM

Good morning sweets. Slept early last night, wake up early this morning. Haha. Woke up at 6:30am & currently chatting with Azhar. HELLO AZHAR! Hah. Found out he always wake up early. Oooooohhh 0.0

Today, Fee's coming here. To slack, I guess. Next month, school reopens. & that's where all the huggings & screamings start.

Omg, this is the first time I tell a guy I just knew for one month(?), that I haven't bath. But we're kindda close, so whatever yaw ;D Actually, second time. Because you people already know. Azhar pon bacheyn ;D

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movieeeee
8:22 AM

Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson:
ANGUS, THONGS & PERFECT SNOGGING

in cinemas december 18

daaaaaaaamn, i can't wait! ;DD

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That's When I Love You
Written on Saturday, December 13, 2008 @ 7:24 PM

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way


Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what



Have been quite a while since I last updated huh? Omg, my face last Thurs was pathetic. Haha. I heard they played paintball & that's SO not fair. I envy them. Haha. Can't wait for the next Thurs. You'll see me getting scolded by my mom & then, you'll see me cry. Nervous uh. Haha.

I miss the race. At least, when there's a race coming up, everyone will get excited & stuffs. But no more. I just miss having fun with all my teams. Especially masa, selang bunga & boyz2men. Really.

Yeaaah! I can't wait for 16, weehooo. I hope there's no cancellations. Pleeeaaaseee.

Fee said Azhar & I look like siblings. Let me show you why.



The smile, the eyes. But I can't seem to find any similarities. Haha. Weird laaa Fee. Oh & I miss chatting with the SF teams. Mane korang menghilang ni? Sedihh D;

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Shera's Request
Written on Thursday, December 11, 2008 @ 11:29 AM

Heyyyyy! I am nervous. So so super nervous. My tongue's bleeding like non-stop man. Pfft. I can't wait for the 16th! Weeehoo!~

Kk, people, answer me. What do guys want for their birthday?

Soo, Shera's request. A wishlist. Haha. Here i go ~

  • new handphone
  • perm my hair next year
  • sundresses (red, green or blue)
  • green frame-d shades (haha!)
  • organise a beach party for myself
  • black high heels (jimmy choo uh, abe? heh)
  • wallet from coach (im serious!)
  • a big potrait of my favourite people with me inside, duh! (excluding family)
  • a big potrait of me & family
  • a potrait of me & someone (anyone) from a girls heaven multiply
honestly, i cant think about cheap stuffs now. but, its the thought that counts ;DD

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Erm?
Written on Monday, December 8, 2008 @ 8:55 PM

My heart's sinking like nobody's business. damn it. all of US, who new about THEIR true colors feel the same way. I can swear. Fuck it man, I feel like kicking his cock. Grr. & Why do you keep saying I like your little brother? What if I say no? Or yes? Or never? Well, forget about that.

Sister's birthday party was fun! Super fun. So now, I think I should start thinking negative. Because you know what? I actually started to worry about MASA & boyz2men not coming. & I even thought the party would turn out to be boring. Hahaha. Turned out to be otherwise (: The sonok babes were so kecoh, i tell you. Alamak, Fee is a lucky girl laa kan. Get to take pictures & meet face-to-face with boyz2men & MASA. Haha. If only Selang Bunga & Ajibo can be easily contacted, the party would be a blast. Yeap.

Fee cancelled her sleepover today because her cousin have kenduri. So, tomorrow, confirm can. Her mum laughed at our jokes. Like, yay! We can make her laugh. Weehooo!~ & you know, her mom wanted to stay with us. So we live under one roof. Unfortunately, the house is full. But still she's staying, I think, near our hse (: My mom tolong uh, abe? I love to see my family getting along with Fee's. Kan Fee? We were already like cousins or even sisters, just now.

& Amalina! Kite popular uh abe? Haha. Kite got fans uh kan kan kan? Haha.

So, met Azhar bwh my block. Arif dah balik so, too bad. Haha. Camwhore with him abit. Then, MASA & I went back up. Gossiped, like usual. & sent her home. I want to go out with you people. Gerek to the max ;D

Pictures will be uploaded in multiply. So, byeeee (:

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Rawrrr~
1:23 AM

im feeling so damn disgusted. tsk tsk. plus i cant wait for my sister's birthday tmr! weehoo~

i was surfing thru the net when something made me wanna read this something. ok, so.. scroll scroll. up & down, left & right. ba di blaa. then i found something like, "aww, your so sweet sey. give me _____....."

now, im sensing that this girl like that guy. pfft. no cannot. ini tidak adil. no waaay, i can't accept it. althogh i have no feelings for him. but, yeah! i cant accept it. tsk.

im so maaaaaaaaddd.

& ppl invited, the pit on 15th would be cancelled & postponed to another day. i will tell u where & when personally, ok (: only people i choose go. no arguments. & definitely, i wont invite her!

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Yes, I do
Written on Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 8:08 PM



i miss all of it D;

& u'll see me getting scolded by my mom & u'll see my cry & u'll see my mom saying sorry while hugging me & u'll see me become a baby :DDD

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