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Written on Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 8:22 AM
Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson:
ANGUS, THONGS & PERFECT SNOGGING
in cinemas december 18
daaaaaaaamn, i can't wait! ;DD
Labels: done
Written on Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 5:42 PM
I know this may sound stupid. But I just know its not about the case that came back that's why I kept thinking of you. I just know. Its not about that. Even when some people said it is, I mean, nobody knows my feeling better than myself. Right? If I don't understand mine, how about others? Muhammad ___ Bin ______. Your killing me man. Grr. I don't know if this feeling is hate, like or love. I'm freaking serious. Everywhere I go, your face will appear in my mind. How crazy can that be? Tsk.
REMOVED! HAPPY? TSK.Labels: done
Written on Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 4:16 PM
Seeing you two so happy & comfortable with each other
even though you two ain't in a relationship,
really kills me deep deep inside. IDK why. But i just feel that way.
It really hurts, but I am not in love or in like with you.
I guess. D;
Living in a world without someone special (not only soulmates okay!) is so depressing, you know.
ps: i am not referring to hakeem, syeddah, nazrah, mat, atiqa & partner.
Labels: done
Written on Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 11:02 PM
 Yosehyy people. School was a disaster today. I got a headache after recess, which is during history & accidentally slept. When I woke up, its already the next lesson. Which is SFL. Then, I slept again. Mdm Noreen talked about other teachers’ opinions towards our class while I slept. After which, we went to the lab, ITR2. Too much information huh? Ahaa. Continue reading.. then, we had to do this MOE survey about our school. After completing the survey, I went to youtube.com to watch the festari performance our school brought up. Ok laa. For me, not so bad uh. We still got the top 5. Amin. After school, met up with boyfee & kak fee along with her friends. Ashiqin tagged along. & surprisingly, a group of sec 1s gave me some advanced birthday kisses. Ahaa. When home with boyfee after sending ashiqin to bus stop. He sent me till my hse. Then gave me this cute thang, which I really really adore. Thanks by. [: Then, I got changed. I saw baby ‘Aliyah! Omg, I missed her. But she was sleeping. So, I didn’t disturb her. When she woke up, she ran to me with that baby accent. How cute. I love her like a lot. Then, I hugged her & kissed her many many times. She hugged me back & gave me a kiss. Awww. She saw the teddy bear boyfee gave & even she loves it. She wanted to bring it home. But, I loved that thing. Looking at her puppy sad eyes, I gave in & let her borrow it awhile. She actually played with it. She made my teddy into a baby (: cute. 
I switched on the computer & signed in. Chatted with boyfee then along came my mr ex, hakeem. U remember him? I think you do. Tell you what, he’s still part of me. & im still part of him. In a friend-friend way, I guess. He asked me why I ignored him. & I told him everything. It was like a debate. But hejust kept quiet. He said I won. Haa. Then, we had this very small argument. & this is what he said.
Music is like a world, almighty is the word. I hate to tell lies, but soul creates a life. Breathing pumps blood, energy moves like flood Heart consist of emotions & feelings are mainly affections. Illusion is only a lie, emotions is where love lies & here is where I place my feelings for you Now you know how empty my life would be without you, illa I have nothing else to say but please don’t ignore me If u still persist then idk what to do At least, a reply? I didn't reply but i hope he would read it here instead.
I cried for awhile then wept my tears.
This is not what I expected.
What should I do? Where should I go?
Im confused & its driving me crazy.
You are my past, maybe my last.
But lets just see what fate brings us through.
My heart belongs to someone & I shouldn’t play with it.
Cause a heart, is not a toy.
You should at least take care of it.
Im sorry I had to ignore you.
But I have my reasons too. Psst; birthday tmr. Whoo! My birthday. {: ahaa. im off to watching cinta fitri 2.
Salam Sayang,
Illa ♥ Labels: done
Written on Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 4:37 PM
look, i know what your gonna say when i tell u this .. i kindda fought with hakeem again . i guess . really . i had no idea he was talking to me . i really thought he was talking to nab . so, i listened to songs & pretend im not hearing . because that would be going against people's private talk . who knows .. they were sweet-talking to each other . looooook, im really sorry hakeem . forgive me ? i wont do that again . im serious . ugh . illa's such a dumbass .
ok, today, i found out that hakeem actually created a new blog for his special one . idk who . because he said it wasn't nab . so, yeah . he ain't gonna tell me . & i ain't gonna ask him again . it would be very annoying . yep . he just said that he was gonna delete his current blog because he have created a new blog . again, for his special one .
me, hakeem & nab was chatting on the phone . then, firdaus came in . firdaus is nab's brother . he was having some itsy-bitsy trouble with his girlfriend . so, he wanted to break up . & yeah, i feel so bad . because firdaus actually wants to know me more . he said that he is hoping to get me after the break up . maybe, he even told plans to hakeem . idk when we're meeting . but i got this feeling that it wouldn't be nice . idk why .
hakeem sort of talked about me to nab . nab congratulated me because i successfully & unintentionally caught her brother's heart . guess what ? idk what sch his from, whats his age, when's his birthday, used to not know his name (until today) & his number . but guess what ? he knows all these basic stuffs about me . yeah . amazing huh ? u know why ? he asked me . of course . but i didn't know he was actually trying to be with me . shocking huh ? i accidentally made my ex's(hakeem's) girlfriend's(nab's) big brother(firdaus) liked me . hakeem said to nab that i have a lot of what they call, fans . so, not ! he told nab the reason why me & him broke up . aidil . & he told nab that when he stead with me, aidil liked-liked me . u know what ? i feel that nab will think ima playgirl . which im not . & hates to be call by that . sometimes, i can just shout at one person, " i am not a playgirl ! " just to stop them calling me a playgirl . what's so fun about being one ? ugh . typical people .
& on the other hand, im still deciding on whether to accept khairul or this new guy u people dont know or my other ex . & despite all that, im still stucked in a disease called, Love Lunancy . Love Lunancy is like liking/loving/craving for someone whose unavailable & attached . yep . thats my problem . but no, he's not hakeem . if it is, i'll tell him . yeahh . can i just for once have someone i loved or liked or craved for to be my one & only ? its always someone unexpected who will turn up & "propose" to u, in a teenage way .
whoever who have experienced this .. please help me . & whoever who is going through this .. welcome to my world .
with love,
Illa SyakilahLabels: done
Written on Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 11:03 AM
What She (kakak) Said To Me Illa, think through while reading this, ok. No matter, how much i say Khairiya flirt. Khairiya this, Khairiya that. We don't make a big fuss out of it. I told her indirectly before. But she, chose to not take it to the heart. So, whatever with what's happening now ok? Both u and Noura, are friends. And, there's no such thing of EX-BESTFRIENDS. That is so PRIMARY SCHOOL. So, now. I'm asking u, to welcome SECONDARY SCHOOL. No more arguing over cods anymore. Please? U want a real problem? Wait till u become older. Like i've said to Noura. It doesn't matter if u have any problems. It's not supposed to effect school life. U have to enjoy school life, bcos. When u get older, working life will not be enjoyable as school life. Plus, treasure the friendship that u have built. With anybody. Problems are not reasons why u do this, u do that. It's an excuse. Now, try to recap. Remember when we, used to fight bcos of Noura? It is indeed not good for both of us. But, have u realised, why u did that? Well, in my point of view. It's bcos Noura made an impact in ur life. And, do u remember, me telling u about me and Khairiya arguing? It's not nice, even though it was barely a day. Don't tell me, u want to make this beautiful friendship of urs, bear fruits. And then, u let it rot. Instead of plucking them and let them have more room to grow new ones. It's not nice to see, rotten fruits right? Same goes to friendship. It's not nice to see a once beautiful friendship, burn into ashes. Illa, u fight for Noura. And, Noura helps u too. To change ur mindset. Into a better person. Count urself lucky. Bcos, u have a friend that wants to lessen ur sins. For people who don't have a friend like her? They'll burn in hell, i tell u. However, i just can't deny that she have a wrong way in approaching it. And of course, that she'll think that whatever she's doing is right. If u were her, u'll have the same thinking right? Now, reminisce. What have both u and Noura gone through together. She, being hated by our family. U, being hated by her family. Both of u are so matching. And, i feel proudless to say that i haven't faced that kind of challenge before. Even with Khairiya. So, be proud to say that both of u have been through thick and thin. Noura have her ways, and u have urs. Both of u, have to accept that. Not everybody are the same. Ingat, 'rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain'. And, Noura isn't giving a sucky attitude, neither are u. Bcos, both of u have to be honest, to make things better. This, is the chance to improve on ur friendship. Not let it go dow the drain. What's the point of building it up then? Just remember, family is important. Although, i've said that friends are not important. I didn't mean it. Friends are important. They sometimes gives the greatest advice. But, u make the decision. And please, make sure u make the right decision. Save this friendship, it's not too late. Nothing is too late in this world. Present world. Ok? Both of u, are 'sisters'. And like me and u, even the great wall of china can't do us apart. Just think all of this through. I may not like Noura. But, to make it an excuse, to tear ur friendship apart, isn't the best i can do for my sister. I want her, to experience the ups and downs of life, with someone she will be comfortable with. And guide her on the right path, through it. Solve this, girls. THANK YOU, KAKAK . I HOPE SHE REALISE . Labels: done
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Written on Sunday, December 14, 2008 @ 8:22 AM
Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson:
ANGUS, THONGS & PERFECT SNOGGING
in cinemas december 18
daaaaaaaamn, i can't wait! ;DD
Labels: done
Written on Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 5:42 PM
I know this may sound stupid. But I just know its not about the case that came back that's why I kept thinking of you. I just know. Its not about that. Even when some people said it is, I mean, nobody knows my feeling better than myself. Right? If I don't understand mine, how about others? Muhammad ___ Bin ______. Your killing me man. Grr. I don't know if this feeling is hate, like or love. I'm freaking serious. Everywhere I go, your face will appear in my mind. How crazy can that be? Tsk.
REMOVED! HAPPY? TSK.Labels: done
Written on Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 4:16 PM
Seeing you two so happy & comfortable with each other
even though you two ain't in a relationship,
really kills me deep deep inside. IDK why. But i just feel that way.
It really hurts, but I am not in love or in like with you.
I guess. D;
Living in a world without someone special (not only soulmates okay!) is so depressing, you know.
ps: i am not referring to hakeem, syeddah, nazrah, mat, atiqa & partner.
Labels: done
Written on Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 11:02 PM
Yosehyy people. School was a disaster today. I got a headache after recess, which is during history & accidentally slept. When I woke up, its already the next lesson. Which is SFL. Then, I slept again. Mdm Noreen talked about other teachers’ opinions towards our class while I slept. After which, we went to the lab, ITR2. Too much information huh? Ahaa. Continue reading.. then, we had to do this MOE survey about our school. After completing the survey, I went to youtube.com to watch the festari performance our school brought up. Ok laa. For me, not so bad uh. We still got the top 5. Amin. After school, met up with boyfee & kak fee along with her friends. Ashiqin tagged along. & surprisingly, a group of sec 1s gave me some advanced birthday kisses. Ahaa. When home with boyfee after sending ashiqin to bus stop. He sent me till my hse. Then gave me this cute thang, which I really really adore. Thanks by. [: Then, I got changed. I saw baby ‘Aliyah! Omg, I missed her. But she was sleeping. So, I didn’t disturb her. When she woke up, she ran to me with that baby accent. How cute. I love her like a lot. Then, I hugged her & kissed her many many times. She hugged me back & gave me a kiss. Awww. She saw the teddy bear boyfee gave & even she loves it. She wanted to bring it home. But, I loved that thing. Looking at her puppy sad eyes, I gave in & let her borrow it awhile. She actually played with it. She made my teddy into a baby (: cute.
I switched on the computer & signed in. Chatted with boyfee then along came my mr ex, hakeem. U remember him? I think you do. Tell you what, he’s still part of me. & im still part of him. In a friend-friend way, I guess. He asked me why I ignored him. & I told him everything. It was like a debate. But hejust kept quiet. He said I won. Haa. Then, we had this very small argument. & this is what he said.
Music is like a world, almighty is the word. I hate to tell lies, but soul creates a life. Breathing pumps blood, energy moves like flood Heart consist of emotions & feelings are mainly affections. Illusion is only a lie, emotions is where love lies & here is where I place my feelings for you Now you know how empty my life would be without you, illa I have nothing else to say but please don’t ignore me If u still persist then idk what to do At least, a reply? I didn't reply but i hope he would read it here instead.
I cried for awhile then wept my tears.
This is not what I expected.
What should I do? Where should I go?
Im confused & its driving me crazy.
You are my past, maybe my last.
But lets just see what fate brings us through.
My heart belongs to someone & I shouldn’t play with it.
Cause a heart, is not a toy.
You should at least take care of it.
Im sorry I had to ignore you.
But I have my reasons too. Psst; birthday tmr. Whoo! My birthday. {: ahaa. im off to watching cinta fitri 2.
Salam Sayang,
Illa ♥ Labels: done
Written on Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 4:37 PM
look, i know what your gonna say when i tell u this .. i kindda fought with hakeem again . i guess . really . i had no idea he was talking to me . i really thought he was talking to nab . so, i listened to songs & pretend im not hearing . because that would be going against people's private talk . who knows .. they were sweet-talking to each other . looooook, im really sorry hakeem . forgive me ? i wont do that again . im serious . ugh . illa's such a dumbass .
ok, today, i found out that hakeem actually created a new blog for his special one . idk who . because he said it wasn't nab . so, yeah . he ain't gonna tell me . & i ain't gonna ask him again . it would be very annoying . yep . he just said that he was gonna delete his current blog because he have created a new blog . again, for his special one .
me, hakeem & nab was chatting on the phone . then, firdaus came in . firdaus is nab's brother . he was having some itsy-bitsy trouble with his girlfriend . so, he wanted to break up . & yeah, i feel so bad . because firdaus actually wants to know me more . he said that he is hoping to get me after the break up . maybe, he even told plans to hakeem . idk when we're meeting . but i got this feeling that it wouldn't be nice . idk why .
hakeem sort of talked about me to nab . nab congratulated me because i successfully & unintentionally caught her brother's heart . guess what ? idk what sch his from, whats his age, when's his birthday, used to not know his name (until today) & his number . but guess what ? he knows all these basic stuffs about me . yeah . amazing huh ? u know why ? he asked me . of course . but i didn't know he was actually trying to be with me . shocking huh ? i accidentally made my ex's(hakeem's) girlfriend's(nab's) big brother(firdaus) liked me . hakeem said to nab that i have a lot of what they call, fans . so, not ! he told nab the reason why me & him broke up . aidil . & he told nab that when he stead with me, aidil liked-liked me . u know what ? i feel that nab will think ima playgirl . which im not . & hates to be call by that . sometimes, i can just shout at one person, " i am not a playgirl ! " just to stop them calling me a playgirl . what's so fun about being one ? ugh . typical people .
& on the other hand, im still deciding on whether to accept khairul or this new guy u people dont know or my other ex . & despite all that, im still stucked in a disease called, Love Lunancy . Love Lunancy is like liking/loving/craving for someone whose unavailable & attached . yep . thats my problem . but no, he's not hakeem . if it is, i'll tell him . yeahh . can i just for once have someone i loved or liked or craved for to be my one & only ? its always someone unexpected who will turn up & "propose" to u, in a teenage way .
whoever who have experienced this .. please help me . & whoever who is going through this .. welcome to my world .
with love,
Illa SyakilahLabels: done
Written on Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 11:03 AM
What She (kakak) Said To Me Illa, think through while reading this, ok. No matter, how much i say Khairiya flirt. Khairiya this, Khairiya that. We don't make a big fuss out of it. I told her indirectly before. But she, chose to not take it to the heart. So, whatever with what's happening now ok? Both u and Noura, are friends. And, there's no such thing of EX-BESTFRIENDS. That is so PRIMARY SCHOOL. So, now. I'm asking u, to welcome SECONDARY SCHOOL. No more arguing over cods anymore. Please? U want a real problem? Wait till u become older. Like i've said to Noura. It doesn't matter if u have any problems. It's not supposed to effect school life. U have to enjoy school life, bcos. When u get older, working life will not be enjoyable as school life. Plus, treasure the friendship that u have built. With anybody. Problems are not reasons why u do this, u do that. It's an excuse. Now, try to recap. Remember when we, used to fight bcos of Noura? It is indeed not good for both of us. But, have u realised, why u did that? Well, in my point of view. It's bcos Noura made an impact in ur life. And, do u remember, me telling u about me and Khairiya arguing? It's not nice, even though it was barely a day. Don't tell me, u want to make this beautiful friendship of urs, bear fruits. And then, u let it rot. Instead of plucking them and let them have more room to grow new ones. It's not nice to see, rotten fruits right? Same goes to friendship. It's not nice to see a once beautiful friendship, burn into ashes. Illa, u fight for Noura. And, Noura helps u too. To change ur mindset. Into a better person. Count urself lucky. Bcos, u have a friend that wants to lessen ur sins. For people who don't have a friend like her? They'll burn in hell, i tell u. However, i just can't deny that she have a wrong way in approaching it. And of course, that she'll think that whatever she's doing is right. If u were her, u'll have the same thinking right? Now, reminisce. What have both u and Noura gone through together. She, being hated by our family. U, being hated by her family. Both of u are so matching. And, i feel proudless to say that i haven't faced that kind of challenge before. Even with Khairiya. So, be proud to say that both of u have been through thick and thin. Noura have her ways, and u have urs. Both of u, have to accept that. Not everybody are the same. Ingat, 'rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain'. And, Noura isn't giving a sucky attitude, neither are u. Bcos, both of u have to be honest, to make things better. This, is the chance to improve on ur friendship. Not let it go dow the drain. What's the point of building it up then? Just remember, family is important. Although, i've said that friends are not important. I didn't mean it. Friends are important. They sometimes gives the greatest advice. But, u make the decision. And please, make sure u make the right decision. Save this friendship, it's not too late. Nothing is too late in this world. Present world. Ok? Both of u, are 'sisters'. And like me and u, even the great wall of china can't do us apart. Just think all of this through. I may not like Noura. But, to make it an excuse, to tear ur friendship apart, isn't the best i can do for my sister. I want her, to experience the ups and downs of life, with someone she will be comfortable with. And guide her on the right path, through it. Solve this, girls. THANK YOU, KAKAK . I HOPE SHE REALISE . Labels: done
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i promise.
I feel like our world's been infected.
Quick Update ♥
It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
Let's just hope he'd read this.
Yes, that's true.
I am very exhausted
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Yosehyy people. School was a disaster today. I got a headache after recess, which is during history & accidentally slept. When I woke up, its already the next lesson. Which is SFL. Then, I slept again. Mdm Noreen talked about other teachers’ opinions towards our class while I slept. After which, we went to the lab, ITR2. Too much information huh? Ahaa. Continue reading.. then, we had to do this MOE survey about our school. After completing the survey, I went to youtube.com to watch the festari performance our school brought up. Ok laa. For me, not so bad uh. We still got the top 5. Amin. 