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Thats The Way Uhhuh Uhhuh I like It Uhhuh Uhhuh ;DD
Written on Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 10:31 PM

hohohoho.
nowww, they're talking. ehh people, support boyz2men & selang bunga uh kay ;DD
its a must you know, kalau taakkk... haha.

haha, ibuku baskeeeeet. u know, boyz2men took our cold drink! haha.
kalau minum sikt tu, tkpelaa jgak. habeskan lagii. haha.

here's the convo.

IBU: ehh? mane air kite?
CREWS: boyz2men amek.
IBU: eh krg, air kite mane?
BOYZ2MEN: *hides the bottle under armpit* tahh, tak tau. mane dher?
ME: haha, kalau botol tu kecik sgt tu tkpelaa nk pegi hide bwk ketiak.
BOYZ2MEN: heehh.

next scene.

IBU: krg bayar balik eh air. (joking aje) hp, sini. kasi cpat.
BOYZ2MEN: ohh tkya, kasi cik punye anak punye number je.
& ibu allloooowwwweeddd! haha. (:

yay!

&&&& they cheered for us, omg! haha.
how sweet can they be? hahahahahahaha.
baik2 tknk nanngis, bikin org touched abestu nk nangis. heeee ;DD

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oh yeeeaaaaah!
Written on Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 7:44 PM

OHHHH YEAAAAH.
hahahahaha. omfg - agaaain! haha.

i saw him uhhuh uhhuh, yes i saw him uhhuh uhhuh!
am gonna meet him tomorrow! yaaaaaay.
cant wait to meet him bsk. oh yes, bsk. bsk bsk bsk!
meeting him bskkkkkkkk! hahahhaa.

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Why oh Why?
1:56 AM

Something awkward happened to me. I realise that after hating you sooooo much. I will start to fall for you again. This time, deeper than the first one. Why oh why? I feel so nauseous. Baaaaaaah. Please stop talking to me. The more you talk to me, the more in love I am with you. & now, you just can't stop texting me. I tried giving you so many signs to make you stop talking to me. Oh dear, I'm in a bad situation. I dont know whether to love or to like or to hate or to despise you. Daaaaaaamn. Your one big sweet talker, I guess. Hmm.

Once again, I'm reading Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson.
Like her, now I just entered the bakery of luuuuuurve, fuck.

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Thats The Way Uhhuh Uhhuh I like It Uhhuh Uhhuh ;DD
Written on Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 10:16 PM

OMFG! GUESS WHAT?
I SAW MYSELF ON TV AGAAAAAAIN!

ahahaaahhaa. & I realise HE did the same pose as me (:
YAAAAY! jiwe same luuuuu ;DD
sayang, pose tu tk kua. ):

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Sonok Ape Siaaa? Haha.
1:44 AM

Yesterday around 12 pm(?) went out with Fee, Sidah, Shahrezal & sister. Haha. We thought of going to Expo. But we were too lazy to go there so we ate at KFC. Coincidentally, we saw alot of our friends. Nadhir & family, Aidil (Nadhir), Farah, Jay, Shaqir, Syafiqah, Fazlin, etc. && I saw BOYZ2MEN! Hahhaa.

Then, this group of guys, keep on waving at us. I got fed-up, I pointed my middle finger towards them. Finally, they stopped disturbing. Haha. Then, we noticed something weird. Most malays eyes was on us. Especially me & sister. So we thought, whats so funny about us that they kept looking? Sooner, we realised that we actually came out on television. That was why they kept looking. Hahaha. Paisey nk mamposss.

We moved on to Tampines Mall. Minutes later, we bumped into Nadhir & Aidil - again. So, I asked Nadhir why he didn't follow his family watch movie. Found out that actually his little sister wanted to watch Winx Club. Me & Fee burst out into laughter. Then, headed to Open Plaza to camwhore. Well, supposedly. But, it rained. So, while waiting for Nadhir to pick up his phonecall from sister - he went missing in action - we saw this group of chinese teenage girls. & guess what? One of them was pregnant. I swear. But hey, paham2 uh budak zaman sekarang, tk cukop main bile time kecik lagi kan. No offence man. It's my blog, I say what I feel like saying. You have to bear with it. Afterall, freedom of speech (:

Omg, I saw boyz2men, I saw boyz2men! Haha. He smiled at me you know. Itu tandanye dher ingat aku. Haha. Then, walked to a nearby block & lepak-ed. Camwhored, vidwhored(?) - haha. See how crazy we are. Actually, crazier than this. Heee.

Please pause the song. Sila hentikan lagu. Heh.



So, what do you think? Haha. Sonok Babes uh eh ;DDD

PS: Me & sister came back home, sick. & found out the second round would be this coming Saturday. & sister lost her voice & I can't sleep due to my stupid flu. Grr. & there's gonna be practice at Springfield Sec tomorrow. & I cannot sleeep! I tried but failed. God, help me.

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I Love You Babe.
Written on Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 12:00 AM

Firstly,

R.I.P
Ah Boi


My bestfriend's/sister's life is in danger. I feel so sorry for her. So so sorry. Even though, we knew each other for just a couple of months, I already count her as someone who plays a role in my life. The very important part. She's one of my family now.


Macam mana buruk pun, dialah kawan yang terpaling rapat.

At such a young age, she already have to take care of her family. Especially her mum & siblings. & I really salute her for being such a strong & brave kid for standing up for her own family even after what one of her family members did. The most grave mistake. She dares to put herself at risk to someone very daring & violent. Just to protect her family.

Now, I got a message for you.

Babe, I know how you feel. Even though you said that you know what your doing, you'd still hurt your family. Why? Because they can't bear to see you get hurt like that. I'm sure he won't want to see you get hurt too, right? Your sisters need you by their side, your brother too. Your mum need your support. If something baaaaad happens, what will they feel? How can they move on?

I wish I could help. But I haven't got that much ______ to cover up. & I know my mum doesn't too. We'd love to help. But we can do nothing much, but just stand by your side. If anything happens, babe. I am just a phonecall away. Okay? If you need support, I'll be there to support you. Just to let you know, we won't want anything to happen to you. So take care of yourself. Yeah? Love you.

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I'm So Fcking Sad
Written on Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 12:24 AM

Leave me alonneee!
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Matchmakes, !#$%^&* You!
Written on Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 2:56 PM

Yo Earthlings (: Well, I was actually watching Indonesia Movies then got bored because the movie tk abes2 stuck. Grr. So while waiting, I bloghopped. Currently chatting with Fuad & Fee. Heeee.

Guess what!? I love my blog song! The first one lerrrr. Nice right? Haha.

& I am f-ing fed-up with aunt & uncle disturbing me about A'isyah's friend's brother, Daniel. Or Danial. However they spell it. They said I was interested in him!? Ew, never.

Here's how it goes.

Them: Illa, Danial kirim salam pade kau. (Illa, Danial send his regards to you.)
Me: Danial mane? (Which Danial?)
Aisyah: Danial abang Illy Nadia. (Danial is Illy Nadia's brother)
Me: Ha Ha. Tkmo merepek. (Ha Ha. Nonsense.)
Them: Btol, elehh Illa, depan dher nak action malu. Check2 main mata. (Really. Don't try to act shy. I know you like him)
Me: Erk. Macam Illa tkde keje lain gitu. (Erk. Like I have nothing better to do.)
Them: Dher ajak Matiin main bola lagi Illa. Ade makne tuu. (There must be a reason why he asked matiin to play soccer with him)
Me: Err. Tk semestinye pe! (That doesn't mean he likes me whaaat!)
Them: Dher bukak baju lagi Illa. Hahaha. (He even take off his top. Hahaha)
Me: Abe? Dher panas uh tu. (So? Who knows he was feeling hot)
Them: Dher ade badan figure 8 tau illa. (He's got a figure 8 body, you know)
Me: Pfft. Whatever.
Them: Btol? Tk pecaye kau nak aku suro dher sound kau? (You really don't believe? You want me to ask him to sound you?)

& I kept quite all the way. I dont believe this! It's a joke, right? Tknk kalah siak drg.

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Amazing Race? Haha.
Written on Friday, November 21, 2008 @ 2:33 PM

Back from Malay Dance. Did nothing much. Just selections for SYF & CCA Orientation. Plus, coming up .. 2 choreographers for the CNY performance. Heee. Very busy. With race, friends, friendster, facebook, blog, malay dance, exercise! hahah.

Yesterday's race was amazing! So, people who read it already, goooood. People who didn't get the chance to, keep on watching the tv (:

PS; my body's aching like hell man.

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Capture The Moments Of Great Joy
Written on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 2:33 AM

Once again, insomnia. So, I'm not gonna waste my time.
Like I promised, I'll show the pics of the photoshoot. Maybe, If I'm not lazy enough, with
some captions (:
Chatted with Fee thru every ways. Phone, MSN & Facebook. Haha. We're crazy, aren't we?

Enjoy!


okaaaay & moving onn..
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Photoshots | I Love My Family^^
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Siblings | After the make-up by the make-up artist, Pictures before the photoshooting
PS: I SWEAR I DIDN'T CENTER PART MY HAIR~ I JUST PUT IT ASIDE CAUSE IT'S RIMAS.
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Family | Ibu, Ayah, Kakak ;D
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The Crews & Groups | We're Gonna Rock Your World! \m/



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love birds uh nii.
Written on Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @ 9:33 PM




aren't they the sweetest couple ever? jealous aku. haha.
to (the guy), she(ur matae) haven't been so in love & she's a star man. take good care of her, promise me. & last long u guys (:

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Nyehhaaahaha!
1:48 PM


HAHAHHAHAH!

the name & urls can't be revealed. sorry.


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Random or what?
1:10 PM

Hey peepos. Just came back from eating & malay dance which ended so early, so friends & me decided to have breakfast together. Heeee. Took bus 28 back home, I stopped at the bus-stop after mine & the rest are going to CS. I can't tag along ): My schedules are tight man.

Suddenly, I feel so lost here in my world. I need someone who can take good care of me & understand me so well.

Let's talk about boys. Well, if I were to follow my choice, really, it's gonna be HARD TO FIND.

I want a guy who is always there for me, who can take good care of me, who understands me, who loves me for who I am & not what I am, who is loyal, who is not self-centered, who is not an ego, who always make time for me, someone who don't get too jealous, don't sulk like a baby girl, don't be too sensitive, who never fails to make my day, someone who don't take advantage of me, who has that open-mindedness, bubbly, who can sing & play the guitar for me (!!) & more. I would take more than a day to list out the criteria. Ok so, this is the person.

Let's move on to looks.

Someone who have dimples, who have brown eyes, who have the looks (i don't really care much about this one), someone who is perfect in size & height for me, who have hair like Joe Jonas's hair style (the Kids Of The Future music video) or curly like Nick Jonas's. Heh. I can't think about their looks (:

So, how? You think you have all these? If you do, congrats (: Well, this is my dream guy. Out of all the boys I have passed by, none were like these. Hard to find uh? Haha.

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The Cutest Guy, Mine. HAHAH!
Written on Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 6:08 AM

Goodmorning earthlings. You like my previous post? Haha. I like it too. What super funny parents I have. (: Its 5:48 AM & I am awake! Maybe accompanying sister to jogging with her official boyfriend. After that, going to school to see my results. I am sooo nervous. Lets see.

In this post, you will find out about weekends.

FRIDAY NIGHT & LAST SATURDAY (14/11/08-15/11/08)
Went to JB to handle the home there. Brought along the two cheeky uncles, I love the most. Entertaining people. Along with Cik Is's girlfriend, Cik Riti. Watch some late night movies. Some didn't manage to stay till the end of the movie. But people who kept on watching were, Cik Hafis, Ibu & Sister. Including me ehh. We laughed our arses off till something happened then everybody shut the hell up for a moment or two. Haha. Funny.

Next day, the uncles, Cik Riti & Ayah went back to Singapore to handle their work there. & later, sister, Ibu, matiin & me, we went to Plaza Angsana. Then went for a fringecut & highlight at Intermede, favourite hair stylist in JB ;D

Moving on..

YESTERDAY (16/11/08)
Woke up early to be ready by 11 PM for the photoshoot. You know girls, even how early they wake up. They just can't get enough of the preparations. Ok, wth. It was held in Boon Lay, Tradehub 21. The photoshoot was held on the 8th floor - DStudioLab. Heheh. It was all the way fun. Ok, to be honest.

Our family, excluding Matiin, joined the Suria's latest Reality Show, Satu Famili or otherwise known as One Family. Ok, I know it sounds boring, laamee. But admittedly, it was super great fun. Along the way, met some hunkies. So hot, I almost melt :D Not.

Hahah. Me & the cutest guy in the group, (REALLY, NO JOKE) eye-contacted. Woohooo! We eye-contacted! Haha. The photoshot was fun. I posed here & there. Duh, photoshot mah. Haha. After that, celebrated Cik Hafis & Cik Riti's birthday. Ate, then went bowling. Guess what?

I got a strike! At least, I got one (: Haha.

I think that's the whole thing. Goodbye, sweethearts. Maybe I'll update again? Heee.

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HilariousHilarious
Written on Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 7:35 PM


He & She thinks its nice ;D

So, ibu & ayah bought this Nintendo Wii for Matiin. We had fun playing with it since yesterday. Matiin & ayah was playing snooker when ayah got a "Foul" but still was confident about winning.
& then he went, "See how i park my ball". Me & sister looked at each other. & smiled cheekily. Then I remembered ibu saying, "isap sikit". Suck the straw she meant. Haha. & I was like BAHAHAH! & sister said, "Are you thinking what I'm thinking B1?". & I replied, "I think I am B2."

& We laughed.

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Noura Kasi, Aku Buat, Korg Amek ;D
2:10 PM


SURVEY BY NOURA BORA :]
its a survey for girls about guys ?!?!?!!? lol.

1> straight and spikyhair? long and curly hair?
prefers straight & spiky. but curly reminds me of cute nick (: heh.


2> short and thin? tall and fat?
i want not so thin but perfect in height for me. can?

3> black or brown eyes?
brown (:

4> open and dirty mind? not very open and clean mind?
open & dirty minded. its dull to have a clean & not very open boyfriend -.-

5> baggy blue jeans? black skinnies?
no baggy pleaaase.

6> low cut with ankle socks? tight high cuts shoes?
err?..

7> loving and sensitive? a great laugh and understanding?
i want someone with a great laugh (a cute one), understanding & also loving. & not so sensitive please, ty. i'm like ordering food, haha.

8> moustache ? beard?
NONE!

9> pimply chubby? flawless pink cheeks?
flawless pink cheeks, but that looks too girlish. but its better if they have dimples (:

10> holding hands in public? holding hands in enclose place?
holding hands in public, heh?

11> movies? doing stuffs?
go to movies then do stuffs. or catch a movie while do stuffs. hahahah! whaat? i'm being open here.

12> walking by the beach? kissing at the park?
i'd walk by the beach then go down to the park & kiss. heheheh.

13> a bunch of flowers? a simple gift?
i love flowers but aren't they too common?

14> bubbly funny guy? emo quiet guy?
bubbly, duh?

15> normal tshirts ? vintage tight tees?
both ^^

16> simple fast food ( McD)? expensive res ( swensens)?
anything man, i ain't choosy.

17> singing by the guitar&piano? trumpet&bass?
omg. singing by the guitar & piano! woo.

18> converse shoes to school? skateboard shoes?
err?.. i can't make up my mind.

19> guys who sulk a lot? guys who just talk straight?
guys who sulk too much are gays but guys who talk too straight are egos who don't care about the girl's feelings. so.. a little bit of each will do just fine (:

20>making out in a bus? sharing stories in the bus?
only whores make out in the bus. pfft. no offence.

21> sharp nose? hooked nose?
sharp?

22> out with only the guy? out with the guy and some friends?
if u wanna do stuffs, only the guy. if u wanna have fun with some friends. obviously?

23> hugging at the mrt? joking with one another at the mrt?
joking while hugging. ahaa!

24> chatting seriously and dirty thoughts? chatting crap and jokes?
who wants too talk too seriously with their boyfriend? i prefer chatting crap & jokes man.

25> meeting up everyday? meeting up thrice a week?
depends. i miss people i love easily. baaaah!

here are the 3 people to do this survey: ( if they want to )
1. JANNAH
2. AMIRAH
3. SIDAH

RANDOM PICK UPS. HEH ^^

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I can't let this happen anymore
5:47 AM

Song of the time: Hot N Cold/If I were a boy/No Substitute Love
Time check: 4:51 am

Damn, I can't sleep. Well, weird thing was, I don't even know if I was sleeping or not. Awkward babe. I 'woke' up from my sleep when sister was back from her toilet trip. & I found tears in my eyes. I wake up easily these few days & the most irritating part is, I always wake up around 4 am! Grr. Then, I'll get sleepy around 6 am & decide to sleep again. Tsk. & I will find myself waking up late. Pathetic.

Early this night, around 12 am or so, my ex called up. Well, he always have a reason when he call me, especially after months of not calling. So, I suspected he just broke up with his girlfriend ( I know who but I think I won't reveal their names ). Here's how it goes.

Him: Hello
Me: Hello
.. chatted nonsense & I sang because I was super bored. I'll skip the not important parts, aye?

Few moments later, before we hung up the phone. He said..
Him: You, (girlfriend's name) give up on me.
Me: Oh, why?
Him: Idk why, but I count it as a break up.

& my mind was like, BINGO! It's always like that. After month(s) of dumping. Tsk.

Me: Oh ok.
Him: You got any girl friends?
Me: No, I think all of them is unavailable. They're not interested.
Him: Just give me their number, I'll handle from there.
Me: Sorry, they ain't interested. Especially with guys by the name (his name).
Him: Nevermind. I'll tell them my name is Bobo.

I was thinking.. it's not funny, okay! -.-

Me: Oh, did I forget to tell you? They're not interested by the name Bobo, too. Aww.
Him: Ya right. -.-
Me: Really. Hmm.. I thought you've got tons of girls ready by your side? 1 girl go, 10 girls come. & I thought you got 3-4 girls interested in you?
Him: I don't wanna go for girls who lives in Bedok. I prefer girls living in Pasir Ris or Tampines.
Me: Oh, too bad then. Most of them live in Bedok & Pasir Ris, mind you, Atiqa won't be interested in you.
Him: Who said about Atiqa?
Me: You said girls living in Pasir Ris -.-
Him: Tampines?
Me: They're all attached, sorry.
Him: All of them living in Tampines attached?
Me: Uhhuh.
Him: Then you?

& my mind goes. BOOM! I know you'd ask that.

Me: I'm single. *Proud*
Him: Oh, can uh.
Me: You think funny uh?
Him: Whats so funny?
Me: *silence* Eh, I thought your cousin wants to use the phone?
Him: Yaaa.
Me: Give him use the phone laaa. Bye.
Him: Kay bye.
Me: Kay *almost hung up when..*
Him: Oi!
Me: What!?
Him: Don't change the subject.
Me: Whose changing? Your cousin wants to use the phone. Let him.
Him: I was asking, then you?
Me: *silence* Urm, u eh. U is an alphabet.

Then he said he don't like girls like me. & I was like, okay fine. I couldn't care less & we hung up. Most of it was spoken in Malay. & I added abit of words in my sentences. Geeee.


Hey ex, after all these days or month(s) you left me. You think I don't feel angry about that? You think I am just gonna forget just like that? You don't know how crazy I went when you chose her! Do you? After all those pathetic counsellings from sister, do you know how much I lost? I would have gone for other guys. But thank you, for making me feel they're all the same.

I was always the one who gave in when we fought. Always me. Never you. Yeah, my fault entirely. You know how stupid I felt to be fooled/cheated repeatedly for almost a year!? I'll arrange in point forms & you, you see how true it is.
  • Break up with me.
  • Find other girls.
  • Found other girls.
  • Start to love them.
  • Start to 'love' me back.
  • Broke up with them.
  • Patched up with me.
  • Start to love them back.
For god's sake, it have been going on repeatedly & I can't let myself be cheated! It's like, am I your substitute lover or what!? Oh, a song titled No Substitute Love would be great to convey my message to you.

& guess what? A mixture of Hot N Cold & If I were a boy would suit you perfectly! You never cared about my feelings. You know how stupid I felt to be called a fool? Why? Because I kept on trusting you even after what you ever did to me. Do you know how effed up I was to know that you actually accused me of breaking you bloody heart when you did almost the same thing to me a few times? I have always loved you better than the rest. I used to be proud to have a boyfriend like you. But never did I realise I was fooled. Why? Because in my bloody eyes, you were always the good guy. The one who love me for who I am, not what I am. & then, I started to wonder, is it even true?

I always wanted you to be happy. Not that I am afraid I would break the girl's heart ( the girl your choosing ). I know you love her, you don't need to pretend you love me. You don't need to act confuse. Lambat laun, u pilih dher jgak kan? My decisions to choose who would be your lover/companion/soulmate don't count. You make yours.

Do you know the feeling when a girl or guy who made an impact in your life left you? Left you just like that. Like a girl who loves her doll but when she found something nicer, she just threw it away? I felt that way.

History may repeat. & I don't want myself to get hurt anymore. Or even break your heart. But I'll just let you know, we can never be more than friends after what happened. Prove to me you're never the same like you used to be. Prove to me your not the type of guys who chase girls, then break their heart. & the way I acted earlier, I was acting up so you would hang up the phone & then let me cry my eyes out. I am sorry if you ever think I was breaking your heart. But you never realised that I had to suffer so much, just by losing you.

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Welcome to Hell-idays.
Written on Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 5:42 PM

I know this may sound stupid. But I just know its not about the case that came back that's why I kept thinking of you. I just know. Its not about that. Even when some people said it is, I mean, nobody knows my feeling better than myself. Right? If I don't understand mine, how about others? Muhammad ___ Bin ______. Your killing me man. Grr. I don't know if this feeling is hate, like or love. I'm freaking serious. Everywhere I go, your face will appear in my mind. How crazy can that be? Tsk.


REMOVED! HAPPY? TSK.

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Vlog, Here I Come! :D
Written on Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 2:07 PM

Song of the time: Just Dance

So, I skipped yesterday's update as I was too lazy to even blog. Instead I watched Fahmi's, Demi's & Selena's Vlogs. & I find it awesome. & I was thinking, can I vlog too? Heee. Can uh Fahmi? Tk copy tau. Jealous jeee. Hee.

Ok, so whatssup man? Haha. I am really speechless. Finally, I got my appetite back! So, yesterday was boring after the trip to the police station. Haha. Trip eh? Well, the IOs were funny. Open-minded people. This convict, he scared me to death I tell you. The moment I walked in to the office, I saw him with his handcuffed hands. Heh. Spent about an hour or more inside? Yeah.

Found out Ah Boi wants to tag along with me. Wth? After all those times I kept searching so hard for you & you were so ignorant (eventhough you helped me), now then you wanna say you wanna reveal yourself? Don't you know how effed up I am when you say forget you & don't bother searching for you? Don't you? Pfft.

I don't have a problem with you tagging along. But its better if you reveal yourself earlier.

Chatted with ______ yesterday. He was the one who told me about Ah Boi's tag. Yeahh. Argued with him & then he went BRB & I went silent. Grr.

& guess what? I hae this beautiful dream. Too beautiful to be told. Only my sister knows, so far. I'm off! I wanna eat, then go to the Library. To bad Noura can't tag along. Love ya, have fun with your cousins ;DD

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The Continuation Of The Last Episode Of ________
Written on Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 9:43 PM

Song of the Time: Can I Have This Dance

Today, was not as exhausting as yesterday. During the workshop, brushed up on the previous choreography and add a little more. The rest will be finished in school. The dance is amazing! Haha. Today, I get to memorize all the steps. Except for the middle part where we have to jerk to the left. Heh. Its a jazz & a little of hip hop dance moves.

After the last workshop, we got a card. We got a free 1 month trial! Yay. Haha. Changed, old chang kee, MRT, bus & then home. Around 6+, I reached home. Received a phonecall. Maid picked up & it was for me. This police woman called up. Only certain people knows about it. I have to go to the police station tomorrow & I am super scared. But mum talked to the police & police just wanted to write a statement. Thats all. Police, it have been almost 2 years since it happened & suddenly you came back? Man, your giving me the trauma again. Grr. Spoil my holiday mood only.

So, watched Make It Happen. The dance moves was awesome. Haha. I'll try giving it a shot. Try only eh. Hhaa.

To Noura, I am sorry if your plans for the friends thing didnt work. We're just TOO busy. Especially the dancers. You got to understand us, right? We have to plan together. Not just pick out a few people from the group & plan. We'll try our best to make things work. The plans, I mean. Heeee.

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HehHahHohHuhHahHehHohHuh, Wth?
12:07 AM

jengjengjeng! not missing in action ehh. just that, i have been busy lately. schedule's tight. malay dance, weddings, outings, friends, phonecalls & ________. luckily, i have no boyfriend. I think i would collapse if i were to have one. how to spent my time with him with all these ________? hah.

but the best thing was, i had ice cream & chicken baked rice at swensens yesterday night. the joy & laughter shared among us, i just missed that. i mean, if it was more complete, it would be nice (:

on the friday, last friday, family + the 2 most irritating/fun/favourite uncles (they're not so old, just 21-22, but still we have to call them uncle because they're ayah's friends), catched The Coffin. Stupid/Funny/Clumsy/Embarassing stuffs happened in between. Cik Hafiz wanted to demonstrate how he would look like when he shout (he's a big baby, scared of everything), the moment he do the demo, the popcorn fell off his lap. & everybody behind us stand up to have a good laugh at him. even us. hahahahah. then, after the movie, when we were going down the stairs, sister tripped. TWO times some more. haha. funny or what? another one was, we all had to walk 2-3 rounds just to find our car! shoot. stupid siol. hahahahah.

today, went to a wedding just few blocks away. near matiin's school. noticed that today, there's a lot of weddings going on. sister said NINE is a very common wedding date. & on the other hand, i got quite sad because of something. you people, if you read my blog often, you'd know. heeee. kay, came back home around 5 PM (?) & because i didn't have enough sleep i got very very tired & 'fainted'. woke up around 7 PM (?). haha. so now, i have to face Insomnia. & tmr, i'll have to dance like a zombie in the dance studio. hahaha.

NOURA, CALL EITHER MY HOME NUMBER OR HANDPHONE NUMBER ONCE YOU READ THIS, THANK YOU.


im damn bored. currently, chatting with nadhir, fiq jai & boiimii. but i wanna go offline & join sis outside. WATCH TV uh, ape lagi? fiq jai's muting, nadhir's crapping & boiimii's boring. grr. toodles babies.

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Exhausted
Written on Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 7:46 PM

Song of the time: Love Story

Man, just came back from Studio Wu around 6 pm. Learned a little of choreography from dance instructor. The dance steps are cool. Let's see, Spiderman moves, Wushu moves, Ballet moves, Chinese moves & tinny-winny of hip hop moves.

Imagine how tiring it was? With all the stretching, the bending, the tip-toeing & the 'fly' kickings. Haha. But it was really nice to stretch your body. I guess we're all gonna be flexible after all the practices, huh? Really, most of the warm-ups includes splits and stuffs.

SYF training starts next week. Really need to start working on it.

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Fee Kasi. Aku Buat. Korg Amek ;D
Written on Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 1:22 AM

Song of the day: Can't Let You Go

Tagged by : Fee <33

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. Do you have secrets?
Ya think?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Whatcha expect?! Love is blind, bebe.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as my heart can take it. Heh.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
I'll take 10% of it & save the rest ;DDD

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
If we were meant to be, yeahh.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Loving someone & being loved by someone.

7.what best describes the person that tagged you ? (fee)
bitchy ;D / caring / sweet / crazehh!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Hell with you, I got better guys *wink*

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
The littlest things that can make me smile.

10. What makes you sad?
Turn off the lights & roll the films. I hate bad memories.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Carrying my own baby! omygoodness! ;DD

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
the beloved ones, duh?

13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
my life. then?

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but stable. better kan?

15. What is your favourite colour?
rainbow ;D

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Im gonna put that crush in my mind & my baby in my heart. Haha! kidding.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive doesn't mean forget, you see.

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I like you ^^

19. What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only God knows what) with other girls/guys?
I'd walk towards him, take off my high heels & smack him right on the face with it. Hell yeah!

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Everyone is bound to have one.

5 people to do this survey:
- Amirah
- Bee
- Shikin
- Rafhana
- Jai Kong

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Essay
Written on Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 3:42 PM

Correct me if I am wrong, thank you (:

Love love love. Why are people blinded with love? Is love any good? Some said its a blessing to have one & some said its heartbreaking too. Well, love don't really suck. Like life, love is just full of ups & downs.

Most people claimed that they know the definition of love. Love is not just about showering them with attention, care & gifts. Its more to being there when you need them, understand their feelings, support their every decisions, being able to communicate well with each other & mostly to shower them with TLC.

Love is like, no matter how much sins/wrongs they have did, no matter how wealthy, she/he is or unfortunate they are, no matter how they look like & no matter which family he/she come from, you still love them anyway. You don't need a reason to love.

Like most fated couples go thru, they forgive but maybe, they never forget. Sometimes, they used the past to strengthen their relationship. Love can't be forced and bought. Sometimes, when you really love that person, you will tend to wait for him/her no matter how long it takes. Sometimes, even risk yourself just to protect the loved ones.

Its really nice to have a companion by your side. Especially when you get to marry them. Gereeeeek kan? Haha.

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Insomnia
2:33 PM

Yesterday, both sister & me was unable to sleep. Grr. Ni laa, Syafiq Jai nan Nadhir peh pasal kan! Tsk. Kay, msged them for awhile. Then the rest, sister entertained. Don't know what the hell they were talking bout. Mengumpat je keje. Hah.

Kay, sister got bored. We moved on to the computer. Online-d at mine. Nadhir & ______ was online. Chatted with them awhile, then online-d at sister's. Added ______ then chatted with him for awhile.

Blah blah blah. Watched MTV Insomnia. Boriiiiing. Watched cartoons, BOORINNG. watched project runway, fuuuuun (: They went to Paris. Gerek tawu.

After project runway, got back to the room. Planned to sleep. But ended up talking bout loooooooove. Hahah. Cool kan?

So, i didn't get to sleep. Decided to write an essay about love. Maklumlah, org tkde keje (:
I'll post about t if I'm freee ;D

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Love Is In The Air
Written on Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 1:34 AM

Found myself drenched in tears. I give up but not on the spammers okay.

The Singapore Flyers was exciting as we can watch the scenery as we go higher & higher into the sky. Well, I am exaggerating it a little. It's not really high but still in the somewhere in the air. (:

I felt the breeze of the air-conditioner running thru my hair as I entered the capsule. Somehow, I knew I was going to have a calming time over there. Camwhored a little & spent the rest of it alone to relax my mind.

Well, something just had to bother me. I hate you. At the same time, I just can't hate you. I dont know why. I've tried so hard to hate you but it seems that I can't. You dont need to know who you are. Cause I am the one talking here. My blog, my say. But if you know who you are, please, just keep your mouth shut/sealed. There's no need to boast around telling others that someone had an inappropriate crush on you. Well, not really a crush.

Hell with that, I'll decide on whether I should or shouldn't get him out of my life. Cause it's not worth hoping. Right? It'll just turn out to be another dream thats impossible to reach. I know, people say, "Believe in your dreams". But I just can't let myself get hurt anymore.

I'll leave this to God. You people have no right to choose if I would be compatible or otherwise with him. Aye? Thanks & buhbye.

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I Can Feel It In Me ;D
Written on Saturday, November 1, 2008 @ 11:32 AM

I can't wait to ride the Singapore Flyer today! ;D

I just wished nothing had happened at all. I am trying to forget the problems I am facing but each time I throw it, it keeps on coming back. Adding another problem with it. Grr.

Ate cupcakes just now. First thing I did was to lick the icing. Yummeh. Then finished up the cupcake.

Whatever it is, today will be my best day. Nothing will get on my mind unless its exciting.

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Happy Birthday!
10:44 AM



Muhammad Nadhir. Ehh? Hehe.
Happy 15th Birthday! ;D

Sorry laa terlupe.
Love ya, friend (: Sorry ehh.

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Whhe~
9:37 AM



Afiqah & Asha'ari
Happy 8th months maaaaaan.
Hope both of you can stay strong.
& please, kak fee. i know how you feel.
but dont just jump to conclusions.

ni smer case "hate that i love you" jee.
da memang often sgt we see this in relationships kan?
so yeah man! semoga bahagieee ;D

love you two.

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