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Written on Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 4:26 AM
Today marks the first day of Syawal. Well, yesterday according to time. But believe it or not, I just got back from raya outing. It's nothing to be surprised about right? It happens every year! And we're not the only family doing it, y'know.
As usual, we saling bermaafan. I don't know what's wrong with me. This year, I feel so emotional. Firstly, I almost cried watching a sad tv show. Secondly, when I kneeled down to kiss Ibu's hand, I cried - for the first time! Then everything went normal again until I met my cousins from Ibu's side. Their father and Ibu (blood siblings) had a conflict last few years. Both of them didn't think of making up. Ego, that's all they can think about. Hello, think about the younger ones. What will we feel man? If both of you keep prioritising your egos, then when will the game end? Back to story. Hugged and kissed for uncountable times. And I burst out into tears again. I missed them so much. Unfortunately, little Dinah didn't grow up around Ibu's family. So she was a bit shy when she met us. The other 3 - Sabrina, Nurul and Insyirah - hugged me as soon as they saw me. How can I not cry? Haha. Ibu doesn't seem to like seeing me burst into tears of happiness. C'mon, you fight with their parents. That doesn't mean we're fighting with them too.
Blablabla, reached home and planned to take a nap while waiting for Abang's family to come. Unfortunately - like always - I overslept. I want to meet him siaaaaaaaaaa DD; Timing, no good uh babe. I woke up only after they left. Granny, as usual, forver with the matchmaking. First with kakak, then with me. Dah kebiasaan pulak aku panggil deytu Abang. Bagos lah tu, he calls me Adek & I call him Abang. Okay lah. Means if we get close when we meet, we got a very valid reason. HAHAHA (:
Pictures shall be uploaded in multiply when I'm not lazy aites.
KISSLabels: asleep: goodnight beloved
Written on Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 1:34 AM
Found myself drenched in tears. I give up but not on the spammers okay.
The Singapore Flyers was exciting as we can watch the scenery as we go higher & higher into the sky. Well, I am exaggerating it a little. It's not really high but still in the somewhere in the air. (:
I felt the breeze of the air-conditioner running thru my hair as I entered the capsule. Somehow, I knew I was going to have a calming time over there. Camwhored a little & spent the rest of it alone to relax my mind.
Well, something just had to bother me. I hate you. At the same time, I just can't hate you. I dont know why. I've tried so hard to hate you but it seems that I can't. You dont need to know who you are. Cause I am the one talking here. My blog, my say. But if you know who you are, please, just keep your mouth shut/sealed. There's no need to boast around telling others that someone had an inappropriate crush on you. Well, not really a crush.
Hell with that, I'll decide on whether I should or shouldn't get him out of my life. Cause it's not worth hoping. Right? It'll just turn out to be another dream thats impossible to reach. I know, people say, "Believe in your dreams". But I just can't let myself get hurt anymore.
I'll leave this to God. You people have no right to choose if I would be compatible or otherwise with him. Aye? Thanks & buhbye.Labels: asleep: goodnight beloved
Written on Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 3:53 AM
back from somewhere. hah! i miss kak fee, noura, nazrah, cousin-in-law & nadhir<33. tskk. like a lott. very very a lott! kk, im currently chatting with: ari, kak ekah & bby.
seriously, this window have been opened for like 30 mins? yet nothing is written. too busy chatting with bby, kak fee & ari.
now, im bored because bby is sleeping soundly. hah! & its been 1 hr. yet, nth is written. pathetic. & now, kak ekah don't wanna talk. HAH. hehe.
& now, im dead bored. & then..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. GOODNIGHT :D Labels: asleep: goodnight beloved
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Written on Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 4:26 AM
Today marks the first day of Syawal. Well, yesterday according to time. But believe it or not, I just got back from raya outing. It's nothing to be surprised about right? It happens every year! And we're not the only family doing it, y'know.
As usual, we saling bermaafan. I don't know what's wrong with me. This year, I feel so emotional. Firstly, I almost cried watching a sad tv show. Secondly, when I kneeled down to kiss Ibu's hand, I cried - for the first time! Then everything went normal again until I met my cousins from Ibu's side. Their father and Ibu (blood siblings) had a conflict last few years. Both of them didn't think of making up. Ego, that's all they can think about. Hello, think about the younger ones. What will we feel man? If both of you keep prioritising your egos, then when will the game end? Back to story. Hugged and kissed for uncountable times. And I burst out into tears again. I missed them so much. Unfortunately, little Dinah didn't grow up around Ibu's family. So she was a bit shy when she met us. The other 3 - Sabrina, Nurul and Insyirah - hugged me as soon as they saw me. How can I not cry? Haha. Ibu doesn't seem to like seeing me burst into tears of happiness. C'mon, you fight with their parents. That doesn't mean we're fighting with them too.
Blablabla, reached home and planned to take a nap while waiting for Abang's family to come. Unfortunately - like always - I overslept. I want to meet him siaaaaaaaaaa DD; Timing, no good uh babe. I woke up only after they left. Granny, as usual, forver with the matchmaking. First with kakak, then with me. Dah kebiasaan pulak aku panggil deytu Abang. Bagos lah tu, he calls me Adek & I call him Abang. Okay lah. Means if we get close when we meet, we got a very valid reason. HAHAHA (:
Pictures shall be uploaded in multiply when I'm not lazy aites.
KISSLabels: asleep: goodnight beloved
Written on Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 1:34 AM
Found myself drenched in tears. I give up but not on the spammers okay.
The Singapore Flyers was exciting as we can watch the scenery as we go higher & higher into the sky. Well, I am exaggerating it a little. It's not really high but still in the somewhere in the air. (:
I felt the breeze of the air-conditioner running thru my hair as I entered the capsule. Somehow, I knew I was going to have a calming time over there. Camwhored a little & spent the rest of it alone to relax my mind.
Well, something just had to bother me. I hate you. At the same time, I just can't hate you. I dont know why. I've tried so hard to hate you but it seems that I can't. You dont need to know who you are. Cause I am the one talking here. My blog, my say. But if you know who you are, please, just keep your mouth shut/sealed. There's no need to boast around telling others that someone had an inappropriate crush on you. Well, not really a crush.
Hell with that, I'll decide on whether I should or shouldn't get him out of my life. Cause it's not worth hoping. Right? It'll just turn out to be another dream thats impossible to reach. I know, people say, "Believe in your dreams". But I just can't let myself get hurt anymore.
I'll leave this to God. You people have no right to choose if I would be compatible or otherwise with him. Aye? Thanks & buhbye.Labels: asleep: goodnight beloved
Written on Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 3:53 AM
back from somewhere. hah! i miss kak fee, noura, nazrah, cousin-in-law & nadhir<33. tskk. like a lott. very very a lott! kk, im currently chatting with: ari, kak ekah & bby.
seriously, this window have been opened for like 30 mins? yet nothing is written. too busy chatting with bby, kak fee & ari.
now, im bored because bby is sleeping soundly. hah! & its been 1 hr. yet, nth is written. pathetic. & now, kak ekah don't wanna talk. HAH. hehe.
& now, im dead bored. & then..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. GOODNIGHT :D Labels: asleep: goodnight beloved
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Here I am
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i promise.
I feel like our world's been infected.
Quick Update ♥
It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
Let's just hope he'd read this.
Yes, that's true.
I am very exhausted
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