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Written on Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 2:05 PM
28 January 2008, was hell i tell ya . hell ! that shithole, came back into my nightmare . but he wasn't a nightmare, what he did was a NIGHTMARE ! gaaaaa ~ im so fcuked up with his attitude, i almost threw a chair ?
told ya, if i'm angry . every single thing could happen . its all out of ur imagination & during assembly, when everyone was listening "attentively", i kept forcing myself not to scream . i cried myself not to scream . OMY ! terrible . then, i looked down & kept forcing myself not to cry . when noura turned back to talk to me, she was like, " sial laa ! your eyes so red seyy ! " everyone near me was like, " illa, u ok not ? " lagi i wanna cry seyy . i reach class, i sat down & cried my eyes out . on that day, suddenly, Mrs Lee was kind to me . idk why . kindda weird . gaa ! each & every girl in my class, i think . almost all the girls surrounded me . i can feel it . everyone was like, " illa, u ok ? " awwhh .. i love them hell lots ! serious . even the chinese . they count me as one of them . as in, they like me among all malay girls . sorry yaw ! haha . im theirs . im malay girls' yeah baby . i love all of them . my girl classmates, they rock . they know me well . & dulcia, suddenly got somehow, close to me & noura . i like i like . chinese dance & malay dance . NEVER enemies, aye ? haha .
pfft; allow me to tell ya why 28 jan was hell . cause, mr ng confiscated my phone ! when i got back home, i straight away told my mum . mum was not happy to hear that . & mr ng kept on accusing me . hey, i respect u, but if u do this to me, u biase guy, im sorry yaw !~ mum's meeting him soon . idk how the whole class got to know about my mum . when i came, everyone was like, " eh illa, ask ur mum go sue mr ng ! " haha . kekek uh . funny, i tell you . very funny . & please, anyone who is reading, make it a surprise . DO NOT, tell mr ng . or else, im gonna find u & gonna slap u leftrightcenter ! very hard . try me . i'll do it . i can . ask my primary sch friends (: hahhaa (x
ystd, was quite a shocking day . i suddenly loved push ups and sit ups . i got so hyper when it comes to PE & Maths . so .. attentive oi ! rajin mahh rajin mahh ! illa kan . haha . & the way dulcia & gret fight for me to be with them, was funny i tell u ! i feel loved by those 2 babes of mine . jyeaaah . i love both of u the most among the chinese, ok ! haha . the chinese said for malay boys they are close to fadhli & for malay girls they are close to me ! yeaah ! i like i like . but, i'll love my bitches the most . dammie, nami & cilly . best hotties laa seyy ! yeah yeah yeah ! hahas . & smth weird cum amazing happened, hakeem talked to me . =.- lame, i know .
todaay, malay dance rehearsal . for CNY performance . best cum tired . haha . i was dancing & teaching faqihah when they video taped ! gaaa, malu ! hehes . sayang tu sec 1s uhh .
amira, nyla, fyqa, syasya, fiet, faezah .
syg korang alot alot ok ? nyahaas .
im currently chatting with, fiet, hakeem & noura . while doing my project .
gaaa ~ madness ! im stressed out . give me an ice cream . & share a joke . a funny one . not a lame one . get it right . be funny not lame like flat people .
i love -
katie
dammie
cilly
nami
adie
poppy
a'ah
deedee
and me ! elly =.-
those are what we call each other yaw !~ got problem ?
byebye babies !
mwahmwahmwah .Labels: shithole
Written on Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 7:32 PM
hello people . today was effing great . i swear . nyahaas . nazrah's birthday is today . me and some of our malay classmates, decided to make a surprise birthday party . and it was totally not out of plan . yeah . i loved that . we celebrated fadhli's belated birthday too . since no one really celebrated his birthday .
me, yanti & nazrah went to pasir ris park . we told her lies saying everyone can't make it . actually, they were there preparing . haha . she said, " let's just do it on monday then . boring seyy, only 3 of us ." so we were like, " nehmyne, at the park we play playground laa " haha . she was like, " alawwh, boring . " we just go on with our plans . then noura called and she said, " tell her that me and shaf can come " so, i told her . she said ok best2 ! when we reached there, we avoid her from seeing them . we went to the toilet to change . for the party . then, me & yanti got ready asap . then, everyone waited for her outside . with water bombs . when she came out, everyone shoot at her . haha . so fun . she got shocked when she see everyone was there . even the guys . except for JP & Izwan . haha . rugi uhh drg . rafidah & ashiqin pon ! best uhh ! bluek !
then, we eat and played some games . then, we play " fear factor " when u have to drink weird water . mine was a total ew . haha . but fun uhh . then, we splash water here & there . i told noura to steal nazrah's walkman . so she did it . then, concidence laa .. nazrah was finding her walkman . she asked me . i said i threw it in the sea already . she believed . haha . so we were like, " don't go nazrah dont go ! " i said, " if u really wanna go find ur spoilt shitty walkman, promise me smth, eat ur bday cake first . " when she wanted to eat, we all took the cake and put it on her face . hahas . she got angrier and went to the beach to find her "lost" walkman . it was in noura's bag . then, we brought her somewhere . there, ade BIG sentence saying .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZRAH . then i acted as if i lupe smth . i said, " eh g carik uhh walkman . " noura and all said, " ehh tu dia ! shit da hilang . sorry sala tuu batu " haha . she was like, " why'd did u throw !? " and cried . we signaled shaf to bring the present we all bought while trying to convince nazrah we threw her walkman . she actually believed . hah ! so gullible . haha . then, she cried & cried . then we said, " fine, i give u smth else to make u happy ! " we showed her the present . it was mp4 . according to her, she became speechless and laughed and cried . we all hugged her . gerek siao ! all thanks to me ! i planned . cheychey . noura planned too ok . but i came up with it (:
i love you nazrah, i won't ever throw smth so valuable ok ? no worries, im not bad . just making up a story to make u cry . haha . i knew u would . thats why . hah . then, we throw flour at each other, play games again and bombs ! haha . the toilet became beseypah ! but me & yanti, so kind hearted, helped to pick up the litter . yeah ! best oi !
then, me and fadhli so called fought . he smoked infront of me ! he promised me he wont ever do that again . then, i got angry and sat down alone . noura .. actually all the merajok stuffs & sitting alone stuffs was not an act . sume btol . fadhli actually went to me and consoled me . he said sorry and stuffs . he asked me to walk with him cause he wanna tell me smth . i just said no all the way . first yanti left . then noura . i was alone with him . then, they invited me to play games . i actually had no mood . so, i said no . then, adilah said, " alaa, biar dorang berasmaradana laa . " i quickly stood up and said ok lets play ! haha . then, when i got my mood back, i realise fadhli went home . he told me everything . thru msg . i felt so damn guilty okaay ! then, we changed . when we were ready, i found out my wallet was with fiza ! argghhh ! then, we tried to solve the problem by sitting right outside the toilet . lelaki gataaaaaaaaal ~ pekik, nak number ! siao . not cheap ok .
then, went back home . awwwhh .. i loved the day a lot . i'll post the pics later . byee .
Written on Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ 5:10 PM
todayy .. hmm ! mendak gilaa !~ haha . bsk, CCA Fair . and hell yeah, im gonna dance . but sadly, i infront ! i hate it i hate it i hate it . its been so long since i dance on stage . and and, kak tini put me infront ? wth ! easy steps . fast song . feel the people behind me without looking or touching . maintain the pendekness . WOW ! i tell you, it may sound easy . but not as easy as you think ! really . ohgoshh . i need to bent and be as lembut as i can . lembut, not lembek . well, dancing and singing is my interest so, YEAH . im gonna do it, bebeh ! the steps are quite easy . when u do it at a normal speed . but the songs are fast and u have to move from one end to the other end of the stage for 8 counts only !? at least thats manageble . but almost every part, i'm infront . im so nervous okaay ? its like, what if i fall ? or forget the steps ? ugh ! malu right ? aiyoyo .
and yesterday, i forgot one step . to stay, to move front and to go back . the only time i get to go back . haha . and, i forget !? shitt ! vbut the hardest last part, i got it right . opposite siaa ! and kak tini was like, illa ! asal lupe ? i just did the ' im scared, confused, nervous ! ' face . hehe .
and around march or april, the springfielders malay dancers are gonna join us . and we're gonna make them buddies . we have to teach each other the basics . this year, we're gonna concentrate in basics . ok, at least im ok with basics . yeahh .. but, kak tini said she dont want to take 2 school ! its no fair siaa ! she said she won't . when we know she teaching springfield, we were like, WTH ? she teach 2 schools !? after all, she's been with east spring since malay dance is available . so, why ? ugh ! nehmyne .Labels: gaaa ~
Written on Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 11:47 AM
from hakeem .. didnt knew illa supported u and all...that really shocked me...illa,u are great,u are wonderful,u are all that i never expected...seriously man,u can take all this?if i were u i had long forgotten me..seriously im just so sorry for everything,and to noura,i am sorry for eveerything too,i just dont wanna fight anymore,i just sux u win i lose ok?...
to hakeem .. thanks, hakeem . good luck, ok ? thanks for saying all that . but, im not . i suck . & i'm not strong . quite hard, but, i had to accept the fact . soo .. yeah . after whatever u, kakak, noura said . i realised . that, i dont need love to be a somebody . soo, now u know, im not angry at all with jannah . (: im sorry for calling u a flirt and all . i hope u will forgive me for saying that . like i said, ur not in the wrong, so dont worry . theres no need to say sorry . ok ? now, its nobodys fault . lets forget about the past . its 2008 now . So, happy happy happy, ok ? Don't have to worry about the past now . and if jannah is ever jealous of me, don't talk to me anymore . ok ? i dont wanna ruin ur relationship . once again, good luck & last long . that's all i have to say . tkcre .
jannah posted .. He was like the most understading guy that i have . But you see, memories fade. I can feel the pressure towards us. Hes in his relationship once . But the thing is that they broke up and i felt as if im the reason why they broke. I guess all good things comes to an end. I cant hardly stop thinking of him. It hurt me so badly . My life is shattered when i share love, its not just any love. Its a one sided love. Perhaps i was never meant to have a happy love story. I so called fought with him last night. He told me to tuck in. But then i didnt i insisted to tuck in. Then i when online then he caught me. Ive been unloyal. Pfft. Sad case. He used to call me up when he woke up. But today , no sign of him. Im so lethargic when it comes to love. But the thing is that human are created to share loveand joy. Dont tell me you dont. That will be hysterical. Egos will only say love sucks. But in the end they will stuck in forever love dilemma. Typical people. Seriously , ive not been so cheerful. My mum said ' adeq, asal muke pucat?' . All i said was entah. To hold a spoon on my hand is the biggest problem. No mood you see. I miss him. But it hurts me to say that i think hes flirting. Im in no condition to say he cant. But he said whatever i do , i'll be forever his. Gaaaah, I dont know who eles to share this with. They will like think im having another afair. Im not that type of girl you see. Its just that human have feelings and they cant just keep it to themselve right ?So having an admirer isnt a problem right ? It makes my heart swell thinking of this.
i tagged .. ohh annah, i so know how u feel . but, like i said . continue with ur relationship . with khairul, i mean . till its done . when its done, u can have all the fun u want . Hakeem's a very very patient but manja guy . so, no worries . he'll wait for you . && im seriously not angry with you although he likes u . he's not mine . so, whoever or whatever that makes him happy, will make me happy too . && hell yeah ! he's really understanding . but, did u broke up with khairul ?. cause, u said u WERE in a relationship once .. the good stuffs have not come to an end . in fact, its the beginning . At this age, i realise, having love is not so important .. U will only get ur happy love story when u find ur TRUE LOVE . that's when ure responsible & mature enough . He's just not yet in the mood i guess . If he's ok, he'd call u . really . it just takes time . And yes, i agree with u . Humans are created to share love & joy . U just have to calm down . & thinks would be better . No promises . But, no harm trying, right ? & i swear, he's not flirting . he's the type of guy who is very faithful . its just jealousy . when i was with him, i felt that way too . but, i got it all wrong . U're not having another affair .. its just, someone came to you & told u he loves you . Well, everybody has an admirer . So, yeah ! not a problem . Don't think of this too much . It will just make u feel more guilty ... Believe me, u & him, will be happy together . & ur not the reason why we broke up, ok ? just forget about me & hakeem's break up . & act as if he dont know me . & u dont know me . alright ? just pretend that me & hakeem, have never ever met each other . I hope whatever i said earlier on will help u feel better .. Whatever it is, gd luck aye ?
Jannah tagged .. illa , youre a nice girl , i really never expected you posted all those things after what ive done. i owe you big time. and babe , you know its not wrong if you have someone new to cling on to right ? Thank you so much. youre a strong girl. i wonder how you can take it with all this things. can we like be close friends ? i owe you big time .
To jannah .. Jannah, what did u do wrong that u owe me big time ? nothing bad, right ? mine and hakeem's break up, was never ur fault . u don't need to be guilty . Its something called, destined . So, be happy . and, layan his manjaness . he likes it . really . haha . ok . err .. ure saying im a nice girl ? OMG . woww . haha . thanks . but im not so nice . haha . WELCOMES . u dont need to say thank you, actually . its already my job to make people happy (: how i can take it ? how i get over it ? secret =X haha . actually, sedih tu sedih urhhk . but, after whatever advice my sister, noura and hakeem gave, which is to move on, i realise that i have to accept the fact . sometimes, lectures are GOOD, but boring . so, whatever it is, u've got to listen up . & about the be close friends thingy, im good :D once again, u dont owe me big time . really . btw, thanks for the link .Labels: be happy yaw :D
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Written on Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 2:05 PM
28 January 2008, was hell i tell ya . hell ! that shithole, came back into my nightmare . but he wasn't a nightmare, what he did was a NIGHTMARE ! gaaaaa ~ im so fcuked up with his attitude, i almost threw a chair ?
told ya, if i'm angry . every single thing could happen . its all out of ur imagination & during assembly, when everyone was listening "attentively", i kept forcing myself not to scream . i cried myself not to scream . OMY ! terrible . then, i looked down & kept forcing myself not to cry . when noura turned back to talk to me, she was like, " sial laa ! your eyes so red seyy ! " everyone near me was like, " illa, u ok not ? " lagi i wanna cry seyy . i reach class, i sat down & cried my eyes out . on that day, suddenly, Mrs Lee was kind to me . idk why . kindda weird . gaa ! each & every girl in my class, i think . almost all the girls surrounded me . i can feel it . everyone was like, " illa, u ok ? " awwhh .. i love them hell lots ! serious . even the chinese . they count me as one of them . as in, they like me among all malay girls . sorry yaw ! haha . im theirs . im malay girls' yeah baby . i love all of them . my girl classmates, they rock . they know me well . & dulcia, suddenly got somehow, close to me & noura . i like i like . chinese dance & malay dance . NEVER enemies, aye ? haha .
pfft; allow me to tell ya why 28 jan was hell . cause, mr ng confiscated my phone ! when i got back home, i straight away told my mum . mum was not happy to hear that . & mr ng kept on accusing me . hey, i respect u, but if u do this to me, u biase guy, im sorry yaw !~ mum's meeting him soon . idk how the whole class got to know about my mum . when i came, everyone was like, " eh illa, ask ur mum go sue mr ng ! " haha . kekek uh . funny, i tell you . very funny . & please, anyone who is reading, make it a surprise . DO NOT, tell mr ng . or else, im gonna find u & gonna slap u leftrightcenter ! very hard . try me . i'll do it . i can . ask my primary sch friends (: hahhaa (x
ystd, was quite a shocking day . i suddenly loved push ups and sit ups . i got so hyper when it comes to PE & Maths . so .. attentive oi ! rajin mahh rajin mahh ! illa kan . haha . & the way dulcia & gret fight for me to be with them, was funny i tell u ! i feel loved by those 2 babes of mine . jyeaaah . i love both of u the most among the chinese, ok ! haha . the chinese said for malay boys they are close to fadhli & for malay girls they are close to me ! yeaah ! i like i like . but, i'll love my bitches the most . dammie, nami & cilly . best hotties laa seyy ! yeah yeah yeah ! hahas . & smth weird cum amazing happened, hakeem talked to me . =.- lame, i know .
todaay, malay dance rehearsal . for CNY performance . best cum tired . haha . i was dancing & teaching faqihah when they video taped ! gaaa, malu ! hehes . sayang tu sec 1s uhh .
amira, nyla, fyqa, syasya, fiet, faezah .
syg korang alot alot ok ? nyahaas .
im currently chatting with, fiet, hakeem & noura . while doing my project .
gaaa ~ madness ! im stressed out . give me an ice cream . & share a joke . a funny one . not a lame one . get it right . be funny not lame like flat people .
i love -
katie
dammie
cilly
nami
adie
poppy
a'ah
deedee
and me ! elly =.-
those are what we call each other yaw !~ got problem ?
byebye babies !
mwahmwahmwah .Labels: shithole
Written on Saturday, January 19, 2008 @ 7:32 PM
hello people . today was effing great . i swear . nyahaas . nazrah's birthday is today . me and some of our malay classmates, decided to make a surprise birthday party . and it was totally not out of plan . yeah . i loved that . we celebrated fadhli's belated birthday too . since no one really celebrated his birthday .
me, yanti & nazrah went to pasir ris park . we told her lies saying everyone can't make it . actually, they were there preparing . haha . she said, " let's just do it on monday then . boring seyy, only 3 of us ." so we were like, " nehmyne, at the park we play playground laa " haha . she was like, " alawwh, boring . " we just go on with our plans . then noura called and she said, " tell her that me and shaf can come " so, i told her . she said ok best2 ! when we reached there, we avoid her from seeing them . we went to the toilet to change . for the party . then, me & yanti got ready asap . then, everyone waited for her outside . with water bombs . when she came out, everyone shoot at her . haha . so fun . she got shocked when she see everyone was there . even the guys . except for JP & Izwan . haha . rugi uhh drg . rafidah & ashiqin pon ! best uhh ! bluek !
then, we eat and played some games . then, we play " fear factor " when u have to drink weird water . mine was a total ew . haha . but fun uhh . then, we splash water here & there . i told noura to steal nazrah's walkman . so she did it . then, concidence laa .. nazrah was finding her walkman . she asked me . i said i threw it in the sea already . she believed . haha . so we were like, " don't go nazrah dont go ! " i said, " if u really wanna go find ur spoilt shitty walkman, promise me smth, eat ur bday cake first . " when she wanted to eat, we all took the cake and put it on her face . hahas . she got angrier and went to the beach to find her "lost" walkman . it was in noura's bag . then, we brought her somewhere . there, ade BIG sentence saying .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAZRAH . then i acted as if i lupe smth . i said, " eh g carik uhh walkman . " noura and all said, " ehh tu dia ! shit da hilang . sorry sala tuu batu " haha . she was like, " why'd did u throw !? " and cried . we signaled shaf to bring the present we all bought while trying to convince nazrah we threw her walkman . she actually believed . hah ! so gullible . haha . then, she cried & cried . then we said, " fine, i give u smth else to make u happy ! " we showed her the present . it was mp4 . according to her, she became speechless and laughed and cried . we all hugged her . gerek siao ! all thanks to me ! i planned . cheychey . noura planned too ok . but i came up with it (:
i love you nazrah, i won't ever throw smth so valuable ok ? no worries, im not bad . just making up a story to make u cry . haha . i knew u would . thats why . hah . then, we throw flour at each other, play games again and bombs ! haha . the toilet became beseypah ! but me & yanti, so kind hearted, helped to pick up the litter . yeah ! best oi !
then, me and fadhli so called fought . he smoked infront of me ! he promised me he wont ever do that again . then, i got angry and sat down alone . noura .. actually all the merajok stuffs & sitting alone stuffs was not an act . sume btol . fadhli actually went to me and consoled me . he said sorry and stuffs . he asked me to walk with him cause he wanna tell me smth . i just said no all the way . first yanti left . then noura . i was alone with him . then, they invited me to play games . i actually had no mood . so, i said no . then, adilah said, " alaa, biar dorang berasmaradana laa . " i quickly stood up and said ok lets play ! haha . then, when i got my mood back, i realise fadhli went home . he told me everything . thru msg . i felt so damn guilty okaay ! then, we changed . when we were ready, i found out my wallet was with fiza ! argghhh ! then, we tried to solve the problem by sitting right outside the toilet . lelaki gataaaaaaaaal ~ pekik, nak number ! siao . not cheap ok .
then, went back home . awwwhh .. i loved the day a lot . i'll post the pics later . byee .
Written on Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ 5:10 PM
todayy .. hmm ! mendak gilaa !~ haha . bsk, CCA Fair . and hell yeah, im gonna dance . but sadly, i infront ! i hate it i hate it i hate it . its been so long since i dance on stage . and and, kak tini put me infront ? wth ! easy steps . fast song . feel the people behind me without looking or touching . maintain the pendekness . WOW ! i tell you, it may sound easy . but not as easy as you think ! really . ohgoshh . i need to bent and be as lembut as i can . lembut, not lembek . well, dancing and singing is my interest so, YEAH . im gonna do it, bebeh ! the steps are quite easy . when u do it at a normal speed . but the songs are fast and u have to move from one end to the other end of the stage for 8 counts only !? at least thats manageble . but almost every part, i'm infront . im so nervous okaay ? its like, what if i fall ? or forget the steps ? ugh ! malu right ? aiyoyo .
and yesterday, i forgot one step . to stay, to move front and to go back . the only time i get to go back . haha . and, i forget !? shitt ! vbut the hardest last part, i got it right . opposite siaa ! and kak tini was like, illa ! asal lupe ? i just did the ' im scared, confused, nervous ! ' face . hehe .
and around march or april, the springfielders malay dancers are gonna join us . and we're gonna make them buddies . we have to teach each other the basics . this year, we're gonna concentrate in basics . ok, at least im ok with basics . yeahh .. but, kak tini said she dont want to take 2 school ! its no fair siaa ! she said she won't . when we know she teaching springfield, we were like, WTH ? she teach 2 schools !? after all, she's been with east spring since malay dance is available . so, why ? ugh ! nehmyne .Labels: gaaa ~
Written on Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 11:47 AM
from hakeem .. didnt knew illa supported u and all...that really shocked me...illa,u are great,u are wonderful,u are all that i never expected...seriously man,u can take all this?if i were u i had long forgotten me..seriously im just so sorry for everything,and to noura,i am sorry for eveerything too,i just dont wanna fight anymore,i just sux u win i lose ok?...
to hakeem .. thanks, hakeem . good luck, ok ? thanks for saying all that . but, im not . i suck . & i'm not strong . quite hard, but, i had to accept the fact . soo .. yeah . after whatever u, kakak, noura said . i realised . that, i dont need love to be a somebody . soo, now u know, im not angry at all with jannah . (: im sorry for calling u a flirt and all . i hope u will forgive me for saying that . like i said, ur not in the wrong, so dont worry . theres no need to say sorry . ok ? now, its nobodys fault . lets forget about the past . its 2008 now . So, happy happy happy, ok ? Don't have to worry about the past now . and if jannah is ever jealous of me, don't talk to me anymore . ok ? i dont wanna ruin ur relationship . once again, good luck & last long . that's all i have to say . tkcre .
jannah posted .. He was like the most understading guy that i have . But you see, memories fade. I can feel the pressure towards us. Hes in his relationship once . But the thing is that they broke up and i felt as if im the reason why they broke. I guess all good things comes to an end. I cant hardly stop thinking of him. It hurt me so badly . My life is shattered when i share love, its not just any love. Its a one sided love. Perhaps i was never meant to have a happy love story. I so called fought with him last night. He told me to tuck in. But then i didnt i insisted to tuck in. Then i when online then he caught me. Ive been unloyal. Pfft. Sad case. He used to call me up when he woke up. But today , no sign of him. Im so lethargic when it comes to love. But the thing is that human are created to share loveand joy. Dont tell me you dont. That will be hysterical. Egos will only say love sucks. But in the end they will stuck in forever love dilemma. Typical people. Seriously , ive not been so cheerful. My mum said ' adeq, asal muke pucat?' . All i said was entah. To hold a spoon on my hand is the biggest problem. No mood you see. I miss him. But it hurts me to say that i think hes flirting. Im in no condition to say he cant. But he said whatever i do , i'll be forever his. Gaaaah, I dont know who eles to share this with. They will like think im having another afair. Im not that type of girl you see. Its just that human have feelings and they cant just keep it to themselve right ?So having an admirer isnt a problem right ? It makes my heart swell thinking of this.
i tagged .. ohh annah, i so know how u feel . but, like i said . continue with ur relationship . with khairul, i mean . till its done . when its done, u can have all the fun u want . Hakeem's a very very patient but manja guy . so, no worries . he'll wait for you . && im seriously not angry with you although he likes u . he's not mine . so, whoever or whatever that makes him happy, will make me happy too . && hell yeah ! he's really understanding . but, did u broke up with khairul ?. cause, u said u WERE in a relationship once .. the good stuffs have not come to an end . in fact, its the beginning . At this age, i realise, having love is not so important .. U will only get ur happy love story when u find ur TRUE LOVE . that's when ure responsible & mature enough . He's just not yet in the mood i guess . If he's ok, he'd call u . really . it just takes time . And yes, i agree with u . Humans are created to share love & joy . U just have to calm down . & thinks would be better . No promises . But, no harm trying, right ? & i swear, he's not flirting . he's the type of guy who is very faithful . its just jealousy . when i was with him, i felt that way too . but, i got it all wrong . U're not having another affair .. its just, someone came to you & told u he loves you . Well, everybody has an admirer . So, yeah ! not a problem . Don't think of this too much . It will just make u feel more guilty ... Believe me, u & him, will be happy together . & ur not the reason why we broke up, ok ? just forget about me & hakeem's break up . & act as if he dont know me . & u dont know me . alright ? just pretend that me & hakeem, have never ever met each other . I hope whatever i said earlier on will help u feel better .. Whatever it is, gd luck aye ?
Jannah tagged .. illa , youre a nice girl , i really never expected you posted all those things after what ive done. i owe you big time. and babe , you know its not wrong if you have someone new to cling on to right ? Thank you so much. youre a strong girl. i wonder how you can take it with all this things. can we like be close friends ? i owe you big time .
To jannah .. Jannah, what did u do wrong that u owe me big time ? nothing bad, right ? mine and hakeem's break up, was never ur fault . u don't need to be guilty . Its something called, destined . So, be happy . and, layan his manjaness . he likes it . really . haha . ok . err .. ure saying im a nice girl ? OMG . woww . haha . thanks . but im not so nice . haha . WELCOMES . u dont need to say thank you, actually . its already my job to make people happy (: how i can take it ? how i get over it ? secret =X haha . actually, sedih tu sedih urhhk . but, after whatever advice my sister, noura and hakeem gave, which is to move on, i realise that i have to accept the fact . sometimes, lectures are GOOD, but boring . so, whatever it is, u've got to listen up . & about the be close friends thingy, im good :D once again, u dont owe me big time . really . btw, thanks for the link .Labels: be happy yaw :D
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Here I am
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i promise.
I feel like our world's been infected.
Quick Update ♥
It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
Let's just hope he'd read this.
Yes, that's true.
I am very exhausted
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