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Written on Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 10:17 AM
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is. But I'm a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, its even laying down your life for your enemies, that's unthinkable, but think about that. Love is true. Think.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres. Love never fails. Love is everlasting, its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die, but ask the question why? Do you have love?
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother, your father, or your best friends, but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I'm going to tell you who did that, the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow, hanging on a cross for your sin my sins, that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him, that is love. God is true love, and if you don't know this love, now is the time to know, perfect love.
9:46 AM
Happy ever after never exist. Even after you are married to the ones you (think) are fated with. Even after having scores of daughters and sons. Life is crap. It's bitchy. But that's not the reason for us to give up life. Once in a blue moon, surely you'll receive a brighter gift. And yeah, I'm taking my N's this year. I'm not gonna let this affect my studies. I don't understand why 18 year olds go for old man. Is it for their money? Or their looks (ew)? Especially when she knows that the guy is not clean. As in, he had sex before for God's sake and he's a father of three! Have a sense of sympathy will ya? Will you freaking like it if your dad's having an affair? You'd be heartless if you said you're fine with it. Omg, sucha prostitute. Your not that ugly till the extend of going for an old man right? Okay maybe I'll understand if that old man happens to be rich. Billionaire. But he's just an average! Just as I thought having a life without a boyfriend would be much more peaceful (no misunderstanding between parents and self, no jealousy, no scandalism, parents still see you as an angel, etc), something came up. And now I regretted listening to you. Taking in your advices when you're not taking in yours. I mean c'mon. Must life get any worser? What a day to start with, seriously. Maybe Matiin won't feel a thing about it. He's young. But hello, you got big girls! Your daughters are old enough to think. And what are you lacking of in the mother? She gave you all her support, all her love. Non stop, without fail. What is in that girl that the mother doesn't have? You didn't just spoil my day here. You spoiled our day! And don't you feel guilty for the tears that mother has shed for you? Not a single bit? Think of the days you weren't there for us. For her. "After all the things you put her through, still she come right back
But now she knows the truth, I can finally see
You only want her when you're lonely
If said she's gonna leave, that's the only time
you want her" - Bruno Mars
Don't blame her for acting this way. You mould her into that kind of person, you be responsible. I'm just disappointed. Very disappointed. Enough said.
Written on Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 3:56 PM
BRUNO MARS/PETER HERNANDEZ He rocks my world. I love him, end of story.
Written on Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 12:36 PM
 Here I am again, doing things I said that I wouldn't doIt's 3AM and I'm rushing out the door to see you Waiting, all day, but now you wanna call me Why do you do this to me all the time?
After all the things you put me through, still I come right back But now I know the truth, I can finally see You only want me when you're lonely If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now i finally see, you only want me when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely
Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart COS I LOVE YOU, love you, love you But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl with no one to touch you Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything
After all the things you put me through, ooh still I come right back But now I know the truth, I can finally see You only want me when you're lonely If i say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Oh nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it You just think of yourself and never me at all If you're with your friend, you just leave me alone But i won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on Cos I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely
I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Written on Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 9:51 PM
So, yesterday and today, the admins decided to organise an outing. SWIMMING!
It was supposed to be today only. But yesterday, Esop and I got overexcited and decided to do it on Monday itself. Yeaaaah :D so only the admins went. Since it was indeed a last minute outing. Today was supposedly cancelled but during break time, Nabil texted Esop and invited us out, SWIMMING! [lols -,-] So because of all the tannings and sunburns, I think we're now not fruits. We're CHOCOLATES! Hehe.
Yesterday was really fun. Rian now knows how to swim and float. Thanks to us ^^ So we did many stupid stuffs yesterday. Unbearably stupid. We went for a short adventure and some lifeguards really made our lives even more sad. But yeah, the admins knows how to put in colors in everyone's lives and we even did block catching. Ahh, good times baby. Haha.
Today was a blast too! But it would have been more complete if Herdi and Sharifah were there. Okay so, the admins still came. Except Sharifah. But she was "replaced" with Nurfa since Nurfa wanted to go so much. Afterall, she is part of the drunken fruits right? Hehe. We waited for the guys to come and only Nabil and Alhanis joined us. As in.. get wet! Lol. Zuhairi, Zack and Alfian didn't swim cause they didn't bring spare clothes. But still we had fun without them ;p Instead of being the taxi, Nabil today became the monkey, the girl who got beaten by Afez and the train. HAHAHA! We played spin the water. And Nabil had to do the most stupidest dare. Hehe. Here goes the scene:
Me: Okay Nabil! I know ready! You go to the baby pool slide and then shout at the top of your voice, "I WANT TO PLAY SLIDE" then slide down and shout, "YAY!"
So he did. And Zuhairi recorded. HAHAH! Wahhh best. Then Alhanis did the Afez Beat Girl parody. And then I said "Hi" to one of the lifeguards. Who turns out to be kindda hot. Haha. Then we swam several laps and ended the day. It was so much fun you guys. I want moooorree!
Oh and I think we need to name the guys too eh Esop? Cause, cam tak fun gtu. Hehe. K gooo.
PS; Ezzatee, Nurfa, Nur and I are freaking tanned. But nevermind, hotstuffsxszxszsxzs :D
Written on Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
I am soooooo gonna watch this. I don't care! Imma watch this many many times (:
Written on Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 4:40 AM
Fellow friends. I am here to announce to you that starting from next week, my schedule will be tight. I am booked on weekends by some people already. And really, I am not looking forward to every weekend.
Basically, my entire week will be full of dramas and actions going on during, after and outside school. Lol. One more thing, do come down and support my group and I perform at the Malay Heritage Centre from idk what time. Hehe. I'll update you guys as soon as I receive the schedule paper for Tunas Berseni okay? Your presence would be much appreciated.
Honestly, I find it troublesome to type using the iTouch. But I am too lazy to switch on the lappy and wait for it to load. I think out of all the drunken fruits, I am the only one awake. Hehe. You guys must be wondering what on earth drunken fruits is. No worries, I'll elaborate on that once I am totally free.
Oh yes. I had a blast with the relatives few hours ago. Looking forward to another one y'all.
Right now, I'm going to crash cause tomorrow I'm going to Ikea with the mother and sister to buy the kitchen stuffs and also look around for beautiful furnitures. And before I sleep, I'm gonna do a last update on my Twitter and facebook accounts. Toodles sleepy heads. I'm off!
PS: I love Bruno Mars. I'm going to sleep with his song stuck on replay (:
4:27 AM
Happy 16th birthday Akhbar. May your wishes and dreams come true. All the best in life! Keep smiling :D
Written on Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 12:20 AM
 I'm finally not stressed over exams anymore. At least for now =X Tuesday's the results and I'm freaking nervous. I have a strooooong feeling I'll be doing badly for my exams. Ugh, stupid stupid! Basically, today I spent my whole day watching funny videos. LLLOOOLLL!
Okay whatever. I have nothing to say. I'm just fucking pissed with SOME PERSONS now.
Happy Birthday Lil Bro. Seriously, grow up(:
Written on Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 8:59 PM
I still can't believe that I AM on hiatus ):On hiatus people, I'll come back real soon.
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Written on Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 10:17 AM
Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is. But I'm a tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, its even laying down your life for your enemies, that's unthinkable, but think about that. Love is true. Think.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres. Love never fails. Love is everlasting, its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die, but ask the question why? Do you have love?
There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother, your father, or your best friends, but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I'm going to tell you who did that, the definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love. The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow, hanging on a cross for your sin my sins, that is LOVE he died for you and me while we still hated him, that is love. God is true love, and if you don't know this love, now is the time to know, perfect love.
9:46 AM
Happy ever after never exist. Even after you are married to the ones you (think) are fated with. Even after having scores of daughters and sons. Life is crap. It's bitchy. But that's not the reason for us to give up life. Once in a blue moon, surely you'll receive a brighter gift. And yeah, I'm taking my N's this year. I'm not gonna let this affect my studies. I don't understand why 18 year olds go for old man. Is it for their money? Or their looks (ew)? Especially when she knows that the guy is not clean. As in, he had sex before for God's sake and he's a father of three! Have a sense of sympathy will ya? Will you freaking like it if your dad's having an affair? You'd be heartless if you said you're fine with it. Omg, sucha prostitute. Your not that ugly till the extend of going for an old man right? Okay maybe I'll understand if that old man happens to be rich. Billionaire. But he's just an average! Just as I thought having a life without a boyfriend would be much more peaceful (no misunderstanding between parents and self, no jealousy, no scandalism, parents still see you as an angel, etc), something came up. And now I regretted listening to you. Taking in your advices when you're not taking in yours. I mean c'mon. Must life get any worser? What a day to start with, seriously. Maybe Matiin won't feel a thing about it. He's young. But hello, you got big girls! Your daughters are old enough to think. And what are you lacking of in the mother? She gave you all her support, all her love. Non stop, without fail. What is in that girl that the mother doesn't have? You didn't just spoil my day here. You spoiled our day! And don't you feel guilty for the tears that mother has shed for you? Not a single bit? Think of the days you weren't there for us. For her. "After all the things you put her through, still she come right back
But now she knows the truth, I can finally see
You only want her when you're lonely
If said she's gonna leave, that's the only time
you want her" - Bruno Mars
Don't blame her for acting this way. You mould her into that kind of person, you be responsible. I'm just disappointed. Very disappointed. Enough said.
Written on Sunday, May 23, 2010 @ 3:56 PM
BRUNO MARS/PETER HERNANDEZ He rocks my world. I love him, end of story.
Written on Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 12:36 PM
Here I am again, doing things I said that I wouldn't do It's 3AM and I'm rushing out the door to see you Waiting, all day, but now you wanna call me Why do you do this to me all the time?
After all the things you put me through, still I come right back But now I know the truth, I can finally see You only want me when you're lonely If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now i finally see, you only want me when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely
Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart COS I LOVE YOU, love you, love you But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl with no one to touch you Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything
After all the things you put me through, ooh still I come right back But now I know the truth, I can finally see You only want me when you're lonely If i say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Oh nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it You just think of yourself and never me at all If you're with your friend, you just leave me alone But i won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on Cos I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely Only when you're lonely, lonely Only when you're lonely
I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me Next time you need me there I won't make it Another late night call I won't take it Cos now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Written on Tuesday, May 18, 2010 @ 9:51 PM
So, yesterday and today, the admins decided to organise an outing. SWIMMING!
It was supposed to be today only. But yesterday, Esop and I got overexcited and decided to do it on Monday itself. Yeaaaah :D so only the admins went. Since it was indeed a last minute outing. Today was supposedly cancelled but during break time, Nabil texted Esop and invited us out, SWIMMING! [lols -,-] So because of all the tannings and sunburns, I think we're now not fruits. We're CHOCOLATES! Hehe.
Yesterday was really fun. Rian now knows how to swim and float. Thanks to us ^^ So we did many stupid stuffs yesterday. Unbearably stupid. We went for a short adventure and some lifeguards really made our lives even more sad. But yeah, the admins knows how to put in colors in everyone's lives and we even did block catching. Ahh, good times baby. Haha.
Today was a blast too! But it would have been more complete if Herdi and Sharifah were there. Okay so, the admins still came. Except Sharifah. But she was "replaced" with Nurfa since Nurfa wanted to go so much. Afterall, she is part of the drunken fruits right? Hehe. We waited for the guys to come and only Nabil and Alhanis joined us. As in.. get wet! Lol. Zuhairi, Zack and Alfian didn't swim cause they didn't bring spare clothes. But still we had fun without them ;p Instead of being the taxi, Nabil today became the monkey, the girl who got beaten by Afez and the train. HAHAHA! We played spin the water. And Nabil had to do the most stupidest dare. Hehe. Here goes the scene:
Me: Okay Nabil! I know ready! You go to the baby pool slide and then shout at the top of your voice, "I WANT TO PLAY SLIDE" then slide down and shout, "YAY!"
So he did. And Zuhairi recorded. HAHAH! Wahhh best. Then Alhanis did the Afez Beat Girl parody. And then I said "Hi" to one of the lifeguards. Who turns out to be kindda hot. Haha. Then we swam several laps and ended the day. It was so much fun you guys. I want moooorree!
Oh and I think we need to name the guys too eh Esop? Cause, cam tak fun gtu. Hehe. K gooo.
PS; Ezzatee, Nurfa, Nur and I are freaking tanned. But nevermind, hotstuffsxszxszsxzs :D
Written on Monday, May 17, 2010 @ 11:06 PM
I am soooooo gonna watch this. I don't care! Imma watch this many many times (:
Written on Sunday, May 16, 2010 @ 4:40 AM
Fellow friends. I am here to announce to you that starting from next week, my schedule will be tight. I am booked on weekends by some people already. And really, I am not looking forward to every weekend.
Basically, my entire week will be full of dramas and actions going on during, after and outside school. Lol. One more thing, do come down and support my group and I perform at the Malay Heritage Centre from idk what time. Hehe. I'll update you guys as soon as I receive the schedule paper for Tunas Berseni okay? Your presence would be much appreciated.
Honestly, I find it troublesome to type using the iTouch. But I am too lazy to switch on the lappy and wait for it to load. I think out of all the drunken fruits, I am the only one awake. Hehe. You guys must be wondering what on earth drunken fruits is. No worries, I'll elaborate on that once I am totally free.
Oh yes. I had a blast with the relatives few hours ago. Looking forward to another one y'all.
Right now, I'm going to crash cause tomorrow I'm going to Ikea with the mother and sister to buy the kitchen stuffs and also look around for beautiful furnitures. And before I sleep, I'm gonna do a last update on my Twitter and facebook accounts. Toodles sleepy heads. I'm off!
PS: I love Bruno Mars. I'm going to sleep with his song stuck on replay (:
4:27 AM
Happy 16th birthday Akhbar. May your wishes and dreams come true. All the best in life! Keep smiling :D
Written on Saturday, May 15, 2010 @ 12:20 AM
I'm finally not stressed over exams anymore. At least for now =X Tuesday's the results and I'm freaking nervous. I have a strooooong feeling I'll be doing badly for my exams. Ugh, stupid stupid! Basically, today I spent my whole day watching funny videos. LLLOOOLLL!
Okay whatever. I have nothing to say. I'm just fucking pissed with SOME PERSONS now.
Happy Birthday Lil Bro. Seriously, grow up(:
Written on Thursday, May 6, 2010 @ 8:59 PM
I still can't believe that I AM on hiatus ):On hiatus people, I'll come back real soon.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Here I am
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i promise.
I feel like our world's been infected.
Quick Update ♥
It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
Let's just hope he'd read this.
Yes, that's true.
I am very exhausted
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