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Written on Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 12:08 PM
Haha.
Looks like you're not one of them many eh? It's okay. Tons of fish in the water. Haha! Seriously, like I'm not the last girl on Earth. Go search! Go go.
Yes, I feel like I wanna say that to you. I don't know what made you think I'm in your control, your hands & your heart. Like, since when I accepted it? I just said it's okay to be FRIENDS. Which part of being friends don't you understand? A friend is someone who has the best interest of a friend at heart. And your not being one if you keep forcing me to be with you like forever. It is so agitating, frustrating, irritating, annoying, aggravating, bothersome, disturbing, troublesome, cumbersome, what else???? I miss the times when you just liked me as a friend. Which was one year ago. Please, I'm begging you, don't ever make me like you. It's not working, really. With gifts and all, I don't need that. I just need one thing; SPACE. Lots of it. The bigger, the better. I just got out of a relationship 2 months plus ago & I'm trying my very best to get over it. So yeah, please?
Oh and btw, I was deleting pictures when I found an album of my pictures with my ex at photobucket.com. I miss it, like a lot. Haha. I am so gonna keep it. Seriously.
MY RESULTS WILL BE ANNOUNCED IN TWO DAYS!
Going to the beach with dearest girlfriends to watch sunset.Labels: i hate this part
Written on Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
Ugh. My energy is completely depleted. I am so freaking tired. My eyes feels so heavy. My head's spinning. My ears blocked. My vision blurred. I am losing concentration. God, I have to finish my F&N research as fast as possible. There's no time to delay.
Exam's are around the corner. I am starting to feel nervous. All the problems, I'm gonna put it aside for now. I have to concentrate on my studies, studies, studies! Surprisingly, I'm flopping in my malay. What the fuck? I never used to fail my malay tests. But now.. speechless babe. Kate je anak orang melayu.
I got English letter writing to do. Then, Maths sums. After that, I'll rest.
Malay dance went pretty well today. Am gonna miss the seniors (: Taman Warisan invited us to perform for Malay Arts Festival from 1st-3rd May. It's not yet confirmed. But it's either one of these dates, for sure. Next Wednesday, having speech day rehearsal. Am gonna be performing on 8th May. Then, in August, maybe performing for Republic Poly. Woah.
By next Wednesday also, Atiqa & I are supposed to hand in our scrapbook and re-decorate the whole dance room. We are to do 4 reports on the past events & list down upcoming events. Monday, we, the sec 3s, will be calling down the juniors for a private meeting. We'll see how it goes.
I am super busy. Just tag, email, pm, call or text me aites! I'll get back to you guys asap (: Labels: i hate this part
Written on Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 1:56 AM
Something awkward happened to me. I realise that after hating you sooooo much. I will start to fall for you again. This time, deeper than the first one. Why oh why? I feel so nauseous. Baaaaaaah. Please stop talking to me. The more you talk to me, the more in love I am with you. & now, you just can't stop texting me. I tried giving you so many signs to make you stop talking to me. Oh dear, I'm in a bad situation. I dont know whether to love or to like or to hate or to despise you. Daaaaaaamn. Your one big sweet talker, I guess. Hmm.
Once again, I'm reading Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson.
Like her, now I just entered the bakery of luuuuuurve, fuck.Labels: i hate this part
Written on Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 2:56 PM
Yo Earthlings (: Well, I was actually watching Indonesia Movies then got bored because the movie tk abes2 stuck. Grr. So while waiting, I bloghopped. Currently chatting with Fuad & Fee. Heeee.
Guess what!? I love my blog song! The first one lerrrr. Nice right? Haha.
& I am f-ing fed-up with aunt & uncle disturbing me about A'isyah's friend's brother, Daniel. Or Danial. However they spell it. They said I was interested in him!? Ew, never.
Here's how it goes.
Them: Illa, Danial kirim salam pade kau. (Illa, Danial send his regards to you.)
Me: Danial mane? (Which Danial?)
Aisyah: Danial abang Illy Nadia. (Danial is Illy Nadia's brother)
Me: Ha Ha. Tkmo merepek. (Ha Ha. Nonsense.)
Them: Btol, elehh Illa, depan dher nak action malu. Check2 main mata. (Really. Don't try to act shy. I know you like him)
Me: Erk. Macam Illa tkde keje lain gitu. (Erk. Like I have nothing better to do.)
Them: Dher ajak Matiin main bola lagi Illa. Ade makne tuu. (There must be a reason why he asked matiin to play soccer with him)
Me: Err. Tk semestinye pe! (That doesn't mean he likes me whaaat!)
Them: Dher bukak baju lagi Illa. Hahaha. (He even take off his top. Hahaha)
Me: Abe? Dher panas uh tu. (So? Who knows he was feeling hot)
Them: Dher ade badan figure 8 tau illa. (He's got a figure 8 body, you know)
Me: Pfft. Whatever.
Them: Btol? Tk pecaye kau nak aku suro dher sound kau? (You really don't believe? You want me to ask him to sound you?)
& I kept quite all the way. I dont believe this! It's a joke, right? Tknk kalah siak drg.Labels: i hate this part
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Written on Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 12:08 PM
Haha.
Looks like you're not one of them many eh? It's okay. Tons of fish in the water. Haha! Seriously, like I'm not the last girl on Earth. Go search! Go go.
Yes, I feel like I wanna say that to you. I don't know what made you think I'm in your control, your hands & your heart. Like, since when I accepted it? I just said it's okay to be FRIENDS. Which part of being friends don't you understand? A friend is someone who has the best interest of a friend at heart. And your not being one if you keep forcing me to be with you like forever. It is so agitating, frustrating, irritating, annoying, aggravating, bothersome, disturbing, troublesome, cumbersome, what else???? I miss the times when you just liked me as a friend. Which was one year ago. Please, I'm begging you, don't ever make me like you. It's not working, really. With gifts and all, I don't need that. I just need one thing; SPACE. Lots of it. The bigger, the better. I just got out of a relationship 2 months plus ago & I'm trying my very best to get over it. So yeah, please?
Oh and btw, I was deleting pictures when I found an album of my pictures with my ex at photobucket.com. I miss it, like a lot. Haha. I am so gonna keep it. Seriously.
MY RESULTS WILL BE ANNOUNCED IN TWO DAYS!
Going to the beach with dearest girlfriends to watch sunset.Labels: i hate this part
Written on Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 7:16 PM
Ugh. My energy is completely depleted. I am so freaking tired. My eyes feels so heavy. My head's spinning. My ears blocked. My vision blurred. I am losing concentration. God, I have to finish my F&N research as fast as possible. There's no time to delay.
Exam's are around the corner. I am starting to feel nervous. All the problems, I'm gonna put it aside for now. I have to concentrate on my studies, studies, studies! Surprisingly, I'm flopping in my malay. What the fuck? I never used to fail my malay tests. But now.. speechless babe. Kate je anak orang melayu.
I got English letter writing to do. Then, Maths sums. After that, I'll rest.
Malay dance went pretty well today. Am gonna miss the seniors (: Taman Warisan invited us to perform for Malay Arts Festival from 1st-3rd May. It's not yet confirmed. But it's either one of these dates, for sure. Next Wednesday, having speech day rehearsal. Am gonna be performing on 8th May. Then, in August, maybe performing for Republic Poly. Woah.
By next Wednesday also, Atiqa & I are supposed to hand in our scrapbook and re-decorate the whole dance room. We are to do 4 reports on the past events & list down upcoming events. Monday, we, the sec 3s, will be calling down the juniors for a private meeting. We'll see how it goes.
I am super busy. Just tag, email, pm, call or text me aites! I'll get back to you guys asap (: Labels: i hate this part
Written on Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 1:56 AM
Something awkward happened to me. I realise that after hating you sooooo much. I will start to fall for you again. This time, deeper than the first one. Why oh why? I feel so nauseous. Baaaaaaah. Please stop talking to me. The more you talk to me, the more in love I am with you. & now, you just can't stop texting me. I tried giving you so many signs to make you stop talking to me. Oh dear, I'm in a bad situation. I dont know whether to love or to like or to hate or to despise you. Daaaaaaamn. Your one big sweet talker, I guess. Hmm.
Once again, I'm reading Confessions Of Georgia Nicolson.
Like her, now I just entered the bakery of luuuuuurve, fuck.Labels: i hate this part
Written on Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 2:56 PM
Yo Earthlings (: Well, I was actually watching Indonesia Movies then got bored because the movie tk abes2 stuck. Grr. So while waiting, I bloghopped. Currently chatting with Fuad & Fee. Heeee.
Guess what!? I love my blog song! The first one lerrrr. Nice right? Haha.
& I am f-ing fed-up with aunt & uncle disturbing me about A'isyah's friend's brother, Daniel. Or Danial. However they spell it. They said I was interested in him!? Ew, never.
Here's how it goes.
Them: Illa, Danial kirim salam pade kau. (Illa, Danial send his regards to you.)
Me: Danial mane? (Which Danial?)
Aisyah: Danial abang Illy Nadia. (Danial is Illy Nadia's brother)
Me: Ha Ha. Tkmo merepek. (Ha Ha. Nonsense.)
Them: Btol, elehh Illa, depan dher nak action malu. Check2 main mata. (Really. Don't try to act shy. I know you like him)
Me: Erk. Macam Illa tkde keje lain gitu. (Erk. Like I have nothing better to do.)
Them: Dher ajak Matiin main bola lagi Illa. Ade makne tuu. (There must be a reason why he asked matiin to play soccer with him)
Me: Err. Tk semestinye pe! (That doesn't mean he likes me whaaat!)
Them: Dher bukak baju lagi Illa. Hahaha. (He even take off his top. Hahaha)
Me: Abe? Dher panas uh tu. (So? Who knows he was feeling hot)
Them: Dher ade badan figure 8 tau illa. (He's got a figure 8 body, you know)
Me: Pfft. Whatever.
Them: Btol? Tk pecaye kau nak aku suro dher sound kau? (You really don't believe? You want me to ask him to sound you?)
& I kept quite all the way. I dont believe this! It's a joke, right? Tknk kalah siak drg.Labels: i hate this part
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Here I am
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i promise.
I feel like our world's been infected.
Quick Update ♥
It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
Let's just hope he'd read this.
Yes, that's true.
I am very exhausted
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