Story About Friends Dailies Chat
Essay
Written on Monday, November 3, 2008 @ 3:42 PM

Correct me if I am wrong, thank you (:

Love love love. Why are people blinded with love? Is love any good? Some said its a blessing to have one & some said its heartbreaking too. Well, love don't really suck. Like life, love is just full of ups & downs.

Most people claimed that they know the definition of love. Love is not just about showering them with attention, care & gifts. Its more to being there when you need them, understand their feelings, support their every decisions, being able to communicate well with each other & mostly to shower them with TLC.

Love is like, no matter how much sins/wrongs they have did, no matter how wealthy, she/he is or unfortunate they are, no matter how they look like & no matter which family he/she come from, you still love them anyway. You don't need a reason to love.

Like most fated couples go thru, they forgive but maybe, they never forget. Sometimes, they used the past to strengthen their relationship. Love can't be forced and bought. Sometimes, when you really love that person, you will tend to wait for him/her no matter how long it takes. Sometimes, even risk yourself just to protect the loved ones.

Its really nice to have a companion by your side. Especially when you get to marry them. Gereeeeek kan? Haha.

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Insomnia
2:33 PM

Yesterday, both sister & me was unable to sleep. Grr. Ni laa, Syafiq Jai nan Nadhir peh pasal kan! Tsk. Kay, msged them for awhile. Then the rest, sister entertained. Don't know what the hell they were talking bout. Mengumpat je keje. Hah.

Kay, sister got bored. We moved on to the computer. Online-d at mine. Nadhir & ______ was online. Chatted with them awhile, then online-d at sister's. Added ______ then chatted with him for awhile.

Blah blah blah. Watched MTV Insomnia. Boriiiiing. Watched cartoons, BOORINNG. watched project runway, fuuuuun (: They went to Paris. Gerek tawu.

After project runway, got back to the room. Planned to sleep. But ended up talking bout loooooooove. Hahah. Cool kan?

So, i didn't get to sleep. Decided to write an essay about love. Maklumlah, org tkde keje (:
I'll post about t if I'm freee ;D

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Written on Sunday, September 7, 2008 @ 12:10 PM

have not been updating for quite awhile uh? nothing much have been going on. & i am proud to announce that i haven't break my fast unnecessarily for the past 6 days (: yay me. haha.

am pissed off with he's attitude. seriously, must he include Nadhir's name in our fight? after all, what wrong have Nadhir done to him that he feel so _______ towards him? Nadhir's a nice guy & as far as I am concerned, we have nothing special going on but friends. I have never included any of his Gfs names in our fight. Must he even say Nadhir's name in that conversation? Fine, what about Nadhir then? I'm not being defensive. But, really, its the fact. Out of all words, all you can think of is, Nadhir's name? Maybe Aidil's right. Maybe this relationship is, what you call that, twisted? Bollocks. This shouldn't be the way to talk things out. But, I would very much appreciate it if you never ever include his name again when it is obviously OUR *fight* thank you.

SISTER'S IN LOVE WITH GUILLAUME RICHE WHILE I AM CRAZY ABOUT GABRIEL FRANCOEUR.
CAUSE I THINK GABE IS MUCH MORE ROMANTIC & LESS ANNOYING + MUCH OF A GENIUS UNLIKE GUILLAUME.


PS: I finished reading a book in just one day & I haven't slept at all.
Not even a second of rest. :D

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Written on Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 4:37 PM

hello. i came back home around 2.45 PM. & 3.59PM i decided to blog. hahs. k, lame. hello people. school was fine today. ashaari got his new shoes on tuesday just like i promised. hahs.

i found out the surprise amee wanted to give. it was a heart-shaped bracelet from nadhir. awwww. that was a sweet thang amee. but it was meant for you. right? not for me anymore. i love u laa oi! haha.

ystd, people thought i was crazy because i cried. like so suddenly. i was staring at the blank air. holding the heart-shaped bracelet in my hands. & without even realising, with that bracelet in my hand, i covered my whole face & cried. i gave u the clues. so, go figure the story yourself. omg, why is this happening?

last saturday was the big day. the fiestari. we won the 5th place. thats all. that day was really a competition. ami got sick, amy got rashes, kak ira got stomach ache. whoa. hah. but we still managed to get thru the whole thing.

& today itself, i found out ___________ liked me. & clever. he told ALL his friends. tmr's gonna be so havoc! haha. _________ admire illa - that would be kak mell. haishh. currently chatting with bradley, my Eurasian scandal. amcm? haha. sweet of him. & nadhir. yep.

psst; my birthday on the 25th! haha. illa illa. & to kakak, u know what i mean.


salam sayang,
illa ♥

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Written on Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 5:43 PM


you know. people said, your true love will remain a secret. how long can it be kept? a thousand years? or when its about time? i think its none. have you ever heard of the song soulmate by Natasha Bedingfield? isn't it meaningful? i know, at this age its not really the time to think about love. but it always comes to my mind unconsciously. & in a blink, i would be wondering why i asked myself that. everytime someone will say, "do you know, whenever your thinking of someone, that someone thinks of you too?" & that makes me more curious. can i know my true love now? then, i am active in indonesian channels like SCTV. i love sinetrons. Cinta Fitri is one of them. & so, although its just episode by episode. it teaches me a lot about love. it makes a person think twice before scandaling. it is a very nice show. it teaches u to be faithful & strong. it shows u what a person will feel being one-sided. it teaches u that doesn't mean u are married to one, that is your true love. it might be your fate. it may turn the opposite & your true love can possibly be your own friend. or even someone u just met for a few days. see, impossible is nothing. nothing is impossible. everything is possible. so yeahh! even age dont matter. & you know what? i still love my ex. i feel awkward cause i suddenly talk about love. hah. random laaa. not because im in love or something. so yeah. hope you enjoy this boring talk of mine. hah.

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