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Written on Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 3:24 PM
Halo sweet darlings. Here I am, at home rotting with three little kids, watching playhouse disney while my two other siblings are out for school. Except for sister, she's out with her baby nashrun after school.
The date last Monday was awesome! I had to call my little brother down to buy his school stuff last minute, though. He was kind enough to treat my brother and the best part was they clique-d real fast. And it was a pleasant sight.
Yaat might come down today to accompany me. I feel bad. Eventho he knows that we got nothing going on, he still insisted on contacting me. And Yaat's like my best senior's ex boyfriend's friend. And he's still in my school next year, I think. Then, if I have to ditch him, it'll be totally wrong. I mean, I'll be the bad one here. Ohmygod, help me out. I'm like so caught in between. Ayit's gonna give me a surprise tomorrow - again - and I'm totally nervous. While Yaat's sort of hoping for me. I mean, I can just give him a cold shoulder but damn it, he already went official to his friends. Which happens to be my senior's brother who will still be in my school next year. Both guys are too nice to be ditched. That's the problem. Urgh.
Okay, I'm like so excited for next year. Hehe. Especially knowing that Kak Tini called me down to perform with my beloved Purbanira Seni. Just that I'm now confused. How can I perform without being an official malay dancer in East Spring? I mean, I quit, didn't I? Won't people like talk about me if I were to perform? Kak J, how?
Sister got to use the iPhone. Ahh! Bullshit. I want it so badly yet she gets it. So heartbreaking. But nevermind, I still love my sister. Just that I hate her for getting the iPhone. What else should I talk about?
Yes, another reason why I am so caught in between is because I am left with 7 hours and 47 minutes to getting myself a boyfriend. And it's either I choose one of them or ditch both. And one has gone official to the family while the other one has gone official to the friends. So I'll be the bastard if I do that. And who wants to be the bastard?
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Written on Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 3:24 PM
Halo sweet darlings. Here I am, at home rotting with three little kids, watching playhouse disney while my two other siblings are out for school. Except for sister, she's out with her baby nashrun after school.
The date last Monday was awesome! I had to call my little brother down to buy his school stuff last minute, though. He was kind enough to treat my brother and the best part was they clique-d real fast. And it was a pleasant sight.
Yaat might come down today to accompany me. I feel bad. Eventho he knows that we got nothing going on, he still insisted on contacting me. And Yaat's like my best senior's ex boyfriend's friend. And he's still in my school next year, I think. Then, if I have to ditch him, it'll be totally wrong. I mean, I'll be the bad one here. Ohmygod, help me out. I'm like so caught in between. Ayit's gonna give me a surprise tomorrow - again - and I'm totally nervous. While Yaat's sort of hoping for me. I mean, I can just give him a cold shoulder but damn it, he already went official to his friends. Which happens to be my senior's brother who will still be in my school next year. Both guys are too nice to be ditched. That's the problem. Urgh.
Okay, I'm like so excited for next year. Hehe. Especially knowing that Kak Tini called me down to perform with my beloved Purbanira Seni. Just that I'm now confused. How can I perform without being an official malay dancer in East Spring? I mean, I quit, didn't I? Won't people like talk about me if I were to perform? Kak J, how?
Sister got to use the iPhone. Ahh! Bullshit. I want it so badly yet she gets it. So heartbreaking. But nevermind, I still love my sister. Just that I hate her for getting the iPhone. What else should I talk about?
Yes, another reason why I am so caught in between is because I am left with 7 hours and 47 minutes to getting myself a boyfriend. And it's either I choose one of them or ditch both. And one has gone official to the family while the other one has gone official to the friends. So I'll be the bastard if I do that. And who wants to be the bastard?
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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goodness.
weeky weeky
Vino G. Bastian. Melts!
Z all the waaaaay (:
I know why!
When Love Takes Over, Yeah! You know You Can't Deny.
First day; sakit perot baaaaaaaaabe.
Like no other
ass
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