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Written on Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 9:00 PM
EVERYTHING JUST SUCK TERRIBLY! I'm not a good sister because it's always me who pick up the fight. I'm not a good daughter because I'm stubborn than the rest. I'm not a good student because I talk a lot. I'm not a good dancer because I just suck at it. I'm not a good friend to my baby girls because I'm always not there for them. I'm not a good girlfriend because I once abused my ex's trust and love. And I regret EVERYTHING. I'm just sick and tired of this drama that's going on in my life. I hate the script, I hate the story. I hate the people involve because I always hurt them. I don't want to pretend anymore. I'm not perfect. Not even close. I am full of shit. I hate me. I hate Illa Syakilah. I hate myself for being emo. But I hate the things that happened to me which caused me to be like this more. And for that, I would like to say this once again... EVERYTHING JUST SUCK TERRIBLY!
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Written on Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 9:00 PM
EVERYTHING JUST SUCK TERRIBLY! I'm not a good sister because it's always me who pick up the fight. I'm not a good daughter because I'm stubborn than the rest. I'm not a good student because I talk a lot. I'm not a good dancer because I just suck at it. I'm not a good friend to my baby girls because I'm always not there for them. I'm not a good girlfriend because I once abused my ex's trust and love. And I regret EVERYTHING. I'm just sick and tired of this drama that's going on in my life. I hate the script, I hate the story. I hate the people involve because I always hurt them. I don't want to pretend anymore. I'm not perfect. Not even close. I am full of shit. I hate me. I hate Illa Syakilah. I hate myself for being emo. But I hate the things that happened to me which caused me to be like this more. And for that, I would like to say this once again... EVERYTHING JUST SUCK TERRIBLY!
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In random order.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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LOL
wow.
LISTEN
you see through me
Let's perform a new routine.
I'm gonna make it useful
Yes, it is.
If that's what you want
So true, omg.
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