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Written on Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 2:36 AM
heyy . sorry for not posting . it's been the saddest day . since last saturday . but, err .. its too sad and personal to be told . sorry . and, hakeem told me this ..
first message :
"Show me how to shower you with love, show me how to prove it to ya then"
second message :
"syg u love i and smile you made it least at but you to this give who person the kill to want will you message this reading after" (read it from the back)
third message :
"tell me please, if it concerns u then it concerns me too, we are a part not apart" (when i told him, i had a problem)
forth message :
"i love u even even more that words can't describe and u can't imagine . i am serious this time, i feel that i need u more the more we are apart"(this made me feel guilty)
fifth message :
"stop replying and go to sleep . i love u more okay and i've got 20 reasons why"(so i went to sleep, since i dont need to reply)
sixth message :
(these were his reasons) 1) i love u, 2) i like u, 3) i wanna be with u, 4) i want u to be mine, 5) i miss u, 6) i wish i could be with u forever, 7) i'll wait for u, 8) u are the prettiest girl, 9) i fell for u after meeting u, i seriously wan to be with u, 10) i can feel the sparks between us, 11) i am nothing without u, 12) i've never been in love as deeply as this before, 13) u are my sunshine, 14) let me shower u with love, 15) let me occupy ur empty hands, and never let go, 16) i wish there was no one in this world except us so i can have all the time in the world to spend with u and only u, 17) give me a chance to hug you for as long as you want, 18) let me kiss u on the lips so it could be a sweet memory till the day i am gone - last but not least, if i had one wish - it would be that we were never apart, 19) money is important to everyone but not to me as u lit the candle to my life, 20) i know this sounds emo and i dont like it but, its coming from my heart and you opened my heart for these words to be said . although words seem to be pointless, give me a way to show u that this is TRUE LOVE"
when i woke up i read it . and all that was so convincing and touching that i cried . whatever i did towards him was wrong . by ignoring him, and trying to forget him . i always thought he liked someone else . im so evil and cruel, dont you think ? to leave someone who loves me for who i am and not for what i am . and fuck, im evil . ughh !
tag replies -
dammie : its not "YYME" laa . haii ... i use webdings . it will not
turn out to be a heart sometimes . and its lagu girlfriend laa !
jingqing : heyys, u're linked ladyy !
kak afiqah : hello sweetie, i link u already (:
henry : u dont even have a blog ?.
dammie : eh kecik, dont be so over excited laa .
khairiya : u're welcome, supergirl =P
dada ! byee & tkcre, illa syakilah ♥♥♥♥Labels: what do you think ?
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Written on Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 2:36 AM
heyy . sorry for not posting . it's been the saddest day . since last saturday . but, err .. its too sad and personal to be told . sorry . and, hakeem told me this ..
first message :
"Show me how to shower you with love, show me how to prove it to ya then"
second message :
"syg u love i and smile you made it least at but you to this give who person the kill to want will you message this reading after" (read it from the back)
third message :
"tell me please, if it concerns u then it concerns me too, we are a part not apart" (when i told him, i had a problem)
forth message :
"i love u even even more that words can't describe and u can't imagine . i am serious this time, i feel that i need u more the more we are apart"(this made me feel guilty)
fifth message :
"stop replying and go to sleep . i love u more okay and i've got 20 reasons why"(so i went to sleep, since i dont need to reply)
sixth message :
(these were his reasons) 1) i love u, 2) i like u, 3) i wanna be with u, 4) i want u to be mine, 5) i miss u, 6) i wish i could be with u forever, 7) i'll wait for u, 8) u are the prettiest girl, 9) i fell for u after meeting u, i seriously wan to be with u, 10) i can feel the sparks between us, 11) i am nothing without u, 12) i've never been in love as deeply as this before, 13) u are my sunshine, 14) let me shower u with love, 15) let me occupy ur empty hands, and never let go, 16) i wish there was no one in this world except us so i can have all the time in the world to spend with u and only u, 17) give me a chance to hug you for as long as you want, 18) let me kiss u on the lips so it could be a sweet memory till the day i am gone - last but not least, if i had one wish - it would be that we were never apart, 19) money is important to everyone but not to me as u lit the candle to my life, 20) i know this sounds emo and i dont like it but, its coming from my heart and you opened my heart for these words to be said . although words seem to be pointless, give me a way to show u that this is TRUE LOVE"
when i woke up i read it . and all that was so convincing and touching that i cried . whatever i did towards him was wrong . by ignoring him, and trying to forget him . i always thought he liked someone else . im so evil and cruel, dont you think ? to leave someone who loves me for who i am and not for what i am . and fuck, im evil . ughh !
tag replies -
dammie : its not "YYME" laa . haii ... i use webdings . it will not
turn out to be a heart sometimes . and its lagu girlfriend laa !
jingqing : heyys, u're linked ladyy !
kak afiqah : hello sweetie, i link u already (:
henry : u dont even have a blog ?.
dammie : eh kecik, dont be so over excited laa .
khairiya : u're welcome, supergirl =P
dada ! byee & tkcre, illa syakilah ♥♥♥♥Labels: what do you think ?
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In random order.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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