After school, met up with boyfee & kak fee along with her friends. Ashiqin tagged along. & surprisingly, a group of sec 1s gave me some advanced birthday kisses. Ahaa. When home with boyfee after sending ashiqin to bus stop. He sent me till my hse. Then gave me this cute thang, which I really really adore. Thanks by. [:

Then, I got changed. I saw baby ‘Aliyah! Omg, I missed her. But she was sleeping. So, I didn’t disturb her. When she woke up, she ran to me with that baby accent. How cute. I love her like a lot. Then, I hugged her & kissed her many many times. She hugged me back & gave me a kiss. Awww. She saw the teddy bear boyfee gave & even she loves it. She wanted to bring it home. But, I loved that thing. Looking at her puppy sad eyes, I gave in & let her borrow it awhile. She actually played with it. She made my teddy into a baby (: cute.

I switched on the computer & signed in. Chatted with boyfee then along came my mr ex, hakeem. U remember him? I think you do. Tell you what, he’s still part of me. & im still part of him. In a friend-friend way, I guess. He asked me why I ignored him. & I told him everything. It was like a debate. But hejust kept quiet. He said I won. Haa. Then, we had this very small argument. & this is what he said.

Music is like a world, almighty is the word. I hate to tell lies, but soul creates a life. Breathing pumps blood, energy moves like flood Heart consist of emotions & feelings are mainly affections. Illusion is only a lie, emotions is where love lies & here is where I place my feelings for you Now you know how empty my life would be without you, illa I have nothing else to say but please don’t ignore me If u still persist then idk what to do At least, a reply?

I didn't reply but i hope he would read it here instead.

I cried for awhile then wept my tears.
This is not what I expected.
What should I do? Where should I go?
Im confused & its driving me crazy.
You are my past, maybe my last.
But lets just see what fate brings us through.
My heart belongs to someone & I shouldn’t play with it.
Cause a heart, is not a toy.
You should at least take care of it.
Im sorry I had to ignore you.
But I have my reasons too.

Psst; birthday tmr. Whoo! My birthday. {: ahaa. im off to watching cinta fitri 2.

Salam Sayang,
Illa ♥

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After school, met up with boyfee & kak fee along with her friends. Ashiqin tagged along. & surprisingly, a group of sec 1s gave me some advanced birthday kisses. Ahaa. When home with boyfee after sending ashiqin to bus stop. He sent me till my hse. Then gave me this cute thang, which I really really adore. Thanks by. [:

Then, I got changed. I saw baby ‘Aliyah! Omg, I missed her. But she was sleeping. So, I didn’t disturb her. When she woke up, she ran to me with that baby accent. How cute. I love her like a lot. Then, I hugged her & kissed her many many times. She hugged me back & gave me a kiss. Awww. She saw the teddy bear boyfee gave & even she loves it. She wanted to bring it home. But, I loved that thing. Looking at her puppy sad eyes, I gave in & let her borrow it awhile. She actually played with it. She made my teddy into a baby (: cute.

I switched on the computer & signed in. Chatted with boyfee then along came my mr ex, hakeem. U remember him? I think you do. Tell you what, he’s still part of me. & im still part of him. In a friend-friend way, I guess. He asked me why I ignored him. & I told him everything. It was like a debate. But hejust kept quiet. He said I won. Haa. Then, we had this very small argument. & this is what he said.

Music is like a world, almighty is the word. I hate to tell lies, but soul creates a life. Breathing pumps blood, energy moves like flood Heart consist of emotions & feelings are mainly affections. Illusion is only a lie, emotions is where love lies & here is where I place my feelings for you Now you know how empty my life would be without you, illa I have nothing else to say but please don’t ignore me If u still persist then idk what to do At least, a reply?

I didn't reply but i hope he would read it here instead.

I cried for awhile then wept my tears.
This is not what I expected.
What should I do? Where should I go?
Im confused & its driving me crazy.
You are my past, maybe my last.
But lets just see what fate brings us through.
My heart belongs to someone & I shouldn’t play with it.
Cause a heart, is not a toy.
You should at least take care of it.
Im sorry I had to ignore you.
But I have my reasons too.

Psst; birthday tmr. Whoo! My birthday. {: ahaa. im off to watching cinta fitri 2.

Salam Sayang,
Illa ♥

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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist. Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan." I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited. I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5. Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine. I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time. Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever. The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D

My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more! When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public. I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd. I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh. I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body. Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts. I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.

I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right? I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool. My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt. Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.