Story About Friends Dailies Chat
Written on Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 4:14 PM

Damn, why am I being so depressed when its already the end of school and time for hip hip hooray? Instead, I feel so fcuked-up. I hate my holidays. I expected something better.

Forget I even said all that.

Seeing both of them together makes me feel so.. guilty? I miss those times we share jokes & stuffs. Really. I feel jealous. Because what they did, was exactly what we did. Now I am thinking, am I making the right decision? Should I continue what I'm doing, or should I just forget & say sorry or forgive that person? This jealousy in me is worse than what I ever felt towards anybody. I am superduper serious.

I want all that back. I want it back. I cherished every sweet moments we shared. I really treasure those times. Alot. I feel like turning back time, only if I could. I really really missed everything about it. Ok, let's move on. It makes me feel sick thinking of it.

So, yesterday was the last day of my Junior year. Wow, Junior eh. Well, I am happy that at least I got promoted without any advance. Really. I really love my sister for being there for me. I really love her. Omg, did I just said what I said earlier on? Hah.

I will miss my classmates real badly. I love them. They have been a part of me for almost 2 years? & all the mischievous mistakes we've done together. I'll miss them. Especially my girls. The malays. We've been friends since the first day of our secondary lives. Hello. I love them. They're my sisters.

We go thru thick & thin together. We fought with each other. But hey, that just strengthens our friendship right? Thats what sisters do, fight. I love you girls. Hell with those who thinks we're spoilt brats, minahs, bitches, etc. As long as we're together & believe that we ain't one, thats good enough.

Eventhough sometimes I gave you attitude, make faces or turn a cold shoulder, that doesn't mean i hate you. But I just hate the fact that some of you just think I am what you think I am. If you get what I mean.

This girl. She have been there for me. For nearly one & a half years. Until something took place. I really misunderstood her. She was the only one who could read my mind. Who could feel me. Who could understand me. Who knew what I have been through. ALL. She have seen everything thats worse that had happened to me. She's the only one. & I really love her out of all. My favourite girlfriend. My sister, my buddy & my bestfriend. Noura, your the best (:

All of you are the best of the best. Better than best! Trust me. Its hard to let the friendship just fade away. What if one day, we go our own ways? When we ignore each other just for a new friend? So, like what Noura's planning to do, let's pinky swear we ain't gonna leave each other for a new friend? How bout that? (:

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