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Written on Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 12:46 AM
Been there, done that.
Life's full of ups & downs. Well, mostly ups for lucky people. But it seems that my life is more to the downs. Damn it. Problems after problems. When will it stop? I hate it, alot. Why can't people trust me? I'm I that dishonest? Whatever.
All I know is that I do take the time to think wisely. Hello, I am not peanut-brained, ok. So, stop looking down on me like that. I have got brains to think. Please la, I never had the intention of doing any of that stuffs. Even though I see people do it. I know how to lead a GOOD life. I know how to take care of myself. Although you said that you lectured me because you love me, I think thats not a good way. Maybe thats the reason why Cik Maya turned out hanyut/wild.
If I am being lectured, why not my sister? Everybody pointed their fingers on me, what have I done wrong? Did I ever get pregnant? Did I even have sex? NO.
I really do appreciate those warnings. But I don't need a lecture. I'm a big girl. I can think. You see, elderlies said that watching too much television for kids will damage your brain, I think that they watch to much Teenagers Nowadays Stories (eg. Crime Watch, PG, etc.) that they think too negatively about their child/grandchild.
I am not trying to say that I am lacking of love & attention. But you all dont seem to understand me. I never had the intention to even pierce my tongue, eyebrows, etc.. Or worse, tattoo. Get this straight, I won't even do any of that. Promise. If everyone keeps on being like this, don't you think they would feel useless until they do what they think they would? I can be lectured but once in a while. It seems like everywhere I go, I got the lecture. Your pressuring me. Do you want me to be like what your thinking of me right now? Negatively. I suppose, not. Please, I can assure you that I won't do any of these unless you stop thinking negative about others.
You gave other friend's child of yours encouragements to do whatever they want, to live the life the yearned for. But what would we, your daughters, feel? I can't take this anymore.Labels: another day
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Written on Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 12:46 AM
Been there, done that.
Life's full of ups & downs. Well, mostly ups for lucky people. But it seems that my life is more to the downs. Damn it. Problems after problems. When will it stop? I hate it, alot. Why can't people trust me? I'm I that dishonest? Whatever.
All I know is that I do take the time to think wisely. Hello, I am not peanut-brained, ok. So, stop looking down on me like that. I have got brains to think. Please la, I never had the intention of doing any of that stuffs. Even though I see people do it. I know how to lead a GOOD life. I know how to take care of myself. Although you said that you lectured me because you love me, I think thats not a good way. Maybe thats the reason why Cik Maya turned out hanyut/wild.
If I am being lectured, why not my sister? Everybody pointed their fingers on me, what have I done wrong? Did I ever get pregnant? Did I even have sex? NO.
I really do appreciate those warnings. But I don't need a lecture. I'm a big girl. I can think. You see, elderlies said that watching too much television for kids will damage your brain, I think that they watch to much Teenagers Nowadays Stories (eg. Crime Watch, PG, etc.) that they think too negatively about their child/grandchild.
I am not trying to say that I am lacking of love & attention. But you all dont seem to understand me. I never had the intention to even pierce my tongue, eyebrows, etc.. Or worse, tattoo. Get this straight, I won't even do any of that. Promise. If everyone keeps on being like this, don't you think they would feel useless until they do what they think they would? I can be lectured but once in a while. It seems like everywhere I go, I got the lecture. Your pressuring me. Do you want me to be like what your thinking of me right now? Negatively. I suppose, not. Please, I can assure you that I won't do any of these unless you stop thinking negative about others.
You gave other friend's child of yours encouragements to do whatever they want, to live the life the yearned for. But what would we, your daughters, feel? I can't take this anymore.Labels: another day
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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