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Written on Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
Damn it laaa. You see..
For thinking too much, this is the result. Super duper heavy headache. & I swear, I can't rest in peace. Not die, but just rest. In peace, without any disturbance. I can't even take a nap! My mind is too polluted with stuff that I ain't suppose to think about, unnecessary stuffs. I am just waiting for it too burst. Not literally burst, just faint. Heh.
Who are you people? Why must you like not reveal yourself? Why must there be hatred in this world? Why can't there be just peace? Why are there still people who just thinks about themselves? Why?
Whoever you are, boy or girl. Gay or lesbian. Man or woman. Ladies or even gentlemen. Just tell me who you are. Figuring out who you are really tortures me. Thinking about it makes its so.. feel in the blanks. I can't sleep just because of this? Hell-o, I know I have got better things to do. But until you own up who you are, I wont be at peace.
This may refer to anybody. Not just that PUKI freak.
I just feel like breaking down but also, at the same time I can't. Part of the reason was because Amir said I am a big girl. & big girls don't cry. Thanks friend ;D
& Noura, thanks babe for being there always. (:
*Sighs* I hope I'll recover by the end of today. I hope I'll wake up with a smile on my face tomorrow. But hoping for me is really not worth it. I'll just have to let it go.
Give me a bucket, I feel like throwing up.
Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale...Labels: big girls don't cry
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Written on Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
Damn it laaa. You see..
For thinking too much, this is the result. Super duper heavy headache. & I swear, I can't rest in peace. Not die, but just rest. In peace, without any disturbance. I can't even take a nap! My mind is too polluted with stuff that I ain't suppose to think about, unnecessary stuffs. I am just waiting for it too burst. Not literally burst, just faint. Heh.
Who are you people? Why must you like not reveal yourself? Why must there be hatred in this world? Why can't there be just peace? Why are there still people who just thinks about themselves? Why?
Whoever you are, boy or girl. Gay or lesbian. Man or woman. Ladies or even gentlemen. Just tell me who you are. Figuring out who you are really tortures me. Thinking about it makes its so.. feel in the blanks. I can't sleep just because of this? Hell-o, I know I have got better things to do. But until you own up who you are, I wont be at peace.
This may refer to anybody. Not just that PUKI freak.
I just feel like breaking down but also, at the same time I can't. Part of the reason was because Amir said I am a big girl. & big girls don't cry. Thanks friend ;D
& Noura, thanks babe for being there always. (:
*Sighs* I hope I'll recover by the end of today. I hope I'll wake up with a smile on my face tomorrow. But hoping for me is really not worth it. I'll just have to let it go.
Give me a bucket, I feel like throwing up.
Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale...Labels: big girls don't cry
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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I Am Emotion-less, Expression-less
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Damn, why am I being so depressed when its already...
fcuk laa. im not in the mood. damn damn damn.where...
TUMMY ACHEscrew you
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