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Written on Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 9:33 AM
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
Now I realise, that every morning I wake up, I'd be eager to do something. Each time I am given time to think, I'd be thinking about the same old thing. It may sound like I am happy, but it freaking creeps me out. Why? Because it all started yesterday, when they teased me. In a good way. I feel so, "No, I'm not suppose to feel this way". Yes, I feel that way. & if she feels the same way, (only thing, she only have a little feelings towards this thing & I have greater feelings towards this thing) I can't feel the same way too. Oh, don't you people understand what I'm tryna' say? Daaaamn, I'm lost - again.
Each time I do something, I will go, "Damn, where's this thing?". No, I can't do this. This is all unexpected. Totally. I am supposed to think about the other one. & each time I see this thing, I would be so fcking excited. & each time it went missing I would wait for it to appear in front of my eyes.
You people shouldn't have teased me earlier. Now you see, what's happening? I am 100% sure my mom wont accept this. I cannot feel this waaaaaay! Tsk.
happy 19th monthsarry kakak & shahrezal ;D
happy ___th/nd/rd mthsarry to isyah & afiq ;D
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Written on Monday, December 15, 2008 @ 9:33 AM
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
Now I realise, that every morning I wake up, I'd be eager to do something. Each time I am given time to think, I'd be thinking about the same old thing. It may sound like I am happy, but it freaking creeps me out. Why? Because it all started yesterday, when they teased me. In a good way. I feel so, "No, I'm not suppose to feel this way". Yes, I feel that way. & if she feels the same way, (only thing, she only have a little feelings towards this thing & I have greater feelings towards this thing) I can't feel the same way too. Oh, don't you people understand what I'm tryna' say? Daaaamn, I'm lost - again.
Each time I do something, I will go, "Damn, where's this thing?". No, I can't do this. This is all unexpected. Totally. I am supposed to think about the other one. & each time I see this thing, I would be so fcking excited. & each time it went missing I would wait for it to appear in front of my eyes.
You people shouldn't have teased me earlier. Now you see, what's happening? I am 100% sure my mom wont accept this. I cannot feel this waaaaaay! Tsk.
happy 19th monthsarry kakak & shahrezal ;D
happy ___th/nd/rd mthsarry to isyah & afiq ;D
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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