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Written on Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 7:12 PM
let's just say, today sucked. big time. really, no joke. especially the malay dance part.
i think what the seniors are doing now is making us feel more hopeless about the upcoming big event. it's not giving us any motivation to do better. seriously man. that's what i think. and despite the situation, they even got the time to practice favoritism. and what's worse!? we had to go through all the pain while the seniors just look at us and shout, shout and more shout. so what if u guys are seniors? that doesn't mean anything! and that includes being perfect. like hello, even my mom don't shout at me like how you bitches shout at us. thankfully, ms wani came. then, the shouting lessen. everything was more calmed. damn. i feel like a prisoner man. ok no. more like a slave. and despite all these, i don't know why the hell i am still in this cca. what a fool.
let's compare me to the others who dropped malay dance as their cca. they got scolded only once and they cannot take it. what about me? i got scolded more than once and even got punishments. and i'm still coming for practices. and u bitches say that im a lazy dancer? well, if i am.. i won't be coming for practices anymore. but still, i loved you all more than anything else in the school. what does that show? that i am lazy & being forced to come for every practice?
really man. forget it. no point giving u guys my opinion when u won't even try to change a little of that egoness in all of you. i have tried soo hard to do my best but you guys just can't see it. maybe i don't dance like how you people dance. everyone's different right? the slower ones, they need longer time to learn and correct their steps. even though you guys can learn faster, that does not mean we can. and guys, don't ask the juniors what they think of all of you, because even if they point out ur bad points, i don't think u guys will change. instead u guys will anti them. seriously. u guys will go, "what's their problem man? tk suke bley bbl pe. tk perlu nk kerek." when u guys are the one whose being the kerek here.
that's it. i won't let my day be ruined by this. tea saved my day. when i drank that hot tea, i suddenly felt so calm man. not being so dramatic. but i really felt more calm. really! why would i lie?! ok, illa. u are so laaaaammmmeee! -.-
kay, let's talk about other stuffs. give me a moment or two to think of a topic.
oh yeah baybeh! we will be going to Singapore Polytechnic (if i am not mistaken) for one week, to study. kay no, i think its something do with our elective modules. & i chose designing. i guess. haha. oh yes, happy birthday rafidah!
see, how kind can i be. even though people said ur following my style, i still wished u happy birthday. nice newly rebonded hair, raf. (honestly, that's too much, even though its something common, i hear from people u rebonded because i rebonded, u let down ur hair because i let down mine, u tie ur hair up high because i did that. & come to think of it, they've got a point. because i remember u saying that my style, is minah style & u don't wanna be one. pfft.)
relax babe! think positive, ur now a 'role model'. at least there's someone you know who is following ur style. wasehhhh. macam paham uh illa.
i swear i find fiq jai irritating. hahahahah! he and his pakcik-ness. what to doo ^^
and i almost forgot! i got a surprise menses today! i was sitting & standing & sitting & standing. then, akhbar shouted, "illaa! omg, ade drh. pekat sia color!" hahahah! how cute. but before that, i actually felt wet below and i felt like as if i was urining continuosly. but i didn't thought of having menses because there ws no pain at all! & it was super heavy because i change pad three times in school. 0.0 but whatever it is, thanks akhbar for telling me. & thank abby, for that hoodie to cover my stained skirt. (:
omg, i really love my class. i really really love my class! haha. err.. what!? i love them hell lots man.Labels: hoohoo
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Written on Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 7:12 PM
let's just say, today sucked. big time. really, no joke. especially the malay dance part.
i think what the seniors are doing now is making us feel more hopeless about the upcoming big event. it's not giving us any motivation to do better. seriously man. that's what i think. and despite the situation, they even got the time to practice favoritism. and what's worse!? we had to go through all the pain while the seniors just look at us and shout, shout and more shout. so what if u guys are seniors? that doesn't mean anything! and that includes being perfect. like hello, even my mom don't shout at me like how you bitches shout at us. thankfully, ms wani came. then, the shouting lessen. everything was more calmed. damn. i feel like a prisoner man. ok no. more like a slave. and despite all these, i don't know why the hell i am still in this cca. what a fool.
let's compare me to the others who dropped malay dance as their cca. they got scolded only once and they cannot take it. what about me? i got scolded more than once and even got punishments. and i'm still coming for practices. and u bitches say that im a lazy dancer? well, if i am.. i won't be coming for practices anymore. but still, i loved you all more than anything else in the school. what does that show? that i am lazy & being forced to come for every practice?
really man. forget it. no point giving u guys my opinion when u won't even try to change a little of that egoness in all of you. i have tried soo hard to do my best but you guys just can't see it. maybe i don't dance like how you people dance. everyone's different right? the slower ones, they need longer time to learn and correct their steps. even though you guys can learn faster, that does not mean we can. and guys, don't ask the juniors what they think of all of you, because even if they point out ur bad points, i don't think u guys will change. instead u guys will anti them. seriously. u guys will go, "what's their problem man? tk suke bley bbl pe. tk perlu nk kerek." when u guys are the one whose being the kerek here.
that's it. i won't let my day be ruined by this. tea saved my day. when i drank that hot tea, i suddenly felt so calm man. not being so dramatic. but i really felt more calm. really! why would i lie?! ok, illa. u are so laaaaammmmeee! -.-
kay, let's talk about other stuffs. give me a moment or two to think of a topic.
oh yeah baybeh! we will be going to Singapore Polytechnic (if i am not mistaken) for one week, to study. kay no, i think its something do with our elective modules. & i chose designing. i guess. haha. oh yes, happy birthday rafidah!
see, how kind can i be. even though people said ur following my style, i still wished u happy birthday. nice newly rebonded hair, raf. (honestly, that's too much, even though its something common, i hear from people u rebonded because i rebonded, u let down ur hair because i let down mine, u tie ur hair up high because i did that. & come to think of it, they've got a point. because i remember u saying that my style, is minah style & u don't wanna be one. pfft.)
relax babe! think positive, ur now a 'role model'. at least there's someone you know who is following ur style. wasehhhh. macam paham uh illa.
i swear i find fiq jai irritating. hahahahah! he and his pakcik-ness. what to doo ^^
and i almost forgot! i got a surprise menses today! i was sitting & standing & sitting & standing. then, akhbar shouted, "illaa! omg, ade drh. pekat sia color!" hahahah! how cute. but before that, i actually felt wet below and i felt like as if i was urining continuosly. but i didn't thought of having menses because there ws no pain at all! & it was super heavy because i change pad three times in school. 0.0 but whatever it is, thanks akhbar for telling me. & thank abby, for that hoodie to cover my stained skirt. (:
omg, i really love my class. i really really love my class! haha. err.. what!? i love them hell lots man.Labels: hoohoo
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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