To live in hearts we leave behind
Is not to die.

Ugh. I am still thinking of it! The memories are playing in my head like films. Honestly, I miss her. I can't accept the fact that she left us. She's gone to the other side of the world; Heaven. When I think of the days I talked about her behind her back, it makes me feel guilty. And that made me cry. Not so bad though. I cried bad enough yesterday as soon as I saw the corpse.

Ok, I'm not gonna think about it. Ok? Good.

The Hi Tea at Royal Plaza Hotel, Carousel, the other day was off the hook! I couldn't stop myself from gaining weight. Haha. I ate plates of food. And there was a chocolate fountain, the most favourite one. Haha. I want more of it. Hehs. Happy 4th Birthday Nurin 'Aliyah. Although you have been such an ass lately, I love you. May you grow up to be a very intelligent girl. Pictures will be updated in multiply soon. And picture of 'Aliyah will be posted soon (:

Did I mention; baby broke his nail while playing his guitar. Hahahah!

Labels: love; illa syakilah

To live in hearts we leave behind
Is not to die.

Ugh. I am still thinking of it! The memories are playing in my head like films. Honestly, I miss her. I can't accept the fact that she left us. She's gone to the other side of the world; Heaven. When I think of the days I talked about her behind her back, it makes me feel guilty. And that made me cry. Not so bad though. I cried bad enough yesterday as soon as I saw the corpse.

Ok, I'm not gonna think about it. Ok? Good.

The Hi Tea at Royal Plaza Hotel, Carousel, the other day was off the hook! I couldn't stop myself from gaining weight. Haha. I ate plates of food. And there was a chocolate fountain, the most favourite one. Haha. I want more of it. Hehs. Happy 4th Birthday Nurin 'Aliyah. Although you have been such an ass lately, I love you. May you grow up to be a very intelligent girl. Pictures will be updated in multiply soon. And picture of 'Aliyah will be posted soon (:

Did I mention; baby broke his nail while playing his guitar. Hahahah!

Labels: love; illa syakilah

Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist. Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan." I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited. I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5. Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine. I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time. Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever. The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D

My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more! When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public. I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd. I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh. I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body. Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts. I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.

I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right? I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool. My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt. Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.