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Written on Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 6:19 PM
I went for bloghopping just now, right after my last update.
I found this written on Aniela Khan's blog & I find it really really true.
"every girl has that (one) boy that they'll never get over,
that who makes you laugh,
the one who gives you butterflies,
just when someone says his name,
that remembers all the things you think you say are stupid,
and reminds you about it months from now,
the one who has his name written all over your heart,
the one who you compare to every guy,
the one you never get sick of talking or hearing about,
the one that you cry over and over about,
the one that no one can understand,
why him?
that everyone thinks you can do better,
the one you ask "why her and not me?"
the one when you first saw him you knew you loved him,
the one that in some way ends up...not being yours."
Haha. Wondering who already? Don't waste your time, I'm sick of having boyfriends. & I know I said that like a lot of times, yet I still get a boyfriend. But yeah, when your all alone, all you need is a boyfriend. When he's not there, all you need is space, time & tears. When he just realized that you matter, he'll come running to you, sometimes kneeling. Then, by that period of time, feelings have faded. It's not meant to be & all you can say is, "I gave you a chance & you let me down." Then, when he tell others his story, others would be thinking, "Omg, she's a plain bastard."Not knowing what he's done to you that kept you quiet all the time because you loved him too much & you just have to take back your love.
Or maybe..
It's you who love him so much. But he doesn't know. I mean, he knows your feelings. But you feel like a fool. You got head over heels for him. Your heart melts upon looking at his eyes or upon hearing his candylike words. Too bad they're just making you feel good bout it & when they get tired of everything, they'd just give you a message thru any technology.. for example, SMS, EMAIL. They may think they told you off nicely not knowing that deep inside you, your hearts have been crushed into a million pieces. He left you hanging. So bad, that you could never ever forget him. So bad that you could never ever get your heart back together. And the weird part is, you still love him. And only he's the one who can heal that broken heart & you'd forgive him no matter what bad deed he's done to you. That's how far a girl could love you, guys.
Open you eyes and heart wide. Some girls may be such an asshole. But that doesn't mean we're all the same. Treat them like the only girl you know. The princess & your the prince. Not like a toy or a friend. Because when they say they love you, they really do.
I dont know why I'm talking this way. Haha!
Bye.
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Written on Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 6:19 PM
I went for bloghopping just now, right after my last update.
I found this written on Aniela Khan's blog & I find it really really true.
"every girl has that (one) boy that they'll never get over,
that who makes you laugh,
the one who gives you butterflies,
just when someone says his name,
that remembers all the things you think you say are stupid,
and reminds you about it months from now,
the one who has his name written all over your heart,
the one who you compare to every guy,
the one you never get sick of talking or hearing about,
the one that you cry over and over about,
the one that no one can understand,
why him?
that everyone thinks you can do better,
the one you ask "why her and not me?"
the one when you first saw him you knew you loved him,
the one that in some way ends up...not being yours."
Haha. Wondering who already? Don't waste your time, I'm sick of having boyfriends. & I know I said that like a lot of times, yet I still get a boyfriend. But yeah, when your all alone, all you need is a boyfriend. When he's not there, all you need is space, time & tears. When he just realized that you matter, he'll come running to you, sometimes kneeling. Then, by that period of time, feelings have faded. It's not meant to be & all you can say is, "I gave you a chance & you let me down." Then, when he tell others his story, others would be thinking, "Omg, she's a plain bastard."Not knowing what he's done to you that kept you quiet all the time because you loved him too much & you just have to take back your love.
Or maybe..
It's you who love him so much. But he doesn't know. I mean, he knows your feelings. But you feel like a fool. You got head over heels for him. Your heart melts upon looking at his eyes or upon hearing his candylike words. Too bad they're just making you feel good bout it & when they get tired of everything, they'd just give you a message thru any technology.. for example, SMS, EMAIL. They may think they told you off nicely not knowing that deep inside you, your hearts have been crushed into a million pieces. He left you hanging. So bad, that you could never ever forget him. So bad that you could never ever get your heart back together. And the weird part is, you still love him. And only he's the one who can heal that broken heart & you'd forgive him no matter what bad deed he's done to you. That's how far a girl could love you, guys.
Open you eyes and heart wide. Some girls may be such an asshole. But that doesn't mean we're all the same. Treat them like the only girl you know. The princess & your the prince. Not like a toy or a friend. Because when they say they love you, they really do.
I dont know why I'm talking this way. Haha!
Bye.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Lalu bilang I love you, padaku.
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I miss my baby.
And I'm deaaaad serious.
Noura's the pretty one! Hah!
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