Yesterday was supposedly our happy 4 months. Unfortunately, I was too stupid to let it go then. Still am. Hmm… Let’s not make it a topic for the day.

You know, I had a great time thinking of my primary school days. A good laugh, I can say. I’ve met all my close friends who used to be in Gongshang. Suddenly, I realize I haven’t seen Nasruddin for so long. Haha. Right, Syafiqah? We had a great time gossiping with him. That is if you remembered. Hah. I wonder how he is now.

10 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Not feeling what do you call ‘semangat’ in English? Enthusiastic. Illa, you’ve got to drop the pressure man. Drop it, like it’s hot [-.-]!

First day of raya was planned out already. As usual, we go to the closest relatives house. But for a change this year, my dad and his friends or maybe just his friend is making an open house in their newly created company. I don’t feel like going, though. Heh. I feel like staying home and entertaining people, for a change.

It’s kindda suprising for me. My cousin, who was close to me only when I’m like what, 3? Added sister and I in facebook and he started being friendly. So tak tau malu, he called himself abang and he calls me adik. Omg, I feel so lame. I don’t wanna call myself adik. Reminds me of a certain someone. And then soon, his mom planned to visit our house on the first day of raya. Which as far as I could remember, they never came here for the first day of raya before. Long story short, I can’t wait!! Cause it feels like forever since we talked. I still remember what caused that to happen. Pfft.

Sometimes, our aunts can’t stop matchmaking. Don’t you think? So one day, during hari raya, my family was going back home after eating steamboat at his house. As usual, the young ones aka us, kid around in the room. Then as we were heading towards the door, he wanted to kiss my sister’s hand using the ‘silat’ way. Berbunga-bunga oi. It’s a sign of respect for us to shake hands but it’s a sign of awkwardness for a guy to shake girls’ hands especially if they’re older than we are. My aunt saw and she couldn’t stop woo-ing. Then my granny asked him, “mana satu kau nak? Adik ke kakak?” or in English, “which one do you prefer? Illa or Inna?”

We didn’t hear any response. But he went to his room and closed the door right after that. My sister claimed that she heard him said, “Yang adik pon boleh.” Or “Even if it’s Illa, I don’t mind.” Then, his parents and my family started laughing. At me. Damn, I was so young and we were so close. Matchmaking made us fall apart. But I can’t blame only that. Guy cousins are always acting so differently when they grow up. I just hate that. Why can’t we be close like how we used to be in our younger days?

Now, it’s sister’s turn. This hot hot super hot cousin, _______, likes her. And yeah, you can’t deny that revenge is sweet. I so can’t wait for Hari Raya now. I’m gonna ask for a request from the family. Let’s go to _______ house. Muahahaha! I’m lucky I liked my cousin’s friend. Not my cousin. But who cares? They’re equally hot! Plus, there’s many reason why we should match make them. Let me list some…

Number 1, He’s hot! Number 2, he’s related to Brother which also means he would tell everything to Aunty as she's his wife. Like you don’t know them. Haha! And most importantly, I’m kindda close to Brother and I can ask him to pass false messages to _______. Hehe. Number 3, his granny used to adore our aunt. She hoped that our aunt would be her daughter-in-law. Unfortunately, our aunt doesn’t fancy her son. So she got married to my cousin’s dad, M.E. Haha. So my point here is, his granny would be more than happy to replace her hopes of matchmaking her son and our aunt to my sister and _______. HAHAHA!

Now I’m getting excited. Yahoo! Haha.

Another last thing, take care _______. And your sister too.
Hope you guys doing fine at court.
KISS (:

Labels: Evil laugh.

Yesterday was supposedly our happy 4 months. Unfortunately, I was too stupid to let it go then. Still am. Hmm… Let’s not make it a topic for the day.

You know, I had a great time thinking of my primary school days. A good laugh, I can say. I’ve met all my close friends who used to be in Gongshang. Suddenly, I realize I haven’t seen Nasruddin for so long. Haha. Right, Syafiqah? We had a great time gossiping with him. That is if you remembered. Hah. I wonder how he is now.

10 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Not feeling what do you call ‘semangat’ in English? Enthusiastic. Illa, you’ve got to drop the pressure man. Drop it, like it’s hot [-.-]!

First day of raya was planned out already. As usual, we go to the closest relatives house. But for a change this year, my dad and his friends or maybe just his friend is making an open house in their newly created company. I don’t feel like going, though. Heh. I feel like staying home and entertaining people, for a change.

It’s kindda suprising for me. My cousin, who was close to me only when I’m like what, 3? Added sister and I in facebook and he started being friendly. So tak tau malu, he called himself abang and he calls me adik. Omg, I feel so lame. I don’t wanna call myself adik. Reminds me of a certain someone. And then soon, his mom planned to visit our house on the first day of raya. Which as far as I could remember, they never came here for the first day of raya before. Long story short, I can’t wait!! Cause it feels like forever since we talked. I still remember what caused that to happen. Pfft.

Sometimes, our aunts can’t stop matchmaking. Don’t you think? So one day, during hari raya, my family was going back home after eating steamboat at his house. As usual, the young ones aka us, kid around in the room. Then as we were heading towards the door, he wanted to kiss my sister’s hand using the ‘silat’ way. Berbunga-bunga oi. It’s a sign of respect for us to shake hands but it’s a sign of awkwardness for a guy to shake girls’ hands especially if they’re older than we are. My aunt saw and she couldn’t stop woo-ing. Then my granny asked him, “mana satu kau nak? Adik ke kakak?” or in English, “which one do you prefer? Illa or Inna?”

We didn’t hear any response. But he went to his room and closed the door right after that. My sister claimed that she heard him said, “Yang adik pon boleh.” Or “Even if it’s Illa, I don’t mind.” Then, his parents and my family started laughing. At me. Damn, I was so young and we were so close. Matchmaking made us fall apart. But I can’t blame only that. Guy cousins are always acting so differently when they grow up. I just hate that. Why can’t we be close like how we used to be in our younger days?

Now, it’s sister’s turn. This hot hot super hot cousin, _______, likes her. And yeah, you can’t deny that revenge is sweet. I so can’t wait for Hari Raya now. I’m gonna ask for a request from the family. Let’s go to _______ house. Muahahaha! I’m lucky I liked my cousin’s friend. Not my cousin. But who cares? They’re equally hot! Plus, there’s many reason why we should match make them. Let me list some…

Number 1, He’s hot! Number 2, he’s related to Brother which also means he would tell everything to Aunty as she's his wife. Like you don’t know them. Haha! And most importantly, I’m kindda close to Brother and I can ask him to pass false messages to _______. Hehe. Number 3, his granny used to adore our aunt. She hoped that our aunt would be her daughter-in-law. Unfortunately, our aunt doesn’t fancy her son. So she got married to my cousin’s dad, M.E. Haha. So my point here is, his granny would be more than happy to replace her hopes of matchmaking her son and our aunt to my sister and _______. HAHAHA!

Now I’m getting excited. Yahoo! Haha.

Another last thing, take care _______. And your sister too.
Hope you guys doing fine at court.
KISS (:

Labels: Evil laugh.

Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist. Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan." I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited. I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5. Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine. I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time. Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever. The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D

My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more! When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public. I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd. I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh. I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body. Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts. I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.

I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right? I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool. My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt. Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.