I am sorry if you think I'm like stealing him away from you. But let's not jump to conclusion. Ari and I are just "brothers and sisters". In fact, we were talking about how much we missed you and all. We didn't have feelings for each other. Not even a bit. Kita contact gitu-gitu je sey Kak Fee. Trust me. I'd never talk to him anymore if it's a must. But just to let you know, I was shocked to know that you said, "Last long" to him. I mean, c'mon uh, I'd never steal your ex. You know that. What made you think I would do that kind of thing? Hmm..
Yeah so, today was nothing but mundane. I'm sick like hell. I mean, not so sick but my flu is annoying me to the core. Ahh! My life is a total mess now. TOTAL MESS. I've been wanting to let this feeling out but something's stopping me.
He's keeps calling, I keep ignoring. Then soon, I'd get fucked up with myself. Then he calls again, but I reject. Then, I'd get sad. But truth is, I don't have feelings for him anymore. He should know why.
YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK, DICK.
I mean, not him. Just another person. Omg, I get so pissed off easily these few days. I keep craving for stuffs. And now, I'm craving for something I shouldn't crave for at all. Why?
I am feeling so down. I don't know why but I am. Many things are running through my mind. On an on. Don't these things get tired? Ugh. I am watching Zombieland now. Tell you what, it's kindda disgusting. Haha.
TISSUE BOX!
so sad lorr
Written on Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 10:58 PM
This is a post for, Nur Afiqah Adaha ♥
I am sorry if you think I'm like stealing him away from you. But let's not jump to conclusion. Ari and I are just "brothers and sisters". In fact, we were talking about how much we missed you and all. We didn't have feelings for each other. Not even a bit. Kita contact gitu-gitu je sey Kak Fee. Trust me. I'd never talk to him anymore if it's a must. But just to let you know, I was shocked to know that you said, "Last long" to him. I mean, c'mon uh, I'd never steal your ex. You know that. What made you think I would do that kind of thing? Hmm..
Yeah so, today was nothing but mundane. I'm sick like hell. I mean, not so sick but my flu is annoying me to the core. Ahh! My life is a total mess now. TOTAL MESS. I've been wanting to let this feeling out but something's stopping me.
He's keeps calling, I keep ignoring. Then soon, I'd get fucked up with myself. Then he calls again, but I reject. Then, I'd get sad. But truth is, I don't have feelings for him anymore. He should know why.
YOU SUCK YOU SUCK YOU SUCK, DICK.
I mean, not him. Just another person. Omg, I get so pissed off easily these few days. I keep craving for stuffs. And now, I'm craving for something I shouldn't crave for at all. Why?
I am feeling so down. I don't know why but I am. Many things are running through my mind. On an on. Don't these things get tired? Ugh. I am watching Zombieland now. Tell you what, it's kindda disgusting. Haha.
Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
