On Monday morning, there’ll be a ‘meet up’. A love ‘meet up’. But not a date. We’ve been indirectly contacting for close to 1 month and like finally, he confessed. Y’know, I am very lucky to have or get the guys I like. But at the same time, I feel sad. I don’t understand the term commitment anymore. I really want it back. And hopefully, this would make me commit.

I don’t blame anyone for this. The commitment. It’s my fault I fell too hard for guy A and then dropped too quickly for guy B. And in a nick of time, we were already in a relationship. It’s like, we barely contacted and then we started being serious.

So, it was really weird at first. With our history known. Still, he likes me for who I am. Some people already know about this. And I seriously wanna keep this down low. So to the persons who knows about this: please please please keep this to yourselves. It was funny though. The way he confessed. Haha. Cute.

SW practice was fine. We finished the first routine of all 9 wajib basics. And we’re halfway done to the 2^nd routine. Next week’s schedule has already been planned and totally tight. Dead busy. I have nothing else to say. Oh yes! I cried yesterday. (: Shan’t remind myself about it again. Or I’ll break down – again.

On Monday morning, there’ll be a ‘meet up’. A love ‘meet up’. But not a date. We’ve been indirectly contacting for close to 1 month and like finally, he confessed. Y’know, I am very lucky to have or get the guys I like. But at the same time, I feel sad. I don’t understand the term commitment anymore. I really want it back. And hopefully, this would make me commit.

I don’t blame anyone for this. The commitment. It’s my fault I fell too hard for guy A and then dropped too quickly for guy B. And in a nick of time, we were already in a relationship. It’s like, we barely contacted and then we started being serious.

So, it was really weird at first. With our history known. Still, he likes me for who I am. Some people already know about this. And I seriously wanna keep this down low. So to the persons who knows about this: please please please keep this to yourselves. It was funny though. The way he confessed. Haha. Cute.

SW practice was fine. We finished the first routine of all 9 wajib basics. And we’re halfway done to the 2^nd routine. Next week’s schedule has already been planned and totally tight. Dead busy. I have nothing else to say. Oh yes! I cried yesterday. (: Shan’t remind myself about it again. Or I’ll break down – again.

Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist. Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan." I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited. I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5. Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine. I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time. Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever. The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D

My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more! When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public. I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd. I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh. I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body. Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts. I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.

I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right? I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool. My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt. Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.