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Written on Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 9:11 PM
Well, it is just a temporary bliss. I messed up everything. Today is upsetting. I am so stressed and so depressed. Tasks for today are to complete these few things:
i. English assignment [i left it in the English file!] ii. Introduction & check TA again [doing] iii. Revise Biology for tomorrow's test [completed]
Many things are like running in my mind now. I can't keep my focus on these tasks. I need something to help me forget! But how?
Even after laughing my ass off with the babygirls while eating KFC just now, I still feel so down. Very down. And it seems like, the more I try to forget or ignore things or just put everything aside for now, at least, the more I become down and that's not healthy Illa. So not healthy.
I'm still sneezing. Not enough sleep perhaps? 2 hours of sleep yesterday and with Introduction to finish, obviously I can only sleep in the wee hours. Ergh. So fucked up sia. So not me.
[Girls, I hope you guys understand why I didn't upload the pictures today. I am very very busy with school stuffs. Just like you guys. Tomorrow? (:]
Shafiqa, you know that guys come and go. Like assholes. And you cannot be constantly fooled by them. You must show them you are strong and you can live without them. I know it's hard baby but we've got your back. All you need to do is just reach out a hand and we'll be there for you. I love you very much babygirl. Takecare of yourself.
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Written on Monday, January 25, 2010 @ 9:11 PM
Well, it is just a temporary bliss. I messed up everything. Today is upsetting. I am so stressed and so depressed. Tasks for today are to complete these few things:
i. English assignment [i left it in the English file!] ii. Introduction & check TA again [doing] iii. Revise Biology for tomorrow's test [completed]
Many things are like running in my mind now. I can't keep my focus on these tasks. I need something to help me forget! But how?
Even after laughing my ass off with the babygirls while eating KFC just now, I still feel so down. Very down. And it seems like, the more I try to forget or ignore things or just put everything aside for now, at least, the more I become down and that's not healthy Illa. So not healthy.
I'm still sneezing. Not enough sleep perhaps? 2 hours of sleep yesterday and with Introduction to finish, obviously I can only sleep in the wee hours. Ergh. So fucked up sia. So not me.
[Girls, I hope you guys understand why I didn't upload the pictures today. I am very very busy with school stuffs. Just like you guys. Tomorrow? (:]
Shafiqa, you know that guys come and go. Like assholes. And you cannot be constantly fooled by them. You must show them you are strong and you can live without them. I know it's hard baby but we've got your back. All you need to do is just reach out a hand and we'll be there for you. I love you very much babygirl. Takecare of yourself.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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