Written on Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 1:16 AM
Babems, guess what was my schedule last Friday(according to time)? Remember I told you I was in the Indian Occupation thing and I slept at 4 in the morning? At last minute, I didn't attend school because I wanted to see my late niece corpse for the last time. I badly wanted to see her again. And you know, before we kebumikan, we must make sure we clean her well. So after cleaning her gently - she was really fragile that her hand can be folded into 4, I was asked to carry her to the death bed. And so, I did. I cried too. Here's the story:
Remember Abang A'an & Cik Mya? Cik Mya was in her 6th month of pregnancy and she went for screening. The doctor found no movements and concluded that the baby passed away. And he was right. The baby's umbilical cord was twisted that the baby couldn't receive oxygen and therefore passed away. It was such a tragic. Cik Mya, as a soon-to-be mother who was of course excited to have a baby, got really depressed and cried for days. The baby was really small. The size of your palm but a little longer by 10 cm. And her legs were as small as your pinkie finger. Before we see her for the last time, we took turn to kiss her little forehead. Although she wasn't fully develop, she was adorable. Talking about this now make me wanna cry again. Hope she's fine up there by the angels whose now taking care of her. And really, I love her. So much. Al-fatehah.
Amin.
Ok, pressing on. Yesterday(according to time), was the Secondary 1 Orientation and it was awesome! Purbanira Seni, I am back! Hehe. Okay, what else should I talk about? Oh yes, Shafiqa. She's really sad now. The thoughts of me not being by her side when she needs us makes me real guilty. Babe, I'm sorry. But I still love you and I'd do whatever it takes to make you happy. Cheer up. Guys like that ain't worth your tears.
Just minutes ago, the family suddenly craved for ice-cream. Luckily, 7-11 is just under the void deck so we bought different types of ice-creams and brought home and started feasting on eat. And I did some little paste-ons for the spruce up. I'm not done yet, though. I still got like, 20 more to go! Haha. Pathetic.
Oh! And not to forget, I was promoted to the next level in SW. Yes! I'm shocked it only took me half a year. Alhamdulillah. I hope I'm as good in my studies. Hehe.
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Written on Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 1:16 AM
Babems, guess what was my schedule last Friday(according to time)? Remember I told you I was in the Indian Occupation thing and I slept at 4 in the morning? At last minute, I didn't attend school because I wanted to see my late niece corpse for the last time. I badly wanted to see her again. And you know, before we kebumikan, we must make sure we clean her well. So after cleaning her gently - she was really fragile that her hand can be folded into 4, I was asked to carry her to the death bed. And so, I did. I cried too. Here's the story:
Remember Abang A'an & Cik Mya? Cik Mya was in her 6th month of pregnancy and she went for screening. The doctor found no movements and concluded that the baby passed away. And he was right. The baby's umbilical cord was twisted that the baby couldn't receive oxygen and therefore passed away. It was such a tragic. Cik Mya, as a soon-to-be mother who was of course excited to have a baby, got really depressed and cried for days. The baby was really small. The size of your palm but a little longer by 10 cm. And her legs were as small as your pinkie finger. Before we see her for the last time, we took turn to kiss her little forehead. Although she wasn't fully develop, she was adorable. Talking about this now make me wanna cry again. Hope she's fine up there by the angels whose now taking care of her. And really, I love her. So much. Al-fatehah.
Amin.
Ok, pressing on. Yesterday(according to time), was the Secondary 1 Orientation and it was awesome! Purbanira Seni, I am back! Hehe. Okay, what else should I talk about? Oh yes, Shafiqa. She's really sad now. The thoughts of me not being by her side when she needs us makes me real guilty. Babe, I'm sorry. But I still love you and I'd do whatever it takes to make you happy. Cheer up. Guys like that ain't worth your tears.
Just minutes ago, the family suddenly craved for ice-cream. Luckily, 7-11 is just under the void deck so we bought different types of ice-creams and brought home and started feasting on eat. And I did some little paste-ons for the spruce up. I'm not done yet, though. I still got like, 20 more to go! Haha. Pathetic.
Oh! And not to forget, I was promoted to the next level in SW. Yes! I'm shocked it only took me half a year. Alhamdulillah. I hope I'm as good in my studies. Hehe.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Indian Occupation
So 2009;
Fuad Hakim
So just pull the trigger
goodness.
weeky weeky
Vino G. Bastian. Melts!
Z all the waaaaay (:
I know why!
When Love Takes Over, Yeah! You know You Can't Deny.
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