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Written on Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 1:56 AM
Me thinks me in love.. not.
I suddenly miss the feeling to be loved and to love someone. To know a total stranger which then turns out to be someone you're interested in. Someone your type. Someone who understands you and most of all, someone who loves you for who you are. Someone not so goody too shoes but at the same time not to wild. Anyone wants to be my part time boyfriend? Haha. NO, never mind. Kidding. Haha.
And apparently, someone left me standing by the side of a deserted road. I don't even know if I have a boyfriend now! Haha. But really, even if he is, I think it's better we call it off. There's seriously nothing between us! That was all.. I don't know what to say. I don't know what's up with me these days.
But like I said, this year is going to be an important year as I will be sitting for my GCE N Levels, so I will not let anything distract me form my studies. Let's just mingle around for now. Finding a boyfriend can happen anytime after the N Levels are done. Right?
Furthermore, I want a boyfriend. But between you & I, if commitment is what you're looking for in a girl, stay away from me. Unless you're like so in love with me that you want to prove you can change me somehow. But this no-commitment Illa realized that she wasn't really committed to every single boyfriend she has starting from Akhbar because she suddenly doesn't feel the need to commit anymore after whatever that happened to her because when she loves someone whole-heartedly, that guy would in the end leave her by the trash. And to be honest, I haven't had a boyfriend since August last year. So that makes Akhbar my last boyfriend. Illa's single! Not just single for weeks but months! Omg, what a news. Haha. But I'm happy with life. Like seriously(:
I'll update again if I feel bored. But if I don't, that means I'm either too busy chatting or on the phone with some guy(haha!) or textinging or sleeping or watching tv or eating(hehe!) or plainly just waiting for the light blue colour of the sky come tapping on my window.
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Written on Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 1:56 AM
Me thinks me in love.. not.
I suddenly miss the feeling to be loved and to love someone. To know a total stranger which then turns out to be someone you're interested in. Someone your type. Someone who understands you and most of all, someone who loves you for who you are. Someone not so goody too shoes but at the same time not to wild. Anyone wants to be my part time boyfriend? Haha. NO, never mind. Kidding. Haha.
And apparently, someone left me standing by the side of a deserted road. I don't even know if I have a boyfriend now! Haha. But really, even if he is, I think it's better we call it off. There's seriously nothing between us! That was all.. I don't know what to say. I don't know what's up with me these days.
But like I said, this year is going to be an important year as I will be sitting for my GCE N Levels, so I will not let anything distract me form my studies. Let's just mingle around for now. Finding a boyfriend can happen anytime after the N Levels are done. Right?
Furthermore, I want a boyfriend. But between you & I, if commitment is what you're looking for in a girl, stay away from me. Unless you're like so in love with me that you want to prove you can change me somehow. But this no-commitment Illa realized that she wasn't really committed to every single boyfriend she has starting from Akhbar because she suddenly doesn't feel the need to commit anymore after whatever that happened to her because when she loves someone whole-heartedly, that guy would in the end leave her by the trash. And to be honest, I haven't had a boyfriend since August last year. So that makes Akhbar my last boyfriend. Illa's single! Not just single for weeks but months! Omg, what a news. Haha. But I'm happy with life. Like seriously(:
I'll update again if I feel bored. But if I don't, that means I'm either too busy chatting or on the phone with some guy(haha!) or textinging or sleeping or watching tv or eating(hehe!) or plainly just waiting for the light blue colour of the sky come tapping on my window.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Take a breath
Indian Occupation
So 2009;
Fuad Hakim
So just pull the trigger
goodness.
weeky weeky
Vino G. Bastian. Melts!
Z all the waaaaay (:
I know why!
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