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Written on Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 3:45 AM
I have yet to..1) Sleep 2) Finish my conclusion and comments for changes in food 3) English (too lazy) 4) Charge my phone
I am so so exhausted. Granny was admitted to the hospital due to stroke. I hope she's getting better now, with all the extra love and attention. I love her. Every now and then, my family will come and pay her a visit. So yeah, no more slacking after school. Oklah, maybe for a short while. Hee. [;
What is up with me!? I am losing my focus in my one & only easiest subject to score which is my Food & Nutrition. God! I think I know why. The two annoying teachers simply could not stop picking on me despite me doing my work and minding my own business. Well, they can't be in denial because it's true. Right Shaffy? Right Atiqa? They realised it. But the teachers never realised that I have been putting up with all those shits. And one more thing, put yourself in my shoes. Nenek kau masuk hospital, tipu uh kau tknk visit dher hari2! You ask me to not be rude but you never think of my feelings. What the fk?
I am starting to like Maths. Ergh, whatever. That's because I've been paying attention in class and I get to answer all questions correctly. Let's just wait for the moment when suddenly Ms Tay absent herself and then I become lazy or I don't understand a single thing she said.
You guys must be wondering, why the hell is she complaining about her incomplete tasks but still have the cheeks to update her blog? Firstly, it's been a while since I last updated my blog. Secondly, I totally give up on my research. At least I did 98% of it!
Last Monday, spent the night with Fadhli, Marissa and Atiqa. Haha. It was fun! We confessed many many things and one of it was about the class. I love my class man! Like, seriously. Despite our craps, I love them. And guys, you all can't blame Abby and clans for disturbing the class. Sometimes, you guys disrupt the lessons too. And don't you realise? Without them, the class wouldn't be as united as we are now. And without hem, the lessons won't be as lively.
I'm still in love with the same guy. Is that good or bad? When are you gonna come back and hold my hand like you used too, asshole!? When are you gonna love me like last time? When? The day I die right in front of you? Tell me, when? ):
And it's not easy moving on without you. It's fucking not easy. Especially when we see each other like almost everyday and suddenly I get so worried when I don't see you. Let me be desperate at least for now, I WANT YOU!
Okay, I'm done being desperate.
Nights.
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Written on Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 3:45 AM
I have yet to..1) Sleep 2) Finish my conclusion and comments for changes in food 3) English (too lazy) 4) Charge my phone
I am so so exhausted. Granny was admitted to the hospital due to stroke. I hope she's getting better now, with all the extra love and attention. I love her. Every now and then, my family will come and pay her a visit. So yeah, no more slacking after school. Oklah, maybe for a short while. Hee. [;
What is up with me!? I am losing my focus in my one & only easiest subject to score which is my Food & Nutrition. God! I think I know why. The two annoying teachers simply could not stop picking on me despite me doing my work and minding my own business. Well, they can't be in denial because it's true. Right Shaffy? Right Atiqa? They realised it. But the teachers never realised that I have been putting up with all those shits. And one more thing, put yourself in my shoes. Nenek kau masuk hospital, tipu uh kau tknk visit dher hari2! You ask me to not be rude but you never think of my feelings. What the fk?
I am starting to like Maths. Ergh, whatever. That's because I've been paying attention in class and I get to answer all questions correctly. Let's just wait for the moment when suddenly Ms Tay absent herself and then I become lazy or I don't understand a single thing she said.
You guys must be wondering, why the hell is she complaining about her incomplete tasks but still have the cheeks to update her blog? Firstly, it's been a while since I last updated my blog. Secondly, I totally give up on my research. At least I did 98% of it!
Last Monday, spent the night with Fadhli, Marissa and Atiqa. Haha. It was fun! We confessed many many things and one of it was about the class. I love my class man! Like, seriously. Despite our craps, I love them. And guys, you all can't blame Abby and clans for disturbing the class. Sometimes, you guys disrupt the lessons too. And don't you realise? Without them, the class wouldn't be as united as we are now. And without hem, the lessons won't be as lively.
I'm still in love with the same guy. Is that good or bad? When are you gonna come back and hold my hand like you used too, asshole!? When are you gonna love me like last time? When? The day I die right in front of you? Tell me, when? ):
And it's not easy moving on without you. It's fucking not easy. Especially when we see each other like almost everyday and suddenly I get so worried when I don't see you. Let me be desperate at least for now, I WANT YOU!
Okay, I'm done being desperate.
Nights.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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That Star star girl
This is fact, not fiction.
So funny this one.
I'm going crazy!~
HA HA
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and it WILL come back.
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