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Written on Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 10:35 AM
well, i find it easier to reply her here . so, READ .
noura .. first of all . ur not a burden . seriously . it just annoys people when u start saying all those stuff . da mcm terrorists tau tak ? u may be wondering why u get answers like these . well, u've got the answer . why ask ? its just that . u look at people more than u look at urself . sometimes i think that ur teaching others but not urself . i know, u'll deny . but think . u think they're siding u .. they as in our friends . they just dont wanna hurt u .
the reason why i became so mean is because .. if im not gonna be straight forward then, who else ? our friends aint that straight forward dont u think ? i became mean because of them .. well, yes . i've been complaining about u to them A LOT . they say .. confront her laa confront her . fyi, i have tried that a lot of times . takkan pasal lelaki kau nak attitude ni macam ? i dont wanna say what they say about u . it'll just hurt u . all i know is that, most of them think the same way i think about u .
well yeah, as a friend, u said u've been patient . but, HELL NO . ur not being patient . are u tryna' say that we will be friends only till sec 5 ? fine, u want it . u'll get it . all i wanna say now is that, treasure and bear this moment a lot . because ur gonna get the worst of me sooner or later .
i will show u all my colours if u want . this is just the beggining . but im not tryna say im bad . its just u dont know me well enough . sometimes i think adie knows me better . now, why did i say ur not patient enough ? u said .. SHE DOESN'T SEEM TO REALISE . im sorry, but fuck . u don't know how many sleepless nights i have went through just to be like how we were last time . u dont know . no one knows . so, what the fcuking shit are u tryna say ? by u saying she doesn't seem to realise is like u tryna say, " she's not gonna change . " how do u know ? well, im gonna die soon . yeah ? u dont know what ive been doing at home now . im like, anti-guys right now . u dont know a single shit .
well good, u realise it . u realise im tryna avoid u . congrats . u know what ? u are one ms i-know-everything . what can i say ? ugh . but.. do u know why im tryna avoid u ? do u ? if u think its because of sweet talker motha fcukers .. ur hell wrong . it aint because of them . unfortunately, its because of u, girl . u said, u were very dissapointed to hear bad things i said about u ? do u think ima doll ? ive been hearing bad stuffs u said about me too . & guess what ? i couldn't care less cause i thought that was all bullshit & i fcuking trust u . but u .. believing all this shit, u dont even trust me, even though u said u do . i thought u were the best . sigh .. ive been avoiding u since people said u were avoiding me . do u know, ur pressuring me ? do u ? sometimes, i just regret coming to u as a friend . if only i knew this would happen . im sorry girl, ur not my friend . ur no longer my friend .Labels: this is for u
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Written on Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 10:35 AM
well, i find it easier to reply her here . so, READ .
noura .. first of all . ur not a burden . seriously . it just annoys people when u start saying all those stuff . da mcm terrorists tau tak ? u may be wondering why u get answers like these . well, u've got the answer . why ask ? its just that . u look at people more than u look at urself . sometimes i think that ur teaching others but not urself . i know, u'll deny . but think . u think they're siding u .. they as in our friends . they just dont wanna hurt u .
the reason why i became so mean is because .. if im not gonna be straight forward then, who else ? our friends aint that straight forward dont u think ? i became mean because of them .. well, yes . i've been complaining about u to them A LOT . they say .. confront her laa confront her . fyi, i have tried that a lot of times . takkan pasal lelaki kau nak attitude ni macam ? i dont wanna say what they say about u . it'll just hurt u . all i know is that, most of them think the same way i think about u .
well yeah, as a friend, u said u've been patient . but, HELL NO . ur not being patient . are u tryna' say that we will be friends only till sec 5 ? fine, u want it . u'll get it . all i wanna say now is that, treasure and bear this moment a lot . because ur gonna get the worst of me sooner or later .
i will show u all my colours if u want . this is just the beggining . but im not tryna say im bad . its just u dont know me well enough . sometimes i think adie knows me better . now, why did i say ur not patient enough ? u said .. SHE DOESN'T SEEM TO REALISE . im sorry, but fuck . u don't know how many sleepless nights i have went through just to be like how we were last time . u dont know . no one knows . so, what the fcuking shit are u tryna say ? by u saying she doesn't seem to realise is like u tryna say, " she's not gonna change . " how do u know ? well, im gonna die soon . yeah ? u dont know what ive been doing at home now . im like, anti-guys right now . u dont know a single shit .
well good, u realise it . u realise im tryna avoid u . congrats . u know what ? u are one ms i-know-everything . what can i say ? ugh . but.. do u know why im tryna avoid u ? do u ? if u think its because of sweet talker motha fcukers .. ur hell wrong . it aint because of them . unfortunately, its because of u, girl . u said, u were very dissapointed to hear bad things i said about u ? do u think ima doll ? ive been hearing bad stuffs u said about me too . & guess what ? i couldn't care less cause i thought that was all bullshit & i fcuking trust u . but u .. believing all this shit, u dont even trust me, even though u said u do . i thought u were the best . sigh .. ive been avoiding u since people said u were avoiding me . do u know, ur pressuring me ? do u ? sometimes, i just regret coming to u as a friend . if only i knew this would happen . im sorry girl, ur not my friend . ur no longer my friend .Labels: this is for u
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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