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Written on Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 2:46 AM
 hello people, today's horrible. i got into a fight during recess. & almost everyone in the school hear me shout. even i am shocked. i didn't know i was shouting so loudly. everybody looked. but, i was to angry to even bother. boyfee was there to calm me down. gretchen too. thanks.
i appreciate those who support me. & i think they are the 2N1 chinese people. really. ain't joking around. i feel lazy to say whatever i did today. after school, went to macs to eat. then around 2.50pm, we went back to school for malay dance. finished at 5.30+pm. im sorry i didn't call you boyfee. i was having a heavy headache. the dance includes turning around like a spinning top (: but i liked the dance. it was a mixture of the different culture for national day. there was, indian, chinese & malay dance in it. but all performed by the malay dancers. yay us!
really, i've got nothing to say. reached home at 6. less than 5 mins, tutor came. so, theres no rest in between. after that, did homework & fell asleep. wanted to call boyfee but having headahe. as i have mentioned earlier. when i checked my phone, an unknown number called me 8 times, followed by ________. guess. i can't tell. because if i do, there will be misunderstandings.
ade ke u call me sombong? eh hello. u more sombong ok. ahaaa. sorry didnt pick up or reply. was sleeping uh. next time next time.
got four messages. 2 from boyfee. one from singtel. another one from _______. its the same person. i wont tell you the gender, i wont tell u the name. because its all not for you to know. hhes. ok, i think im done. but i have a message for adilah.
adilah, aku bukan nk besarbesarkan hal ni. but the way u react, it makes me fed up. da lame aku simpan & bersabar terhadap kau. tpi, kalau kau continue. i dont think i can stand it anymore. what the hell for? have i ever, in your life, in my life, maki kau? pernah? the most u can say is, stop. or maybe just make a small argument. tdi, aku memang tk berniat nk tengking kau. tapi, aku tanye kau skg. sape yg tinggitinggi kan badan? sape yg step big fcuk? kau kan? serious shit man. i was damn keeping it low, when u start to raise your voice little by little. so, i start the ball rolling uh. since u want it that way. kau ckp, kau tk goyang, tk gerak whatsoever shit laa ehh. abe aku ni takot uh kirekan? da uh. stop it uh. nk masok kan makbapak sume tk perlu uh. bukan aku takot uh. tapi, if u were to report about it, its all u fault. because i have never insulted u before. in fact, aku nk lebih rapat dengan kau so aku boleh tlg kau. think uh before kau marah. kau pikir time tu aku tk marah pe bile kau simbah air? aku marah siol. kau sabar je. aku tau kalau aku mrh, aku spoil the fun. aku play along sia. abe kau? ade? kau ckp je kau basahkan rambot aku je. aku tau laa mane kau simbah. badan aku pee. come on uh, kau da sec 2 siol. same same sec 2. umor same pee? nk step tuk pe kan? gado pon, nak complain. ape lagi? bile kau da besar, kau da kahwin, da ade anak. anak kau buat hal, kau complain mak bapak kau? lau laki kau tengking kau nk complain? irritating sia. ur parents cant be there for u 24/7. why can't u be independent & stand up for yourself? asal mesti, ade problem, cnfm mak bapak kau ade. kalau gitu, aku pon oleh. aku tkkn slow talk sia dgn kau lau memang aku nk pggl makbapak aku. aku tros pggl drg turon sia gitu. so, please ehh. nk marah marah. tpi, ingat. there's a limit to everything. & without u realising it, u have gone across mine.
salam sayang,
illa ♥
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Written on Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 2:46 AM
hello people, today's horrible. i got into a fight during recess. & almost everyone in the school hear me shout. even i am shocked. i didn't know i was shouting so loudly. everybody looked. but, i was to angry to even bother. boyfee was there to calm me down. gretchen too. thanks.
i appreciate those who support me. & i think they are the 2N1 chinese people. really. ain't joking around. i feel lazy to say whatever i did today. after school, went to macs to eat. then around 2.50pm, we went back to school for malay dance. finished at 5.30+pm. im sorry i didn't call you boyfee. i was having a heavy headache. the dance includes turning around like a spinning top (: but i liked the dance. it was a mixture of the different culture for national day. there was, indian, chinese & malay dance in it. but all performed by the malay dancers. yay us!
really, i've got nothing to say. reached home at 6. less than 5 mins, tutor came. so, theres no rest in between. after that, did homework & fell asleep. wanted to call boyfee but having headahe. as i have mentioned earlier. when i checked my phone, an unknown number called me 8 times, followed by ________. guess. i can't tell. because if i do, there will be misunderstandings.
ade ke u call me sombong? eh hello. u more sombong ok. ahaaa. sorry didnt pick up or reply. was sleeping uh. next time next time.
got four messages. 2 from boyfee. one from singtel. another one from _______. its the same person. i wont tell you the gender, i wont tell u the name. because its all not for you to know. hhes. ok, i think im done. but i have a message for adilah.
adilah, aku bukan nk besarbesarkan hal ni. but the way u react, it makes me fed up. da lame aku simpan & bersabar terhadap kau. tpi, kalau kau continue. i dont think i can stand it anymore. what the hell for? have i ever, in your life, in my life, maki kau? pernah? the most u can say is, stop. or maybe just make a small argument. tdi, aku memang tk berniat nk tengking kau. tapi, aku tanye kau skg. sape yg tinggitinggi kan badan? sape yg step big fcuk? kau kan? serious shit man. i was damn keeping it low, when u start to raise your voice little by little. so, i start the ball rolling uh. since u want it that way. kau ckp, kau tk goyang, tk gerak whatsoever shit laa ehh. abe aku ni takot uh kirekan? da uh. stop it uh. nk masok kan makbapak sume tk perlu uh. bukan aku takot uh. tapi, if u were to report about it, its all u fault. because i have never insulted u before. in fact, aku nk lebih rapat dengan kau so aku boleh tlg kau. think uh before kau marah. kau pikir time tu aku tk marah pe bile kau simbah air? aku marah siol. kau sabar je. aku tau kalau aku mrh, aku spoil the fun. aku play along sia. abe kau? ade? kau ckp je kau basahkan rambot aku je. aku tau laa mane kau simbah. badan aku pee. come on uh, kau da sec 2 siol. same same sec 2. umor same pee? nk step tuk pe kan? gado pon, nak complain. ape lagi? bile kau da besar, kau da kahwin, da ade anak. anak kau buat hal, kau complain mak bapak kau? lau laki kau tengking kau nk complain? irritating sia. ur parents cant be there for u 24/7. why can't u be independent & stand up for yourself? asal mesti, ade problem, cnfm mak bapak kau ade. kalau gitu, aku pon oleh. aku tkkn slow talk sia dgn kau lau memang aku nk pggl makbapak aku. aku tros pggl drg turon sia gitu. so, please ehh. nk marah marah. tpi, ingat. there's a limit to everything. & without u realising it, u have gone across mine.
salam sayang,
illa ♥
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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hello people, today's horrible. i got into a fight during recess. & almost everyone in the school hear me shout. even i am shocked. i didn't know i was shouting so loudly. everybody looked. but, i was to angry to even bother. boyfee was there to calm me down. gretchen too. thanks.