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Story About Friends Dailies Chat

Written on Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 6:34 PM

DEAD BLOG! DEAD BLOG ALERTT!~ heh. im sorry. so so sorry for not even posting! blog readers, im really sorry. you know whaaat? not only my blog's dead. even IM dead. damn it. im super fcuked up. mind my language. this is all because of !@#$%^*

you seee. ughhh. i am so so STRESSED. whats happening?! stressed on two things. one, _______. two, KAK FEE! omg, whats happening to me & kak fee sial? we are drifting apart. i realise that since i got into a relationship with syazwan, we drifted. after i broke up, we drifted even more apart! shit man. she's the only godsister who understands me insideout. & sooner or later, i am going to lose her? not literally lose her, duh. for goodness' sake, what's happening to the world?? even sister said me & fee ain't close anymore. we have not been paying attention to each other that much. all because of MALAY DANCE. because of this, i really feel like quiting. if its not because of this CCA im having, i wouldn't have drifted apart from kak fee because im too busy with my CCA that i have no time to even hang out with her! all i have to say is, kak fee, if u ever have any grudeges or ur not happy, please.. CONFRONT. im sick. pfft.

another thing is.. TOO PERSONAL. i just wished i could tell. but i cant. if that person happen to be reading this. i would just like to say,

I AM REALLY SORRY.
BUT I SWEAR I DIDN'T LIE & TOY YOU AROUND
I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
I REALLY REGRETED. I PROMISE YOU,
I WON'T EVER LIE TO YOU ANYMORE.
JUST ONE MORE CHANCE. & I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG.
THIS IS ALL A MISUNDERSTANDING, I SWEAR.

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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist. Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan." I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited. I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5. Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine. I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time. Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever. The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D

My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more! When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public. I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd. I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh. I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body. Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts. I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.

I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right? I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool. My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt. Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.

Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.

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