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Written on Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 9:54 PM
For a moment, I just stared at her. I got panicked. Tears rushed down my cheeks as I watched her bleeding profusely. I don't want her to go. I loved her so much. I felt so guilty because I was the only one who witnessed everything.
She fell & hit her head hard on the wall. As her skull wasn't hard & strong enough, it started bleeding. She cried in pain. I was still busy using the computer. I thought she was talking to herself like she always did. But when I turned to check on her, her head was already covered in blood. I quickly told A'isyah to call ibu & nenek to come in the room. Then, I felt more guilty when they started to cry. Her head couldn't stop bleeding. It was scary.
I then imagined. What if I didn't even turn back & assume that she was talking to herself like usual & thinks everything is fine? She would have fainted, which would be more worse or maybe died. I really felt so wrong. If I had told them earlier, it wouldn't be this bad. Right? I quickly set up the wheelchair while ibu used a towel to put pressure on the bleeding wound and ayah carried her to the wheelchair.
Inside the car, ibu was already cursing other drivers to move faster. She cried even more each time my great granny told her how painful it was. Then, I cried - again. I felt so bad. I hugged her tightly & said, "Nyang, be strong. You are a strong lady. You know that." In malay.
Once we reached Changi General Hospital, I quickly got off the car & shouted for a nurse. Fortunately, the Ambulance was there. They helped great granny into the hospital. You couldn't imagine how bad it was. Everyone was crying. Except for ayah.
Now, I'm in my school uniform, at home. Waiting for my granddad & grandma to finish eating. Well, I guess I have to go & change into home clothes now.
I hope everything goes fine. Please don't go, Nyang. I love you so much.
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Written on Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 9:54 PM
For a moment, I just stared at her. I got panicked. Tears rushed down my cheeks as I watched her bleeding profusely. I don't want her to go. I loved her so much. I felt so guilty because I was the only one who witnessed everything.
She fell & hit her head hard on the wall. As her skull wasn't hard & strong enough, it started bleeding. She cried in pain. I was still busy using the computer. I thought she was talking to herself like she always did. But when I turned to check on her, her head was already covered in blood. I quickly told A'isyah to call ibu & nenek to come in the room. Then, I felt more guilty when they started to cry. Her head couldn't stop bleeding. It was scary.
I then imagined. What if I didn't even turn back & assume that she was talking to herself like usual & thinks everything is fine? She would have fainted, which would be more worse or maybe died. I really felt so wrong. If I had told them earlier, it wouldn't be this bad. Right? I quickly set up the wheelchair while ibu used a towel to put pressure on the bleeding wound and ayah carried her to the wheelchair.
Inside the car, ibu was already cursing other drivers to move faster. She cried even more each time my great granny told her how painful it was. Then, I cried - again. I felt so bad. I hugged her tightly & said, "Nyang, be strong. You are a strong lady. You know that." In malay.
Once we reached Changi General Hospital, I quickly got off the car & shouted for a nurse. Fortunately, the Ambulance was there. They helped great granny into the hospital. You couldn't imagine how bad it was. Everyone was crying. Except for ayah.
Now, I'm in my school uniform, at home. Waiting for my granddad & grandma to finish eating. Well, I guess I have to go & change into home clothes now.
I hope everything goes fine. Please don't go, Nyang. I love you so much.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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