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Written on Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 2:52 PM
heeys . ystd, went to vivo . was calming . i loved it . first, we went banquet with cousin and family . ate a lot siakk . bloated gila . then, go to toilet to accompany adeq sedare while her parents went to the candy empire to buy hanuta and something else . the lovely part was when we went to the water place . heehs . go up the stairs so penat . then choose a spot to sit and then can play with the water . while choosing, we saw a lot of maksiat happenings . haha . one of them was from ev . no es . heehs . baik pe kann . kidding (:
all the little ones . they went to play with the water . so, i decided to join and have fun when aidil called . so i picked up . he asked if i was sedih . he totally reminded me about the break up . then my mood hilang . ugh . but, i just continued . and a while later, i got the mood back . then, we splash water here and there when we saw this little chinese jepun-like girl terjatuh . so, i came to help . then, she complained to me that her knees pain . so i asked her wheres he mummy . then she pointed to her mummy . i tried to bring her to her mum but she dont want to . heehs . baek kan illa ? well, not long .
then, after some time, i got tired and sit beside kak inna . i listened to some songs . and most of the songs reminded me of him . eg, no one, sorry, blame it on me and others .. well, i got upset . but i just looked down and forced myself not to cry . ok, it was so EMO . EMO, ok ? well, sekali sekala berEMO . haha . then we hear lagu ketahuan . all of us sang together . ahaa . kak inna got maluu . after that, continued to hear some more songs . until .. i tertdo . gila siakk . tertdo tauu ? haha . but not for long laa . then, woke up, play with the water for a few minutes then went off . we went to vivo mart before that . i waited outside with a'isyah . then. she wanted to go toilet . again . so, i teman her . in the toilet, i looked at myself in the mirror and found out my eyes was red . not soar eyes, but red . very red . macam nangis darah . terkejut kejap, siakk . i didnt believe . then, a'isyah went out and i asked her . she said it was red but i thought she was joking . when we went out of the toilet, i saw kak inna . so, i asked . haha . it was red ! haha . very red . must i repeat ? haha . i became drunk again . second time bodoh . i was mumbling to myself all the way . aunt saw my eyes and asked me, " you didn't sleep the whole night ystd . did you ? " i smiled . it was true . what to do . the day when i break up . sape seyy boleh tdo . well, some girls do . haii .. they can plan to go TM mac some more . bodoh, penat siak . at mac, i slept . believe it or not . i know, memalukan . but i couldnt help it . my eyes was red . i have to do something about it . while going home, i slept again . at home, I SLEPT AGAIN . woww . lama kan ? haha . 11 plus balik . from 5 to 11 . lama oi . ok, then the story ended .
to hakeem, hello . nehh ~ u dont suck . i suck . if its not because of my stupidity, this wouldnt happen . really . if i had told u he called me and asked u nicely . nth like this would happen . and yeahh, i did keep it once . but threw it away already . u made me cry . woww . i mean, when i read ur blog .. i cried . ugh . that sucks . i cried . OMG . i feel like jiwa lembek . heehs . and, is this the way we communicate ? because, if it is, it sucks . ugh . boring tau . well, i promised myself i wont have anymore bfs . so yeah . no more . and, i am moving on . without being attached . heehs . im happy u wont hurt other girls . thanks . but really, if u feel like scolding me, go ahead . dont make haikal bogel . haha . shhh .. gurau aje . i wanna ask u, do you care about me ? aidil said you dont . i dont believe but, it happened when i was hearing songs . he msged me saying u dnt care about me . but, if you dont . its okaay . i understand . i mean, whats the need to care about me when im not even ur girlfriend, right ? anw, nak kpo sikit . aidil pernah stead ngan akak jannah ehh ? heehs . sebok laa me . u dont carik pasal with pompan lain laa . later they call u names u mengamok . haahs . k laa . i wanna watch tv . rmbr, dont be enemies . talk . i dont like being enemies with my ex . i'll get frustrated . especially when i lost contact . ok, thats all . and i will take care of myself . but, u have to take care of urself too, ok ? bye ..Labels: at least u read (:
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Written on Thursday, December 20, 2007 @ 2:52 PM
heeys . ystd, went to vivo . was calming . i loved it . first, we went banquet with cousin and family . ate a lot siakk . bloated gila . then, go to toilet to accompany adeq sedare while her parents went to the candy empire to buy hanuta and something else . the lovely part was when we went to the water place . heehs . go up the stairs so penat . then choose a spot to sit and then can play with the water . while choosing, we saw a lot of maksiat happenings . haha . one of them was from ev . no es . heehs . baik pe kann . kidding (:
all the little ones . they went to play with the water . so, i decided to join and have fun when aidil called . so i picked up . he asked if i was sedih . he totally reminded me about the break up . then my mood hilang . ugh . but, i just continued . and a while later, i got the mood back . then, we splash water here and there when we saw this little chinese jepun-like girl terjatuh . so, i came to help . then, she complained to me that her knees pain . so i asked her wheres he mummy . then she pointed to her mummy . i tried to bring her to her mum but she dont want to . heehs . baek kan illa ? well, not long .
then, after some time, i got tired and sit beside kak inna . i listened to some songs . and most of the songs reminded me of him . eg, no one, sorry, blame it on me and others .. well, i got upset . but i just looked down and forced myself not to cry . ok, it was so EMO . EMO, ok ? well, sekali sekala berEMO . haha . then we hear lagu ketahuan . all of us sang together . ahaa . kak inna got maluu . after that, continued to hear some more songs . until .. i tertdo . gila siakk . tertdo tauu ? haha . but not for long laa . then, woke up, play with the water for a few minutes then went off . we went to vivo mart before that . i waited outside with a'isyah . then. she wanted to go toilet . again . so, i teman her . in the toilet, i looked at myself in the mirror and found out my eyes was red . not soar eyes, but red . very red . macam nangis darah . terkejut kejap, siakk . i didnt believe . then, a'isyah went out and i asked her . she said it was red but i thought she was joking . when we went out of the toilet, i saw kak inna . so, i asked . haha . it was red ! haha . very red . must i repeat ? haha . i became drunk again . second time bodoh . i was mumbling to myself all the way . aunt saw my eyes and asked me, " you didn't sleep the whole night ystd . did you ? " i smiled . it was true . what to do . the day when i break up . sape seyy boleh tdo . well, some girls do . haii .. they can plan to go TM mac some more . bodoh, penat siak . at mac, i slept . believe it or not . i know, memalukan . but i couldnt help it . my eyes was red . i have to do something about it . while going home, i slept again . at home, I SLEPT AGAIN . woww . lama kan ? haha . 11 plus balik . from 5 to 11 . lama oi . ok, then the story ended .
to hakeem, hello . nehh ~ u dont suck . i suck . if its not because of my stupidity, this wouldnt happen . really . if i had told u he called me and asked u nicely . nth like this would happen . and yeahh, i did keep it once . but threw it away already . u made me cry . woww . i mean, when i read ur blog .. i cried . ugh . that sucks . i cried . OMG . i feel like jiwa lembek . heehs . and, is this the way we communicate ? because, if it is, it sucks . ugh . boring tau . well, i promised myself i wont have anymore bfs . so yeah . no more . and, i am moving on . without being attached . heehs . im happy u wont hurt other girls . thanks . but really, if u feel like scolding me, go ahead . dont make haikal bogel . haha . shhh .. gurau aje . i wanna ask u, do you care about me ? aidil said you dont . i dont believe but, it happened when i was hearing songs . he msged me saying u dnt care about me . but, if you dont . its okaay . i understand . i mean, whats the need to care about me when im not even ur girlfriend, right ? anw, nak kpo sikit . aidil pernah stead ngan akak jannah ehh ? heehs . sebok laa me . u dont carik pasal with pompan lain laa . later they call u names u mengamok . haahs . k laa . i wanna watch tv . rmbr, dont be enemies . talk . i dont like being enemies with my ex . i'll get frustrated . especially when i lost contact . ok, thats all . and i will take care of myself . but, u have to take care of urself too, ok ? bye ..Labels: at least u read (:
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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