problem & make it big ! i dont wanna fight with hakeem . & now, he's like scolding me . then,

when are we gonna stop fighting for heavens' sake ?! omg . only Allah knows . even if he dislikes

me, maybe . he should just back off & ignore me dont u think ? ugh . tell u what .. i love hakeem, i

love nazrah, i love aidil, i love noura & i love yanti . alot ! i can swear ! okaaaay ? u are all like the

best !



if i ever fight with any of u .. i think that would be hurting enough . i wont go over it . because u

are all my outside-family-loved-ones . before & after i was with hakeem, i really didn't know how
to tell him i dont wanna fight . until now . i have been thinking of a solution to this problem . but

this problem doesnt seem to have any ! & noura .. its the same thing . now, we are happy . later,

what else ? another fight . i can't stand fights . i am not strong . i am not a strong girl . i may be

hyper, cheerful, happy-go-lucky in the outside . but seriously, never in the inside . people say ..

emo shit, emo sucks, emo fcuk . well, i have ever said that to people . but guys, i dont mean it ! it

was meant to be a joke . if u see, each and every human beings ( even animals ) they have a little

emo-ness in them . then, if they dont .. why can they feel sad ? why can they feel lost, hurt,

angry, depress, lonely ? how ? why ? isnt that emotionals ? & why people do emoticons ? isnt

there the word EMO there ? i find this super not logic ! i have said what i wanted to say to hakeem & noura .



so far, i have not fought with aidil . & i am not waiting for the moment to come . i hope it wont .

please . i just finished "fighting" with hakeem last few days . & now, it happened again . how

idiotic is that ? i mean, not him . but me . why must people always feel that im a troubled girl ? as

in .. i am always the trouble . he said lepaskan .. lepaskan what ? the problem or our friendship ?

only some people know my feelings . soome people . i know hakeem is also hurt . but do u think

he should have go on when i said suke hati & stop it ? i think he should . i really wanted to calm

him down . but, dont know how . nnti nabihah pikir aku flirt pulak . lagi big problem . if it is

possible, which i think it is .. i want them to have an everlasting relationship . same to nazrah &

aidil . if one by one, each day i lose hope or maybe them .. i think im useless in these world . we

are not meant to be strangers . we are meant to be friends . thats why i hate anti-socials . if i

can, i would socialise with each & everyone . im out of words . even crying wont help . i

dont know why tears are made . they are useless . idk why i cried over such things .

problem & make it big ! i dont wanna fight with hakeem . & now, he's like scolding me . then,

when are we gonna stop fighting for heavens' sake ?! omg . only Allah knows . even if he dislikes

me, maybe . he should just back off & ignore me dont u think ? ugh . tell u what .. i love hakeem, i

love nazrah, i love aidil, i love noura & i love yanti . alot ! i can swear ! okaaaay ? u are all like the

best !



if i ever fight with any of u .. i think that would be hurting enough . i wont go over it . because u

are all my outside-family-loved-ones . before & after i was with hakeem, i really didn't know how
to tell him i dont wanna fight . until now . i have been thinking of a solution to this problem . but

this problem doesnt seem to have any ! & noura .. its the same thing . now, we are happy . later,

what else ? another fight . i can't stand fights . i am not strong . i am not a strong girl . i may be

hyper, cheerful, happy-go-lucky in the outside . but seriously, never in the inside . people say ..

emo shit, emo sucks, emo fcuk . well, i have ever said that to people . but guys, i dont mean it ! it

was meant to be a joke . if u see, each and every human beings ( even animals ) they have a little

emo-ness in them . then, if they dont .. why can they feel sad ? why can they feel lost, hurt,

angry, depress, lonely ? how ? why ? isnt that emotionals ? & why people do emoticons ? isnt

there the word EMO there ? i find this super not logic ! i have said what i wanted to say to hakeem & noura .



so far, i have not fought with aidil . & i am not waiting for the moment to come . i hope it wont .

please . i just finished "fighting" with hakeem last few days . & now, it happened again . how

idiotic is that ? i mean, not him . but me . why must people always feel that im a troubled girl ? as

in .. i am always the trouble . he said lepaskan .. lepaskan what ? the problem or our friendship ?

only some people know my feelings . soome people . i know hakeem is also hurt . but do u think

he should have go on when i said suke hati & stop it ? i think he should . i really wanted to calm

him down . but, dont know how . nnti nabihah pikir aku flirt pulak . lagi big problem . if it is

possible, which i think it is .. i want them to have an everlasting relationship . same to nazrah &

aidil . if one by one, each day i lose hope or maybe them .. i think im useless in these world . we

are not meant to be strangers . we are meant to be friends . thats why i hate anti-socials . if i

can, i would socialise with each & everyone . im out of words . even crying wont help . i

dont know why tears are made . they are useless . idk why i cried over such things .