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Written on Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 2:25 AM
Firstly, Happy Fasting to all Muslims. [=
& I have a message for a fellow mate of mine.
Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them or last talked to them. It's about that very moment when you are doing something, you just feel like having them right beside you, with you. I realised that I have adopted this feeling towards you. & this feeling have been blooming for the past few days. Maybe weeks. Everything I do, I would always think of you. But you don't seem to be missing me too. You seem to be enjoying your every breath without me. Boy, I want to be the girl you are afraid to lose. The one where you can't walk away from knowing that I'm mad without even asking. The one you can't sleep without hearing the word, "goodnight". The voice being the last one to be heard. The one you can't live without. Everytime we talked, you unconsciously gave me hope. You made me wait. You asked me to wait. Is this what I get in return? When I have a boyfriend & you get all mad? Boy, I am head over heels for you. Why can't you see that? Even though I didn't express it, can't you at least see a little of love & care? I cannot & I repeat, cannot love anybody else like how i loved you. & let's start with the fact, that you are so amazing. That girl you loved, what does she have that I don't? What made you love her more & more each day when I remembered you saying, "I was dared to be with her". You make my world so beautiful just by living in it. We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. Have you ever wondered why we were given only one heart? Because the other one was given to someone for us to find. & here, I thought I found mine. That girl you loved, wasn't she the one you always said, "I don't wanna be with her". & get all mad about? I don't care if you win. Call me a loser, I don't mind. If you love someone, you would surely be happy to see him happy. I want you to lead a happy life. Love her all you want. So, from now onwards. We go our different ways. I'm backing off. I am sick & tired of being jealous. Jealousy really kills. & it hurts more than being stabbed. I just want you to know, I have loved you & only you from the start so sincerely that no one can ever replace you. Baby, you are irreplaceable. ♥
It ends here.
9 October 2007 - 2 September 2008
I will not say out the name. Figure it out yourself. & if you know it is you, good for you. & Happy birthday to Shah Effah Ezzatee. May all your wishes come true & all the best for EOY & other upcoming events. Hope you will succeed in life babe. Labels: i wish its not the last time
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Written on Tuesday, September 2, 2008 @ 2:25 AM
Firstly, Happy Fasting to all Muslims. [=
& I have a message for a fellow mate of mine.
Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them or last talked to them. It's about that very moment when you are doing something, you just feel like having them right beside you, with you. I realised that I have adopted this feeling towards you. & this feeling have been blooming for the past few days. Maybe weeks. Everything I do, I would always think of you. But you don't seem to be missing me too. You seem to be enjoying your every breath without me. Boy, I want to be the girl you are afraid to lose. The one where you can't walk away from knowing that I'm mad without even asking. The one you can't sleep without hearing the word, "goodnight". The voice being the last one to be heard. The one you can't live without. Everytime we talked, you unconsciously gave me hope. You made me wait. You asked me to wait. Is this what I get in return? When I have a boyfriend & you get all mad? Boy, I am head over heels for you. Why can't you see that? Even though I didn't express it, can't you at least see a little of love & care? I cannot & I repeat, cannot love anybody else like how i loved you. & let's start with the fact, that you are so amazing. That girl you loved, what does she have that I don't? What made you love her more & more each day when I remembered you saying, "I was dared to be with her". You make my world so beautiful just by living in it. We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. Have you ever wondered why we were given only one heart? Because the other one was given to someone for us to find. & here, I thought I found mine. That girl you loved, wasn't she the one you always said, "I don't wanna be with her". & get all mad about? I don't care if you win. Call me a loser, I don't mind. If you love someone, you would surely be happy to see him happy. I want you to lead a happy life. Love her all you want. So, from now onwards. We go our different ways. I'm backing off. I am sick & tired of being jealous. Jealousy really kills. & it hurts more than being stabbed. I just want you to know, I have loved you & only you from the start so sincerely that no one can ever replace you. Baby, you are irreplaceable. ♥
It ends here.
9 October 2007 - 2 September 2008
I will not say out the name. Figure it out yourself. & if you know it is you, good for you. & Happy birthday to Shah Effah Ezzatee. May all your wishes come true & all the best for EOY & other upcoming events. Hope you will succeed in life babe. Labels: i wish its not the last time
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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