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Written on Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 12:14 AM
After confessing to each other last night, 6 May 2009 at 11:11PM, we felt totally relieved. At the same time, we were feeling fucking nervous. I was like, "Damn it, how am I gonna face him tomorrow?" And he was like, "Kay, honestly I don't know how to look at you tomorrow. I'll faint for sure. Damn."
He almost didn't come to school today because he don't want me to be shy. Haha. Stupid reason. When he came to school, I can feel the awkwardness. I swear man. My cheeks started to blush. My hands started to sweat like fuck. And I got butterflies in my stomach.
Kay, we didn't talk to each other like how we used to. Seriously. That's the sad part. But the good thing is that it is reasonable. I can't even talk to him! I don't know why. Haha. But I still got my pooh ^^ Thank you gemooookkkkkk !~
During break, Marissa and I stayed in class. Then suddenly, I felt the urge to flip through his foolscap. And I read. It was so sad I tell you. It makes me feel guilty for not talking to him. He thinks I hate him. He thinks he ruined my life. He thinks I'm sad about this. And he thinks I am not going out with him on his birthday. Marissa, always being the sweet one, told me to write him a letter. So, she assisted me when I wrote it. Heh. Illa, your so pathetic.
When he read the letter, I can see he felt even more shy. So, I felt twice as shy. Fool. Haha. Then, I received a text from him. He didn't admit it was him who wrote it. When he knows I recognised his handwriting & language so well. Don't lie to me. I know your face when you are about to lie. Okay? Good. (:
That's one advantage of falling in like with your bestfriend. You know too much about each other, you can't lie. Haha. Too bad.
Towards the end, we finally talked like normal bestfriends. Haha. And, I will go out with you for your birthday. But if I have a last minute cancellation, I promise, I'll make it up for you.
Chiows~
Xoxo.
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Written on Friday, May 8, 2009 @ 12:14 AM
After confessing to each other last night, 6 May 2009 at 11:11PM, we felt totally relieved. At the same time, we were feeling fucking nervous. I was like, "Damn it, how am I gonna face him tomorrow?" And he was like, "Kay, honestly I don't know how to look at you tomorrow. I'll faint for sure. Damn."
He almost didn't come to school today because he don't want me to be shy. Haha. Stupid reason. When he came to school, I can feel the awkwardness. I swear man. My cheeks started to blush. My hands started to sweat like fuck. And I got butterflies in my stomach.
Kay, we didn't talk to each other like how we used to. Seriously. That's the sad part. But the good thing is that it is reasonable. I can't even talk to him! I don't know why. Haha. But I still got my pooh ^^ Thank you gemooookkkkkk !~
During break, Marissa and I stayed in class. Then suddenly, I felt the urge to flip through his foolscap. And I read. It was so sad I tell you. It makes me feel guilty for not talking to him. He thinks I hate him. He thinks he ruined my life. He thinks I'm sad about this. And he thinks I am not going out with him on his birthday. Marissa, always being the sweet one, told me to write him a letter. So, she assisted me when I wrote it. Heh. Illa, your so pathetic.
When he read the letter, I can see he felt even more shy. So, I felt twice as shy. Fool. Haha. Then, I received a text from him. He didn't admit it was him who wrote it. When he knows I recognised his handwriting & language so well. Don't lie to me. I know your face when you are about to lie. Okay? Good. (:
That's one advantage of falling in like with your bestfriend. You know too much about each other, you can't lie. Haha. Too bad.
Towards the end, we finally talked like normal bestfriends. Haha. And, I will go out with you for your birthday. But if I have a last minute cancellation, I promise, I'll make it up for you.
Chiows~
Xoxo.
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Soulmate?
Rush? Sort of.
HA HA. LAME? HA HA. NOT ME.
When you get so fucked up..
Right Round
I feel like screaming!
From the bottom of my heart
It looks long, but it's actually a short post. Rea...
I'm telling the truth.
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