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Written on Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
It is confirmed. The answer came right out of his own mouth, straight to my face. I heard everything clearly. And there's nothing else I could do but to try to move on. I need help, I don't know how to go on. He's everything I ever wanted.
No more tears are left for me to cry. I have cried enough. And I deserve to cry, don't I? I totally abused his trust last time. It's a lesson for me to learn. But to accept the fact that he is with someone new and replacing you, it is so heart piercing. I keep on imagining him hugging her the way he hugged me and all. Even now, my heart's sinking trying to explain.
That's it. I need some cheering up. Anyone? (:
Next Saturday, there's a Chingay Fiesta @ Tampines and Purbanira Seni will be performing. Yan will attend her dikir while I go for SW practice first. After that, the plan goes like this: Yan and I will meet up at city hall around 4pm(?) and then we'll go to the venue. Wahh, busy eh kita. Rush sini, rush sana.
Anyways, thanks to Ms Dior. She should know for what laa ehh. Without her, I would have still be hanging out here hoping for a stray of hope to shine on me.
Today's ASp was dead boring. We talked, as usual, did a little of our work and since we're in an air-conditioned room, we slept. Haha. ASP ends at 4.30pm and we proceeded to our pre-heats. Which ended around 6plus? Yan lost her wallet and as a good amd caring sister (hehe), I accompanied her back home. We walked all the way from school to our respective apartment blocks.
That's about it. Sorry I didn't update for like ______ and yea, this is all I have. Not in such a great mood. Thanks to Acap Bestie for the cheering up too(:
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Written on Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 12:13 AM
It is confirmed. The answer came right out of his own mouth, straight to my face. I heard everything clearly. And there's nothing else I could do but to try to move on. I need help, I don't know how to go on. He's everything I ever wanted.
No more tears are left for me to cry. I have cried enough. And I deserve to cry, don't I? I totally abused his trust last time. It's a lesson for me to learn. But to accept the fact that he is with someone new and replacing you, it is so heart piercing. I keep on imagining him hugging her the way he hugged me and all. Even now, my heart's sinking trying to explain.
That's it. I need some cheering up. Anyone? (:
Next Saturday, there's a Chingay Fiesta @ Tampines and Purbanira Seni will be performing. Yan will attend her dikir while I go for SW practice first. After that, the plan goes like this: Yan and I will meet up at city hall around 4pm(?) and then we'll go to the venue. Wahh, busy eh kita. Rush sini, rush sana.
Anyways, thanks to Ms Dior. She should know for what laa ehh. Without her, I would have still be hanging out here hoping for a stray of hope to shine on me.
Today's ASp was dead boring. We talked, as usual, did a little of our work and since we're in an air-conditioned room, we slept. Haha. ASP ends at 4.30pm and we proceeded to our pre-heats. Which ended around 6plus? Yan lost her wallet and as a good amd caring sister (hehe), I accompanied her back home. We walked all the way from school to our respective apartment blocks.
That's about it. Sorry I didn't update for like ______ and yea, this is all I have. Not in such a great mood. Thanks to Acap Bestie for the cheering up too(:
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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Baby I am down down down down down
LUCKY I’M IN LOVE
It's always this late, right?
School sucks today
Again and again
I AM STILL AWAKE.
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It's fatiguing~
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