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Written on Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 2:39 AM
Okay so, I don't know what's up with me.
Last practice where it was held at somewhere full of hot guys, I was really attracted to one of them. So yeah, did the usual gossips with the girls and yes they agreed. Haha, I mean, I wasn't flirting or anything. I wasn't even making eye contact with him. It was just a normal crush. My eyecandy. But what happened next was totally unexpected.
Okay. We got there and it was raining heavily so we couldn't practice. And we sat there for so long until we decided to braid each other's hair. It was still raining. And I was shivering, trust me. Then suddenly, they said it's time for us to go home, so as we were walking out of the place, one of them stopped me. And that one of them happens to be my eyecandy! Cool shit right. Okay then, he asked me if we were heading home already and I said yeah. So he said, "If you're going home now then, can I have your number?" And I stared at him and he stared at me and I said, "erm.." and I walked away. It's as good as saying, "I'll pass."
Oh my god. So stupid of me right. But I guess I have my reasons. I mean, I've to look clean in front of some people or they'll start bitching about me right. It's not like I give a shit, but now it's not the right time to not give a shit. So in other words, yes, I do give a shit a little. Hah.
Okay, that's all that I wanna share with you. It's just so awesome. The feeling when you like that someone and they like you back. I feel lucky. And it feels damn good. But when I recall back on how I answered him, it was PURE BITCHY. And thanks to the two girls who made it obvious when we were going down the stairs and you girls were like, "Omg, Illa it's him! Omg. Go give your number!" And yeah, we made eye contact at last before we left. And some even waved us goodbye. But I pretended I see nothing (: see, I didn't flirt. Haha.
I'm done here. And by the way, to those who have my facebook, my status is changed to "in a relationship". It's just a joke, you guys. I never wanna be in a relationship ever again until after my N Levels. (:
Written on Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 11:47 AM
As you can see, I'm in a hurry. Kay fake. I have to finish my chores before I can go out. And despite that, I still can take the time to update my blog. Which is so dusty. I know. Waste time kan? Nevermind. My dear friends, school's resuming real soon. Boohoo! Actually, my update today is gonna be about this Princess. She's turned 14 today and she's as sweet as a lollipop! :D
Hey, Alysa. Smile always okay. And don't frown. Cause you never know who might fall for that smile of yours (: Hope you'll succeed in life and hope your wishes and dreams come true. Sayang you bebeh! ♥♥
 BIRTHDAY GIRL. (hope you're having fun on the cruise! and sorry if my gift is pathetic. hehe.)
Written on Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 2:11 AM
 I just want my life back! All.When I had love and freedom and attention all at once.
Written on Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 10:38 PM
"Yes, of course. He's the one who lifts me up when I'm down, give me a listening ear when I have no one to turn to, advice me when I needed some, pampers me with his drawings, entertain me when I can't sleep, "wipe" my tears when I cry. That's what I love about him. He's someone I can trust. SOMEONE WHO CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE. I swear."
"I miss you fetching me from home. I miss you holding my hand. I miss you giving me morning kisses every day. I miss going to school with you. I miss you pampering me. I miss you being concerned about me. I miss you trying to cheer me up no matter how sad I am. I miss you making me laugh. I miss your nonsense. I miss your eyes. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss being jealous. I miss your hugs and kisses. Most of all, I MISS YOU ____________"
8:59 PM
I own the best friends. I have the bitchiest enemies. I am blessed to have my family. But it is never complete, cause no one else in this planet Earth can have a place so big and spacious in my heart but you.
I know you know I'm referring to you.
Written on Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 1:00 AM
I want to go watch moviessss! I'm mad bored down here. SOS!
Written on Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 1:30 PM
'I love you You love me We're best friends like friends should be With a great big hug And a kiss from me to you Won't you say you love me too.'
- Barney and Friends
Written on Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 1:52 AM
 August, come fast! I can't wait. Hee.
Honestly, I'm feeling kind of down right now. Yesterday, was confession night, like I said. And today, they said nasty things to me. Okay not they. He. Like seriously, whenever did I give you hope? I'm not blaming anyone right now. But, have some heart man. I tried my best to not break your heart and at the same time not cheat on you, and I got this in return. Wow.
Whatever, I don't care. But I feel bad, though. He made me feel like a heartbreaker. Or am I? Sheesh. Still, there's always someone there to cheer me up. Though he didn't know if I was feeling okay or notThank you, Hazir Zakaria. Hahahaha! Chill dude, I'm not gonna help her. So don't hate me. Haha. And seriously, don't mooooove! D: Later I no friend. Then later I'll always be depressed at night. Lol, okay that's not true. I am gonna be okay. Just that it'll be better if you're there. Cause you're full of craaaaaps. Haha!
Okay besides that, I'm gonna stay up all night cause I'm afraid I can't wake up on time later. Habes aku kene sound dengan dher lagi. Count yourself lucky Hazir, no guy ever heard me doing that. And I'm sooo not gonna do that anymore. EMBARRASSING! Haha, okay.
That's all folks (:
Written on Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 2:04 AM
 So today, was totally full of surprises. No, it only happened when I wasn't bored. Ass right? Kay whatever. I'm drinking tea out of boredom. And maybe shock? Haha. Okay. So the surprise was someone confessed to me. No, make it two! Yes, two! Now I'm wondering, how the hell do they know I want a boyfriend? But naaaaah, I was just kidding bout that. Now's not a good time to have a boyfriend, frankly speaking. My friends and family are already enough :D
Currently having an awesome time chatting with sister. And chatting with confessor #1. HAHA. Does that word even exist? Okay, whatever. I want to have babies! :DDDDD
Yay yay! I've got fans. I've got fans! Omg, ew. I wonder how bitches feel proud to have many guy's eye's on them :/ so disgusting. I feel like a slut, if I were them. STOCK BUAT PAKAI KATEKANNN! HAHAH.
I'll post my conversation with sissy here soon. I think I wanna go chat LIVE with sister in the room. Hehe <3
Written on Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 11:37 PM
I AM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF YOU BOTHERING ME EVERY TIME.When can you ever leave me alone and give me some space at least?
I think a boyfriend would help me get you walking out of my life. But I don't want one.
Written on Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:34 PM
Life's been treating me kind lately. And I very much appreciate that. Especially knowing that I have my best buds and family by my side. Really, I enjoy every second of my life. Anyways, I'm truly sorry I didn't update much. For all I know, nobody reads it anymore. The. Dust. It's. Making. Me. Cough! *coughs*
Torture will end this coming Monday. Thank goodness! Have been attending intensive programs to prepare us for the coming preliminary examinations in Mid August? Yeah, study babe. Study.
Well, as you can see very clearly, I have nothing much to say. Yesterday, Marissa, Efan, Shafiqa and I slacked at Shafiqa's crib and watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S together. Good laugh babes/dude. And today, spent about a few hours at MacDonald's talking about supernatural stuffs. Until we realised today is the Thursday. And everybody knows what's the meaning behind it. But yeah. We were too engrossed in that topic that we finally decided to rent a Horror DVD and catch it at Shafiqa's.
I would rate Niyang Rapik 5/10. The ghosts were good and so is the sound effects. But it lacks suspense people! Suspenese is the most important factor in a horror movie. And besides, the climax wasn't really cool but they had a great twist in the end. Okay, I'm talking composition here using Social Studies' balanced conclusion. And.. today, I bought a really beautiful dress. To die for! Oh gosh. It's so pretty. So did Noura. Yeah.
Really, this feeling is so... indescribable. Now I just feel like growing up fast and at the same time, not to leave secondary school cause it's the best moment of your life. Even though how much you hate that person, eventually you'll realise, they were the ones who turn you to who you are now. Love them! :D And at the end of your secondary school life, walk up to them, shake hands or if you don't prioritize your ego, HUG THEM! They are the people who subconsciously stood up for you. Thank you so much God for rewarding me with this beautiful souls. My baby girls, drunken fruits and FAMILY! They are the best of the best. And girls, I promise you, we will stick together. Like glue. Like cement. We will be by each other. Through thick and thin. Up and down. Left and right. Front and back. Hehe. Yes, we will. And we will travel the world. And conquer every place we can :D
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Written on Friday, June 25, 2010 @ 2:39 AM
Okay so, I don't know what's up with me.
Last practice where it was held at somewhere full of hot guys, I was really attracted to one of them. So yeah, did the usual gossips with the girls and yes they agreed. Haha, I mean, I wasn't flirting or anything. I wasn't even making eye contact with him. It was just a normal crush. My eyecandy. But what happened next was totally unexpected.
Okay. We got there and it was raining heavily so we couldn't practice. And we sat there for so long until we decided to braid each other's hair. It was still raining. And I was shivering, trust me. Then suddenly, they said it's time for us to go home, so as we were walking out of the place, one of them stopped me. And that one of them happens to be my eyecandy! Cool shit right. Okay then, he asked me if we were heading home already and I said yeah. So he said, "If you're going home now then, can I have your number?" And I stared at him and he stared at me and I said, "erm.." and I walked away. It's as good as saying, "I'll pass."
Oh my god. So stupid of me right. But I guess I have my reasons. I mean, I've to look clean in front of some people or they'll start bitching about me right. It's not like I give a shit, but now it's not the right time to not give a shit. So in other words, yes, I do give a shit a little. Hah.
Okay, that's all that I wanna share with you. It's just so awesome. The feeling when you like that someone and they like you back. I feel lucky. And it feels damn good. But when I recall back on how I answered him, it was PURE BITCHY. And thanks to the two girls who made it obvious when we were going down the stairs and you girls were like, "Omg, Illa it's him! Omg. Go give your number!" And yeah, we made eye contact at last before we left. And some even waved us goodbye. But I pretended I see nothing (: see, I didn't flirt. Haha.
I'm done here. And by the way, to those who have my facebook, my status is changed to "in a relationship". It's just a joke, you guys. I never wanna be in a relationship ever again until after my N Levels. (:
Written on Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 11:47 AM
As you can see, I'm in a hurry. Kay fake. I have to finish my chores before I can go out. And despite that, I still can take the time to update my blog. Which is so dusty. I know. Waste time kan? Nevermind. My dear friends, school's resuming real soon. Boohoo! Actually, my update today is gonna be about this Princess. She's turned 14 today and she's as sweet as a lollipop! :D
Hey, Alysa. Smile always okay. And don't frown. Cause you never know who might fall for that smile of yours (: Hope you'll succeed in life and hope your wishes and dreams come true. Sayang you bebeh! ♥♥
BIRTHDAY GIRL. (hope you're having fun on the cruise! and sorry if my gift is pathetic. hehe.)
Written on Monday, June 21, 2010 @ 2:11 AM
I just want my life back! All.When I had love and freedom and attention all at once.
Written on Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 10:38 PM
"Yes, of course. He's the one who lifts me up when I'm down, give me a listening ear when I have no one to turn to, advice me when I needed some, pampers me with his drawings, entertain me when I can't sleep, "wipe" my tears when I cry. That's what I love about him. He's someone I can trust. SOMEONE WHO CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE. I swear."
"I miss you fetching me from home. I miss you holding my hand. I miss you giving me morning kisses every day. I miss going to school with you. I miss you pampering me. I miss you being concerned about me. I miss you trying to cheer me up no matter how sad I am. I miss you making me laugh. I miss your nonsense. I miss your eyes. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. I miss being jealous. I miss your hugs and kisses. Most of all, I MISS YOU ____________"
8:59 PM
I own the best friends. I have the bitchiest enemies. I am blessed to have my family. But it is never complete, cause no one else in this planet Earth can have a place so big and spacious in my heart but you.
I know you know I'm referring to you.
Written on Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 1:00 AM
I want to go watch moviessss! I'm mad bored down here. SOS!
Written on Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 1:30 PM
'I love you You love me We're best friends like friends should be With a great big hug And a kiss from me to you Won't you say you love me too.'
- Barney and Friends
Written on Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 1:52 AM
August, come fast! I can't wait. Hee.
Honestly, I'm feeling kind of down right now. Yesterday, was confession night, like I said. And today, they said nasty things to me. Okay not they. He. Like seriously, whenever did I give you hope? I'm not blaming anyone right now. But, have some heart man. I tried my best to not break your heart and at the same time not cheat on you, and I got this in return. Wow.
Whatever, I don't care. But I feel bad, though. He made me feel like a heartbreaker. Or am I? Sheesh. Still, there's always someone there to cheer me up. Though he didn't know if I was feeling okay or notThank you, Hazir Zakaria. Hahahaha! Chill dude, I'm not gonna help her. So don't hate me. Haha. And seriously, don't mooooove! D: Later I no friend. Then later I'll always be depressed at night. Lol, okay that's not true. I am gonna be okay. Just that it'll be better if you're there. Cause you're full of craaaaaps. Haha!
Okay besides that, I'm gonna stay up all night cause I'm afraid I can't wake up on time later. Habes aku kene sound dengan dher lagi. Count yourself lucky Hazir, no guy ever heard me doing that. And I'm sooo not gonna do that anymore. EMBARRASSING! Haha, okay.
That's all folks (:
Written on Wednesday, June 9, 2010 @ 2:04 AM
So today, was totally full of surprises. No, it only happened when I wasn't bored. Ass right? Kay whatever. I'm drinking tea out of boredom. And maybe shock? Haha. Okay. So the surprise was someone confessed to me. No, make it two! Yes, two! Now I'm wondering, how the hell do they know I want a boyfriend? But naaaaah, I was just kidding bout that. Now's not a good time to have a boyfriend, frankly speaking. My friends and family are already enough :D
Currently having an awesome time chatting with sister. And chatting with confessor #1. HAHA. Does that word even exist? Okay, whatever. I want to have babies! :DDDDD
Yay yay! I've got fans. I've got fans! Omg, ew. I wonder how bitches feel proud to have many guy's eye's on them :/ so disgusting. I feel like a slut, if I were them. STOCK BUAT PAKAI KATEKANNN! HAHAH.
I'll post my conversation with sissy here soon. I think I wanna go chat LIVE with sister in the room. Hehe <3
Written on Monday, June 7, 2010 @ 11:37 PM
I AM JUST SICK AND TIRED OF YOU BOTHERING ME EVERY TIME.When can you ever leave me alone and give me some space at least?
I think a boyfriend would help me get you walking out of my life. But I don't want one.
Written on Thursday, June 3, 2010 @ 8:34 PM
Life's been treating me kind lately. And I very much appreciate that. Especially knowing that I have my best buds and family by my side. Really, I enjoy every second of my life. Anyways, I'm truly sorry I didn't update much. For all I know, nobody reads it anymore. The. Dust. It's. Making. Me. Cough! *coughs*
Torture will end this coming Monday. Thank goodness! Have been attending intensive programs to prepare us for the coming preliminary examinations in Mid August? Yeah, study babe. Study.
Well, as you can see very clearly, I have nothing much to say. Yesterday, Marissa, Efan, Shafiqa and I slacked at Shafiqa's crib and watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S together. Good laugh babes/dude. And today, spent about a few hours at MacDonald's talking about supernatural stuffs. Until we realised today is the Thursday. And everybody knows what's the meaning behind it. But yeah. We were too engrossed in that topic that we finally decided to rent a Horror DVD and catch it at Shafiqa's.
I would rate Niyang Rapik 5/10. The ghosts were good and so is the sound effects. But it lacks suspense people! Suspenese is the most important factor in a horror movie. And besides, the climax wasn't really cool but they had a great twist in the end. Okay, I'm talking composition here using Social Studies' balanced conclusion. And.. today, I bought a really beautiful dress. To die for! Oh gosh. It's so pretty. So did Noura. Yeah.
Really, this feeling is so... indescribable. Now I just feel like growing up fast and at the same time, not to leave secondary school cause it's the best moment of your life. Even though how much you hate that person, eventually you'll realise, they were the ones who turn you to who you are now. Love them! :D And at the end of your secondary school life, walk up to them, shake hands or if you don't prioritize your ego, HUG THEM! They are the people who subconsciously stood up for you. Thank you so much God for rewarding me with this beautiful souls. My baby girls, drunken fruits and FAMILY! They are the best of the best. And girls, I promise you, we will stick together. Like glue. Like cement. We will be by each other. Through thick and thin. Up and down. Left and right. Front and back. Hehe. Yes, we will. And we will travel the world. And conquer every place we can :D
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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I feel like our world's been infected.
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It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
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I just want my life back! All.
August, come fast! I can't wait. Hee.
So today, was totally full of surprises. No, it only happened when I wasn't bored. Ass right? Kay whatever. I'm drinking tea out of boredom. And maybe shock? Haha. Okay. So the surprise was someone confessed to me. No, make it two! Yes, two! Now I'm wondering, how the hell do they know I want a boyfriend? But naaaaah, I was just kidding bout that. Now's not a good time to have a boyfriend, frankly speaking. My friends and family are already enough :D