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Written on Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 11:47 AM
from hakeem .. didnt knew illa supported u and all...that really shocked me...illa,u are great,u are wonderful,u are all that i never expected...seriously man,u can take all this?if i were u i had long forgotten me..seriously im just so sorry for everything,and to noura,i am sorry for eveerything too,i just dont wanna fight anymore,i just sux u win i lose ok?...
to hakeem .. thanks, hakeem . good luck, ok ? thanks for saying all that . but, im not . i suck . & i'm not strong . quite hard, but, i had to accept the fact . soo .. yeah . after whatever u, kakak, noura said . i realised . that, i dont need love to be a somebody . soo, now u know, im not angry at all with jannah . (: im sorry for calling u a flirt and all . i hope u will forgive me for saying that . like i said, ur not in the wrong, so dont worry . theres no need to say sorry . ok ? now, its nobodys fault . lets forget about the past . its 2008 now . So, happy happy happy, ok ? Don't have to worry about the past now . and if jannah is ever jealous of me, don't talk to me anymore . ok ? i dont wanna ruin ur relationship . once again, good luck & last long . that's all i have to say . tkcre .
jannah posted .. He was like the most understading guy that i have . But you see, memories fade. I can feel the pressure towards us. Hes in his relationship once . But the thing is that they broke up and i felt as if im the reason why they broke. I guess all good things comes to an end. I cant hardly stop thinking of him. It hurt me so badly . My life is shattered when i share love, its not just any love. Its a one sided love. Perhaps i was never meant to have a happy love story. I so called fought with him last night. He told me to tuck in. But then i didnt i insisted to tuck in. Then i when online then he caught me. Ive been unloyal. Pfft. Sad case. He used to call me up when he woke up. But today , no sign of him. Im so lethargic when it comes to love. But the thing is that human are created to share loveand joy. Dont tell me you dont. That will be hysterical. Egos will only say love sucks. But in the end they will stuck in forever love dilemma. Typical people. Seriously , ive not been so cheerful. My mum said ' adeq, asal muke pucat?' . All i said was entah. To hold a spoon on my hand is the biggest problem. No mood you see. I miss him. But it hurts me to say that i think hes flirting. Im in no condition to say he cant. But he said whatever i do , i'll be forever his. Gaaaah, I dont know who eles to share this with. They will like think im having another afair. Im not that type of girl you see. Its just that human have feelings and they cant just keep it to themselve right ?So having an admirer isnt a problem right ? It makes my heart swell thinking of this.
i tagged .. ohh annah, i so know how u feel . but, like i said . continue with ur relationship . with khairul, i mean . till its done . when its done, u can have all the fun u want . Hakeem's a very very patient but manja guy . so, no worries . he'll wait for you . && im seriously not angry with you although he likes u . he's not mine . so, whoever or whatever that makes him happy, will make me happy too . && hell yeah ! he's really understanding . but, did u broke up with khairul ?. cause, u said u WERE in a relationship once .. the good stuffs have not come to an end . in fact, its the beginning . At this age, i realise, having love is not so important .. U will only get ur happy love story when u find ur TRUE LOVE . that's when ure responsible & mature enough . He's just not yet in the mood i guess . If he's ok, he'd call u . really . it just takes time . And yes, i agree with u . Humans are created to share love & joy . U just have to calm down . & thinks would be better . No promises . But, no harm trying, right ? & i swear, he's not flirting . he's the type of guy who is very faithful . its just jealousy . when i was with him, i felt that way too . but, i got it all wrong . U're not having another affair .. its just, someone came to you & told u he loves you . Well, everybody has an admirer . So, yeah ! not a problem . Don't think of this too much . It will just make u feel more guilty ... Believe me, u & him, will be happy together . & ur not the reason why we broke up, ok ? just forget about me & hakeem's break up . & act as if he dont know me . & u dont know me . alright ? just pretend that me & hakeem, have never ever met each other . I hope whatever i said earlier on will help u feel better .. Whatever it is, gd luck aye ?
Jannah tagged .. illa , youre a nice girl , i really never expected you posted all those things after what ive done. i owe you big time. and babe , you know its not wrong if you have someone new to cling on to right ? Thank you so much. youre a strong girl. i wonder how you can take it with all this things. can we like be close friends ? i owe you big time .
To jannah .. Jannah, what did u do wrong that u owe me big time ? nothing bad, right ? mine and hakeem's break up, was never ur fault . u don't need to be guilty . Its something called, destined . So, be happy . and, layan his manjaness . he likes it . really . haha . ok . err .. ure saying im a nice girl ? OMG . woww . haha . thanks . but im not so nice . haha . WELCOMES . u dont need to say thank you, actually . its already my job to make people happy (: how i can take it ? how i get over it ? secret =X haha . actually, sedih tu sedih urhhk . but, after whatever advice my sister, noura and hakeem gave, which is to move on, i realise that i have to accept the fact . sometimes, lectures are GOOD, but boring . so, whatever it is, u've got to listen up . & about the be close friends thingy, im good :D once again, u dont owe me big time . really . btw, thanks for the link .Labels: be happy yaw :D
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Written on Friday, January 4, 2008 @ 11:47 AM
from hakeem .. didnt knew illa supported u and all...that really shocked me...illa,u are great,u are wonderful,u are all that i never expected...seriously man,u can take all this?if i were u i had long forgotten me..seriously im just so sorry for everything,and to noura,i am sorry for eveerything too,i just dont wanna fight anymore,i just sux u win i lose ok?...
to hakeem .. thanks, hakeem . good luck, ok ? thanks for saying all that . but, im not . i suck . & i'm not strong . quite hard, but, i had to accept the fact . soo .. yeah . after whatever u, kakak, noura said . i realised . that, i dont need love to be a somebody . soo, now u know, im not angry at all with jannah . (: im sorry for calling u a flirt and all . i hope u will forgive me for saying that . like i said, ur not in the wrong, so dont worry . theres no need to say sorry . ok ? now, its nobodys fault . lets forget about the past . its 2008 now . So, happy happy happy, ok ? Don't have to worry about the past now . and if jannah is ever jealous of me, don't talk to me anymore . ok ? i dont wanna ruin ur relationship . once again, good luck & last long . that's all i have to say . tkcre .
jannah posted .. He was like the most understading guy that i have . But you see, memories fade. I can feel the pressure towards us. Hes in his relationship once . But the thing is that they broke up and i felt as if im the reason why they broke. I guess all good things comes to an end. I cant hardly stop thinking of him. It hurt me so badly . My life is shattered when i share love, its not just any love. Its a one sided love. Perhaps i was never meant to have a happy love story. I so called fought with him last night. He told me to tuck in. But then i didnt i insisted to tuck in. Then i when online then he caught me. Ive been unloyal. Pfft. Sad case. He used to call me up when he woke up. But today , no sign of him. Im so lethargic when it comes to love. But the thing is that human are created to share loveand joy. Dont tell me you dont. That will be hysterical. Egos will only say love sucks. But in the end they will stuck in forever love dilemma. Typical people. Seriously , ive not been so cheerful. My mum said ' adeq, asal muke pucat?' . All i said was entah. To hold a spoon on my hand is the biggest problem. No mood you see. I miss him. But it hurts me to say that i think hes flirting. Im in no condition to say he cant. But he said whatever i do , i'll be forever his. Gaaaah, I dont know who eles to share this with. They will like think im having another afair. Im not that type of girl you see. Its just that human have feelings and they cant just keep it to themselve right ?So having an admirer isnt a problem right ? It makes my heart swell thinking of this.
i tagged .. ohh annah, i so know how u feel . but, like i said . continue with ur relationship . with khairul, i mean . till its done . when its done, u can have all the fun u want . Hakeem's a very very patient but manja guy . so, no worries . he'll wait for you . && im seriously not angry with you although he likes u . he's not mine . so, whoever or whatever that makes him happy, will make me happy too . && hell yeah ! he's really understanding . but, did u broke up with khairul ?. cause, u said u WERE in a relationship once .. the good stuffs have not come to an end . in fact, its the beginning . At this age, i realise, having love is not so important .. U will only get ur happy love story when u find ur TRUE LOVE . that's when ure responsible & mature enough . He's just not yet in the mood i guess . If he's ok, he'd call u . really . it just takes time . And yes, i agree with u . Humans are created to share love & joy . U just have to calm down . & thinks would be better . No promises . But, no harm trying, right ? & i swear, he's not flirting . he's the type of guy who is very faithful . its just jealousy . when i was with him, i felt that way too . but, i got it all wrong . U're not having another affair .. its just, someone came to you & told u he loves you . Well, everybody has an admirer . So, yeah ! not a problem . Don't think of this too much . It will just make u feel more guilty ... Believe me, u & him, will be happy together . & ur not the reason why we broke up, ok ? just forget about me & hakeem's break up . & act as if he dont know me . & u dont know me . alright ? just pretend that me & hakeem, have never ever met each other . I hope whatever i said earlier on will help u feel better .. Whatever it is, gd luck aye ?
Jannah tagged .. illa , youre a nice girl , i really never expected you posted all those things after what ive done. i owe you big time. and babe , you know its not wrong if you have someone new to cling on to right ? Thank you so much. youre a strong girl. i wonder how you can take it with all this things. can we like be close friends ? i owe you big time .
To jannah .. Jannah, what did u do wrong that u owe me big time ? nothing bad, right ? mine and hakeem's break up, was never ur fault . u don't need to be guilty . Its something called, destined . So, be happy . and, layan his manjaness . he likes it . really . haha . ok . err .. ure saying im a nice girl ? OMG . woww . haha . thanks . but im not so nice . haha . WELCOMES . u dont need to say thank you, actually . its already my job to make people happy (: how i can take it ? how i get over it ? secret =X haha . actually, sedih tu sedih urhhk . but, after whatever advice my sister, noura and hakeem gave, which is to move on, i realise that i have to accept the fact . sometimes, lectures are GOOD, but boring . so, whatever it is, u've got to listen up . & about the be close friends thingy, im good :D once again, u dont owe me big time . really . btw, thanks for the link .Labels: be happy yaw :D
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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