Today marks the first day of Syawal. Well, yesterday according to time. But believe it or not, I just got back from raya outing. It's nothing to be surprised about right? It happens every year! And we're not the only family doing it, y'know.
As usual, we saling bermaafan. I don't know what's wrong with me. This year, I feel so emotional. Firstly, I almost cried watching a sad tv show. Secondly, when I kneeled down to kiss Ibu's hand, I cried - for the first time! Then everything went normal again until I met my cousins from Ibu's side. Their father and Ibu (blood siblings) had a conflict last few years. Both of them didn't think of making up. Ego, that's all they can think about. Hello, think about the younger ones. What will we feel man? If both of you keep prioritising your egos, then when will the game end? Back to story. Hugged and kissed for uncountable times. And I burst out into tears again. I missed them so much. Unfortunately, little Dinah didn't grow up around Ibu's family. So she was a bit shy when she met us. The other 3 - Sabrina, Nurul and Insyirah - hugged me as soon as they saw me. How can I not cry? Haha. Ibu doesn't seem to like seeing me burst into tears of happiness. C'mon, you fight with their parents. That doesn't mean we're fighting with them too.
Blablabla, reached home and planned to take a nap while waiting for Abang's family to come. Unfortunately - like always - I overslept. I want to meet him siaaaaaaaaaa DD; Timing, no good uh babe. I woke up only after they left. Granny, as usual, forver with the matchmaking. First with kakak, then with me. Dah kebiasaan pulak aku panggil deytu Abang. Bagos lah tu, he calls me Adek & I call him Abang. Okay lah. Means if we get close when we meet, we got a very valid reason. HAHAHA (:
Pictures shall be uploaded in multiply when I'm not lazy aites. KISS
Hey hey. For the past few days, I've been hearing people said something bout a funny Singaporean dude. Not only heard, but seen it being posed in blogs alot of times.
Haha. Khai Khai. You make me laugh my ass off. ^^ And meet u and the satu famili peeps real soon okay? I miss you guys like a lot. ;DD Btw, have ur friend who is coincidentally my form teacher, Azuan seen this? Hahahahahaha. Make more funny videos! ;D KISS.
Written on Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 10:41 AM
I’m seriously rotting. I have no idea how to entertain myself. Listening to music doesn’t help. Watching television doesn’t help. Eating too. Mind you, I’ve got a reason. And my my, this blog’s catching up dust. I’ve been terribly lazy/busy, whatever it is, to update. Nothing’s going on in my life. Not even a muscle in my body’s excited. Gooodd, I can’t take it no more. Alas, I’ve decided to make a proper update.
Yesterday was supposedly our happy 4 months. Unfortunately, I was too stupid to let it go then. Still am. Hmm… Let’s not make it a topic for the day.
You know, I had a great time thinking of my primary school days. A good laugh, I can say. I’ve met all my close friends who used to be in Gongshang. Suddenly, I realize I haven’t seen Nasruddin for so long. Haha. Right, Syafiqah? We had a great time gossiping with him. That is if you remembered. Hah. I wonder how he is now.
10 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Not feeling what do you call ‘semangat’ in English? Enthusiastic. Illa, you’ve got to drop the pressure man. Drop it, like it’s hot [-.-]!
First day of raya was planned out already. As usual, we go to the closest relatives house. But for a change this year, my dad and his friends or maybe just his friend is making an open house in their newly created company. I don’t feel like going, though. Heh. I feel like staying home and entertaining people, for a change.
It’s kindda suprising for me. My cousin, who was close to me only when I’m like what, 3? Added sister and I in facebook and he started being friendly. So tak tau malu, he called himself abang and he calls me adik. Omg, I feel so lame. I don’t wanna call myself adik. Reminds me of a certain someone. And then soon, his mom planned to visit our house on the first day of raya. Which as far as I could remember, they never came here for the first day of raya before. Long story short, I can’t wait!! Cause it feels like forever since we talked. I still remember what caused that to happen. Pfft.
Sometimes, our aunts can’t stop matchmaking. Don’t you think? So one day, during hari raya, my family was going back home after eating steamboat at his house. As usual, the young ones aka us, kid around in the room. Then as we were heading towards the door, he wanted to kiss my sister’s hand using the ‘silat’ way.Berbunga-bunga oi. It’s a sign of respect for us to shake hands but it’s a sign of awkwardness for a guy to shake girls’ hands especially if they’re older than we are. My aunt saw and she couldn’t stop woo-ing. Then my granny asked him, “mana satu kau nak? Adik ke kakak?” or in English, “which one do you prefer? Illa or Inna?”
We didn’t hear any response. But he went to his room and closed the door right after that. My sister claimed that she heard him said, “Yang adik pon boleh.” Or “Even if it’s Illa, I don’t mind.” Then, his parents and my family started laughing. At me. Damn, I was so young and we were so close. Matchmaking made us fall apart. But I can’t blame only that. Guy cousins are always acting so differently when they grow up. I just hate that. Why can’t we be close like how we used to be in our younger days?
Now, it’s sister’s turn. This hot hot super hot cousin, _______, likes her.And yeah, you can’t deny that revenge is sweet. I so can’t wait for Hari Raya now. I’m gonna ask for a request from the family. Let’s go to _______ house. Muahahaha! I’m lucky I liked my cousin’s friend. Not my cousin. But who cares? They’re equally hot! Plus, there’s many reason why we should match make them. Let me list some…
Number 1, He’s hot! Number 2, he’s related to Brother which also means he would tell everything to Aunty as she's his wife. Like you don’t know them. Haha! And most importantly, I’m kindda close to Brother and I can ask him to pass false messages to _______. Hehe. Number 3, his granny used to adore our aunt. She hoped that our aunt would be her daughter-in-law. Unfortunately, our aunt doesn’t fancy her son. So she got married to my cousin’s dad, M.E. Haha. So my point here is, his granny would be more than happy to replace her hopes of matchmaking her son and our aunt to my sister and _______. HAHAHA!
Now I’m getting excited. Yahoo! Haha.
Another last thing, take care _______. And your sister too. Hope you guys doing fine at court. KISS (:
Someone dedicated this song to me. Aww, how sweet. Too bad he didn't listen to the lyrics properly.
I never could imagine, life without you From the moment you walked into my world Never knew how long a loving flame could burn But losing you has forced me to learn That we can't change the way we feel inside And every try at love never turns out right We both know it's better if we just let it go So let's have
Chorus: One last kiss One last touch One last tender moment between us One last dance To our first song While pretending there's nothing wrong Let's stay here for awhile and Cherish every moment we're in denial We both know Its better if we just let it go
Everytime I try to take a stand at all I see your face again and I fall In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose The smell of your perfume I suppose But we can't change the way we feel inside And every try at love never turns out right We both know it's better if we just let it go So let's have
Chorus
Baby if we met each other under a different sky Maybe then things would be much better between you and I We could always hold on to this one special thing we share But it would be too much for us to bear So let's have
Today marks the first day of Syawal. Well, yesterday according to time. But believe it or not, I just got back from raya outing. It's nothing to be surprised about right? It happens every year! And we're not the only family doing it, y'know.
As usual, we saling bermaafan. I don't know what's wrong with me. This year, I feel so emotional. Firstly, I almost cried watching a sad tv show. Secondly, when I kneeled down to kiss Ibu's hand, I cried - for the first time! Then everything went normal again until I met my cousins from Ibu's side. Their father and Ibu (blood siblings) had a conflict last few years. Both of them didn't think of making up. Ego, that's all they can think about. Hello, think about the younger ones. What will we feel man? If both of you keep prioritising your egos, then when will the game end? Back to story. Hugged and kissed for uncountable times. And I burst out into tears again. I missed them so much. Unfortunately, little Dinah didn't grow up around Ibu's family. So she was a bit shy when she met us. The other 3 - Sabrina, Nurul and Insyirah - hugged me as soon as they saw me. How can I not cry? Haha. Ibu doesn't seem to like seeing me burst into tears of happiness. C'mon, you fight with their parents. That doesn't mean we're fighting with them too.
Blablabla, reached home and planned to take a nap while waiting for Abang's family to come. Unfortunately - like always - I overslept. I want to meet him siaaaaaaaaaa DD; Timing, no good uh babe. I woke up only after they left. Granny, as usual, forver with the matchmaking. First with kakak, then with me. Dah kebiasaan pulak aku panggil deytu Abang. Bagos lah tu, he calls me Adek & I call him Abang. Okay lah. Means if we get close when we meet, we got a very valid reason. HAHAHA (:
Pictures shall be uploaded in multiply when I'm not lazy aites. KISS
Hey hey. For the past few days, I've been hearing people said something bout a funny Singaporean dude. Not only heard, but seen it being posed in blogs alot of times.
Haha. Khai Khai. You make me laugh my ass off. ^^ And meet u and the satu famili peeps real soon okay? I miss you guys like a lot. ;DD Btw, have ur friend who is coincidentally my form teacher, Azuan seen this? Hahahahahaha. Make more funny videos! ;D KISS.
Written on Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 10:41 AM
I’m seriously rotting. I have no idea how to entertain myself. Listening to music doesn’t help. Watching television doesn’t help. Eating too. Mind you, I’ve got a reason. And my my, this blog’s catching up dust. I’ve been terribly lazy/busy, whatever it is, to update. Nothing’s going on in my life. Not even a muscle in my body’s excited. Gooodd, I can’t take it no more. Alas, I’ve decided to make a proper update.
Yesterday was supposedly our happy 4 months. Unfortunately, I was too stupid to let it go then. Still am. Hmm… Let’s not make it a topic for the day.
You know, I had a great time thinking of my primary school days. A good laugh, I can say. I’ve met all my close friends who used to be in Gongshang. Suddenly, I realize I haven’t seen Nasruddin for so long. Haha. Right, Syafiqah? We had a great time gossiping with him. That is if you remembered. Hah. I wonder how he is now.
10 more days to Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Not feeling what do you call ‘semangat’ in English? Enthusiastic. Illa, you’ve got to drop the pressure man. Drop it, like it’s hot [-.-]!
First day of raya was planned out already. As usual, we go to the closest relatives house. But for a change this year, my dad and his friends or maybe just his friend is making an open house in their newly created company. I don’t feel like going, though. Heh. I feel like staying home and entertaining people, for a change.
It’s kindda suprising for me. My cousin, who was close to me only when I’m like what, 3? Added sister and I in facebook and he started being friendly. So tak tau malu, he called himself abang and he calls me adik. Omg, I feel so lame. I don’t wanna call myself adik. Reminds me of a certain someone. And then soon, his mom planned to visit our house on the first day of raya. Which as far as I could remember, they never came here for the first day of raya before. Long story short, I can’t wait!! Cause it feels like forever since we talked. I still remember what caused that to happen. Pfft.
Sometimes, our aunts can’t stop matchmaking. Don’t you think? So one day, during hari raya, my family was going back home after eating steamboat at his house. As usual, the young ones aka us, kid around in the room. Then as we were heading towards the door, he wanted to kiss my sister’s hand using the ‘silat’ way.Berbunga-bunga oi. It’s a sign of respect for us to shake hands but it’s a sign of awkwardness for a guy to shake girls’ hands especially if they’re older than we are. My aunt saw and she couldn’t stop woo-ing. Then my granny asked him, “mana satu kau nak? Adik ke kakak?” or in English, “which one do you prefer? Illa or Inna?”
We didn’t hear any response. But he went to his room and closed the door right after that. My sister claimed that she heard him said, “Yang adik pon boleh.” Or “Even if it’s Illa, I don’t mind.” Then, his parents and my family started laughing. At me. Damn, I was so young and we were so close. Matchmaking made us fall apart. But I can’t blame only that. Guy cousins are always acting so differently when they grow up. I just hate that. Why can’t we be close like how we used to be in our younger days?
Now, it’s sister’s turn. This hot hot super hot cousin, _______, likes her.And yeah, you can’t deny that revenge is sweet. I so can’t wait for Hari Raya now. I’m gonna ask for a request from the family. Let’s go to _______ house. Muahahaha! I’m lucky I liked my cousin’s friend. Not my cousin. But who cares? They’re equally hot! Plus, there’s many reason why we should match make them. Let me list some…
Number 1, He’s hot! Number 2, he’s related to Brother which also means he would tell everything to Aunty as she's his wife. Like you don’t know them. Haha! And most importantly, I’m kindda close to Brother and I can ask him to pass false messages to _______. Hehe. Number 3, his granny used to adore our aunt. She hoped that our aunt would be her daughter-in-law. Unfortunately, our aunt doesn’t fancy her son. So she got married to my cousin’s dad, M.E. Haha. So my point here is, his granny would be more than happy to replace her hopes of matchmaking her son and our aunt to my sister and _______. HAHAHA!
Now I’m getting excited. Yahoo! Haha.
Another last thing, take care _______. And your sister too. Hope you guys doing fine at court. KISS (:
Someone dedicated this song to me. Aww, how sweet. Too bad he didn't listen to the lyrics properly.
I never could imagine, life without you From the moment you walked into my world Never knew how long a loving flame could burn But losing you has forced me to learn That we can't change the way we feel inside And every try at love never turns out right We both know it's better if we just let it go So let's have
Chorus: One last kiss One last touch One last tender moment between us One last dance To our first song While pretending there's nothing wrong Let's stay here for awhile and Cherish every moment we're in denial We both know Its better if we just let it go
Everytime I try to take a stand at all I see your face again and I fall In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose The smell of your perfume I suppose But we can't change the way we feel inside And every try at love never turns out right We both know it's better if we just let it go So let's have
Chorus
Baby if we met each other under a different sky Maybe then things would be much better between you and I We could always hold on to this one special thing we share But it would be too much for us to bear So let's have
Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
