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Written on Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 2:15 AM
Must it always turn out this way?
I am doing my coursework and trying to edit everything I can. Thank goodness I have an experienced sister. I'm watching Disney Channel: The Replacements, hearing songs and eating Hershey's Chocolate Chips. Now that's multi-tasking.
I'm getting really annoyed by my brother. As in my cousin. Tell you what, anything about Marissa, please don't ask me okay? It's up to her whether she wants you and you have to try to win her heart yourself. You're getting too obsessed. Erk. And btw, I'm not making this up but she's totally in love with her guy. Sorry I indirectly mentioned you but really, I tried to make you "terasa" in many of my posts. But you didn't, so here it is. I'm tired of matchmaking people and in the end, I get the bad lucks. So yeah.
Okay let's get back to the main topic which is, "must it always turn out this way?" I've tried many many things to get you off my mind. And fuck, it's not freaking easy. Maybe what sister said was right. Maybe because I'm still stuck with our memories that's why I feel like I'm still stuck in 2009. I don't know how you got over me and I don't know how you managed to convince yourself to move on with ANOTHER girl but you've got to teach me that.
I contacted many many guys for the pass 7 months and never got into a relationship. Okay maybe I was about to get into a relationship when suddenly I turned them down. Out of all the guys I contacted, I only managed to be serious with two of them. And they should know who they are. One of the two, I just started to contact him a few days back. Okay maybe it's too early to get serious. And to be honest, I do have feelings for him but I'm just not confident to make him my boyfriend. So yeah. But you, you don't seem to be tired of wondering in my mind.
Okay let's just get to the point. To ______, you're not getting in between me and him. Because we have nothing special going on. And furthermore, he's got a girlfriend. So there's nothing to feel guilty about. Hope to get him back? I don't think so. He seems to be happy to be with that another girl. I'm sorry I hide things away from you. I should have told you earlier. And one more thing, you shouldn't be saying sorry to me. I'm glad you're understanding. And.. Don't give up *winks*
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Written on Monday, March 8, 2010 @ 2:15 AM
Must it always turn out this way?
I am doing my coursework and trying to edit everything I can. Thank goodness I have an experienced sister. I'm watching Disney Channel: The Replacements, hearing songs and eating Hershey's Chocolate Chips. Now that's multi-tasking.
I'm getting really annoyed by my brother. As in my cousin. Tell you what, anything about Marissa, please don't ask me okay? It's up to her whether she wants you and you have to try to win her heart yourself. You're getting too obsessed. Erk. And btw, I'm not making this up but she's totally in love with her guy. Sorry I indirectly mentioned you but really, I tried to make you "terasa" in many of my posts. But you didn't, so here it is. I'm tired of matchmaking people and in the end, I get the bad lucks. So yeah.
Okay let's get back to the main topic which is, "must it always turn out this way?" I've tried many many things to get you off my mind. And fuck, it's not freaking easy. Maybe what sister said was right. Maybe because I'm still stuck with our memories that's why I feel like I'm still stuck in 2009. I don't know how you got over me and I don't know how you managed to convince yourself to move on with ANOTHER girl but you've got to teach me that.
I contacted many many guys for the pass 7 months and never got into a relationship. Okay maybe I was about to get into a relationship when suddenly I turned them down. Out of all the guys I contacted, I only managed to be serious with two of them. And they should know who they are. One of the two, I just started to contact him a few days back. Okay maybe it's too early to get serious. And to be honest, I do have feelings for him but I'm just not confident to make him my boyfriend. So yeah. But you, you don't seem to be tired of wondering in my mind.
Okay let's just get to the point. To ______, you're not getting in between me and him. Because we have nothing special going on. And furthermore, he's got a girlfriend. So there's nothing to feel guilty about. Hope to get him back? I don't think so. He seems to be happy to be with that another girl. I'm sorry I hide things away from you. I should have told you earlier. And one more thing, you shouldn't be saying sorry to me. I'm glad you're understanding. And.. Don't give up *winks*
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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LUCKY I’M IN LOVE
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