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Written on Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 4:37 PM
look, i know what your gonna say when i tell u this .. i kindda fought with hakeem again . i guess . really . i had no idea he was talking to me . i really thought he was talking to nab . so, i listened to songs & pretend im not hearing . because that would be going against people's private talk . who knows .. they were sweet-talking to each other . looooook, im really sorry hakeem . forgive me ? i wont do that again . im serious . ugh . illa's such a dumbass .
ok, today, i found out that hakeem actually created a new blog for his special one . idk who . because he said it wasn't nab . so, yeah . he ain't gonna tell me . & i ain't gonna ask him again . it would be very annoying . yep . he just said that he was gonna delete his current blog because he have created a new blog . again, for his special one .
me, hakeem & nab was chatting on the phone . then, firdaus came in . firdaus is nab's brother . he was having some itsy-bitsy trouble with his girlfriend . so, he wanted to break up . & yeah, i feel so bad . because firdaus actually wants to know me more . he said that he is hoping to get me after the break up . maybe, he even told plans to hakeem . idk when we're meeting . but i got this feeling that it wouldn't be nice . idk why .
hakeem sort of talked about me to nab . nab congratulated me because i successfully & unintentionally caught her brother's heart . guess what ? idk what sch his from, whats his age, when's his birthday, used to not know his name (until today) & his number . but guess what ? he knows all these basic stuffs about me . yeah . amazing huh ? u know why ? he asked me . of course . but i didn't know he was actually trying to be with me . shocking huh ? i accidentally made my ex's(hakeem's) girlfriend's(nab's) big brother(firdaus) liked me . hakeem said to nab that i have a lot of what they call, fans . so, not ! he told nab the reason why me & him broke up . aidil . & he told nab that when he stead with me, aidil liked-liked me . u know what ? i feel that nab will think ima playgirl . which im not . & hates to be call by that . sometimes, i can just shout at one person, " i am not a playgirl ! " just to stop them calling me a playgirl . what's so fun about being one ? ugh . typical people .
& on the other hand, im still deciding on whether to accept khairul or this new guy u people dont know or my other ex . & despite all that, im still stucked in a disease called, Love Lunancy . Love Lunancy is like liking/loving/craving for someone whose unavailable & attached . yep . thats my problem . but no, he's not hakeem . if it is, i'll tell him . yeahh . can i just for once have someone i loved or liked or craved for to be my one & only ? its always someone unexpected who will turn up & "propose" to u, in a teenage way .
whoever who have experienced this .. please help me . & whoever who is going through this .. welcome to my world .
with love,
Illa SyakilahLabels: done
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Written on Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 4:37 PM
look, i know what your gonna say when i tell u this .. i kindda fought with hakeem again . i guess . really . i had no idea he was talking to me . i really thought he was talking to nab . so, i listened to songs & pretend im not hearing . because that would be going against people's private talk . who knows .. they were sweet-talking to each other . looooook, im really sorry hakeem . forgive me ? i wont do that again . im serious . ugh . illa's such a dumbass .
ok, today, i found out that hakeem actually created a new blog for his special one . idk who . because he said it wasn't nab . so, yeah . he ain't gonna tell me . & i ain't gonna ask him again . it would be very annoying . yep . he just said that he was gonna delete his current blog because he have created a new blog . again, for his special one .
me, hakeem & nab was chatting on the phone . then, firdaus came in . firdaus is nab's brother . he was having some itsy-bitsy trouble with his girlfriend . so, he wanted to break up . & yeah, i feel so bad . because firdaus actually wants to know me more . he said that he is hoping to get me after the break up . maybe, he even told plans to hakeem . idk when we're meeting . but i got this feeling that it wouldn't be nice . idk why .
hakeem sort of talked about me to nab . nab congratulated me because i successfully & unintentionally caught her brother's heart . guess what ? idk what sch his from, whats his age, when's his birthday, used to not know his name (until today) & his number . but guess what ? he knows all these basic stuffs about me . yeah . amazing huh ? u know why ? he asked me . of course . but i didn't know he was actually trying to be with me . shocking huh ? i accidentally made my ex's(hakeem's) girlfriend's(nab's) big brother(firdaus) liked me . hakeem said to nab that i have a lot of what they call, fans . so, not ! he told nab the reason why me & him broke up . aidil . & he told nab that when he stead with me, aidil liked-liked me . u know what ? i feel that nab will think ima playgirl . which im not . & hates to be call by that . sometimes, i can just shout at one person, " i am not a playgirl ! " just to stop them calling me a playgirl . what's so fun about being one ? ugh . typical people .
& on the other hand, im still deciding on whether to accept khairul or this new guy u people dont know or my other ex . & despite all that, im still stucked in a disease called, Love Lunancy . Love Lunancy is like liking/loving/craving for someone whose unavailable & attached . yep . thats my problem . but no, he's not hakeem . if it is, i'll tell him . yeahh . can i just for once have someone i loved or liked or craved for to be my one & only ? its always someone unexpected who will turn up & "propose" to u, in a teenage way .
whoever who have experienced this .. please help me . & whoever who is going through this .. welcome to my world .
with love,
Illa SyakilahLabels: done
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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