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Written on Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 5:35 PM
I had an awesome day ystd. I was really being supportive. I shouted, "Go Noura, Go Fahmi, Go Irsyad, Go Atiqa!" ahaaa. cool uh. all by myself.
after school, planned to go out with ex-schoolmates. but, lazy uh. instead i went to Pizza Hut to have lunch with friends. Pictures can't be uploaded because i didn't get the pictures from Shaffy & Naz yet. Korang, lincah uh send. hhes. then, after lunch went for windows shopping & both yanti & noura went missing. we searched but no sign. so, went to open plaza & camwhored the whole day there. had so much fun. one by one kene sound dgn laki. haha. went to windows shopping again & at last found yanti & noura. but we were exhausted. so planned to walk off & go our different ways. boarded 293 with Shaffy, Effah & myself. Effah took he leave first. followed by me & ended with shaffy. everybody had our laughs. & we planned to do this often next time. yay!
short post uh? i really don't know what to write. speechless uh. today, accompanied kak fee to popular to buy her chemistry book . Syahir & amirul tagged along. met ari to take Kak fee's book after that. then, met up with Kak J. we were late. sorry kak J. 4:35, Kak fee, amirul & myself went home. Amirul went to Kak fee's & i went home. so, here i am. getting ready to go geylang with family. monday fasting! yay. haha. love ya'll.Labels: another day
Written on Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 11:57 AM
First Of All, I'd like to wish Fahmi a Happy Birthday.
Whatever it is, aku sayang kau as a friend ok?
Secondly, I'd like to wish Mell a Happy Birthday.
& to Nazrah & Mat, Happy 3rd Monthsary.
Last long you two. Be a sweet couple.
I wanted to put their pictures. But, i can't seem to find Fahmi's. So, i think i should be fair. hhes. Today, went to school as per normal. hugged people. one day seems like one year to me. heeeh. i have set a goal for each week.
This Week:
[ ] To recover fully.
[ ] To finish up revising my weak Science chapters.
[ ] To at least finish revising 1/4 chapters of 2A Maths Textbook.
[ ] To make sure nothing goes wrong on Friday.
[ ] To help Khairiya & Sister bake cookies or maybe chocolates (♥) for our respective teachers.
[ ] To confront people who have been acting like a big bully when deep inside they are a timid little mouse. & I will. Trust me. I plan stuffs.
Next Week:
[ ] Hope not to break my fast during fasting season. Hope only [;
[ ] To win Hakeem! :DDD
[ ] To make sure i have done everything I wanted to do.
[ ] To update my dead blog! HAHA.
OK, that's it i guess.
& Mell, really. If u dont wanna invite me or fee or whoever u think have been acting like a BITCH towards u, just say it. rather than lying so plainly. because i don't tolerate dishonesty. & perhaps, if u have told me earlier or confronted any of us that our attitude sucked, maybe it wouldn't have turned out this way. or maybe, just maybe, ur just jealous that people aint close to u. i don't wanna fight. i am just saying it truthfully. because i believe that honesty is the best solution to this. if u keep on lying, it will just make it worst. & one more thing, if u have a problem with anyone. ONLY YOU. i think its best if u settle it using ur OWN mouth. rather than asking people to back u up. I am being straight forward. this is the best i can do. To make u realise that in this world there is no 'I' but 'We'. if u can't take comments or suggestions or opinions, then i think its too bad. even though we don't live on people's expectations, if ur attitude really sucked, maybe those suggestions given would help. i have respected u as a senior even though u stayed back. but if ur gonna act this way, im sorry but i lose my respect towards u. that's it. i've said it all. its up to you to take it or not. it's ur life not mine. we'll see who will have the last laugh. & reminder, if u ever happened to get fed-up with this short speech & feel like talking or confronting me, feel free to talk things out. i don't care if u got back-ups cause i ain't scared of no human-being.Labels: this is for u
Written on Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 5:00 PM
good afternoon people. im currently eating toblerone chocolate as im bored. i have spend my day at home. & i slept almost the whole day as im feeling sick & weak. fever yesterday. father said eat something hot, i ate. & feeling much much better now. having flu & also coughing like nobody's business. messaged yanti saying that i can't make it to school as i can't stand myself. called hidayah to ask her to pass the message to friends. i miss school.
i think i missed alot today. 2 periods of maths & science. mr ng acted gay. haha. i can totally imagine that. exams on 26 september. been wearing the red cardigan all the long. feeling cold. fee called me but i didn't pick up as i set my phone to silent mode without vibration. so, she called sister. checked my phone again & found hakeem's number under the miss call list. i slept extra early ystd. i heard from my friends that we have tons of homeworks to finish.
mell is so out of the blue. she likes to say stuffs randomly to make people confuse. suddenly she said, tmr fight. random isnt she? ahah. i need packets of tissue! please. omg. i didn't eat my medicine ystd. was very very tired. so went to sleep straight away. woke up, bath, ate, ate medicine.
chatted with nadhir. hahs. have been a long time since we chat. missed him. in a friend way. gretchen's off to raffles' city. so, no time to discuss about this friday. & this friday, malay girls having lunch at pizza hut. yay. hope nothing bad is gonna happen. i actually am speechless. sorry. i have nothing else to say.
Happy Birthday to Cik Fendi. (today)
Happy Advanced Birthday to Wahidah. (27/8)
Happy Advanced Birthday to Mell. (28/8)
Happy Advanced Birthday to DewiSutra. (30/8)
Happy Advanced Birthday to Effah. (02/9)
Labels: bored
Written on Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 6:34 PM
DEAD BLOG! DEAD BLOG ALERTT!~ heh. im sorry. so so sorry for not even posting! blog readers, im really sorry. you know whaaat? not only my blog's dead. even IM dead. damn it. im super fcuked up. mind my language. this is all because of !@#$%^*
you seee. ughhh. i am so so STRESSED. whats happening?! stressed on two things. one, _______. two, KAK FEE! omg, whats happening to me & kak fee sial? we are drifting apart. i realise that since i got into a relationship with syazwan, we drifted. after i broke up, we drifted even more apart! shit man. she's the only godsister who understands me insideout. & sooner or later, i am going to lose her? not literally lose her, duh. for goodness' sake, what's happening to the world?? even sister said me & fee ain't close anymore. we have not been paying attention to each other that much. all because of MALAY DANCE. because of this, i really feel like quiting. if its not because of this CCA im having, i wouldn't have drifted apart from kak fee because im too busy with my CCA that i have no time to even hang out with her! all i have to say is, kak fee, if u ever have any grudeges or ur not happy, please.. CONFRONT. im sick. pfft.
another thing is.. TOO PERSONAL. i just wished i could tell. but i cant. if that person happen to be reading this. i would just like to say,
I AM REALLY SORRY.
BUT I SWEAR I DIDN'T LIE & TOY YOU AROUND
I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
I REALLY REGRETED. I PROMISE YOU,
I WON'T EVER LIE TO YOU ANYMORE.
JUST ONE MORE CHANCE. & I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG.
THIS IS ALL A MISUNDERSTANDING, I SWEAR.
Labels: shithole
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Written on Saturday, August 30, 2008 @ 5:35 PM
I had an awesome day ystd. I was really being supportive. I shouted, "Go Noura, Go Fahmi, Go Irsyad, Go Atiqa!" ahaaa. cool uh. all by myself.
after school, planned to go out with ex-schoolmates. but, lazy uh. instead i went to Pizza Hut to have lunch with friends. Pictures can't be uploaded because i didn't get the pictures from Shaffy & Naz yet. Korang, lincah uh send. hhes. then, after lunch went for windows shopping & both yanti & noura went missing. we searched but no sign. so, went to open plaza & camwhored the whole day there. had so much fun. one by one kene sound dgn laki. haha. went to windows shopping again & at last found yanti & noura. but we were exhausted. so planned to walk off & go our different ways. boarded 293 with Shaffy, Effah & myself. Effah took he leave first. followed by me & ended with shaffy. everybody had our laughs. & we planned to do this often next time. yay!
short post uh? i really don't know what to write. speechless uh. today, accompanied kak fee to popular to buy her chemistry book . Syahir & amirul tagged along. met ari to take Kak fee's book after that. then, met up with Kak J. we were late. sorry kak J. 4:35, Kak fee, amirul & myself went home. Amirul went to Kak fee's & i went home. so, here i am. getting ready to go geylang with family. monday fasting! yay. haha. love ya'll.Labels: another day
Written on Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 11:57 AM
First Of All, I'd like to wish Fahmi a Happy Birthday.
Whatever it is, aku sayang kau as a friend ok?
Secondly, I'd like to wish Mell a Happy Birthday.
& to Nazrah & Mat, Happy 3rd Monthsary.
Last long you two. Be a sweet couple.
I wanted to put their pictures. But, i can't seem to find Fahmi's. So, i think i should be fair. hhes. Today, went to school as per normal. hugged people. one day seems like one year to me. heeeh. i have set a goal for each week.
This Week:
[ ] To recover fully.
[ ] To finish up revising my weak Science chapters.
[ ] To at least finish revising 1/4 chapters of 2A Maths Textbook.
[ ] To make sure nothing goes wrong on Friday.
[ ] To help Khairiya & Sister bake cookies or maybe chocolates (♥) for our respective teachers.
[ ] To confront people who have been acting like a big bully when deep inside they are a timid little mouse. & I will. Trust me. I plan stuffs.
Next Week:
[ ] Hope not to break my fast during fasting season. Hope only [;
[ ] To win Hakeem! :DDD
[ ] To make sure i have done everything I wanted to do.
[ ] To update my dead blog! HAHA.
OK, that's it i guess.
& Mell, really. If u dont wanna invite me or fee or whoever u think have been acting like a BITCH towards u, just say it. rather than lying so plainly. because i don't tolerate dishonesty. & perhaps, if u have told me earlier or confronted any of us that our attitude sucked, maybe it wouldn't have turned out this way. or maybe, just maybe, ur just jealous that people aint close to u. i don't wanna fight. i am just saying it truthfully. because i believe that honesty is the best solution to this. if u keep on lying, it will just make it worst. & one more thing, if u have a problem with anyone. ONLY YOU. i think its best if u settle it using ur OWN mouth. rather than asking people to back u up. I am being straight forward. this is the best i can do. To make u realise that in this world there is no 'I' but 'We'. if u can't take comments or suggestions or opinions, then i think its too bad. even though we don't live on people's expectations, if ur attitude really sucked, maybe those suggestions given would help. i have respected u as a senior even though u stayed back. but if ur gonna act this way, im sorry but i lose my respect towards u. that's it. i've said it all. its up to you to take it or not. it's ur life not mine. we'll see who will have the last laugh. & reminder, if u ever happened to get fed-up with this short speech & feel like talking or confronting me, feel free to talk things out. i don't care if u got back-ups cause i ain't scared of no human-being.Labels: this is for u
Written on Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 5:00 PM
good afternoon people. im currently eating toblerone chocolate as im bored. i have spend my day at home. & i slept almost the whole day as im feeling sick & weak. fever yesterday. father said eat something hot, i ate. & feeling much much better now. having flu & also coughing like nobody's business. messaged yanti saying that i can't make it to school as i can't stand myself. called hidayah to ask her to pass the message to friends. i miss school.
i think i missed alot today. 2 periods of maths & science. mr ng acted gay. haha. i can totally imagine that. exams on 26 september. been wearing the red cardigan all the long. feeling cold. fee called me but i didn't pick up as i set my phone to silent mode without vibration. so, she called sister. checked my phone again & found hakeem's number under the miss call list. i slept extra early ystd. i heard from my friends that we have tons of homeworks to finish.
mell is so out of the blue. she likes to say stuffs randomly to make people confuse. suddenly she said, tmr fight. random isnt she? ahah. i need packets of tissue! please. omg. i didn't eat my medicine ystd. was very very tired. so went to sleep straight away. woke up, bath, ate, ate medicine.
chatted with nadhir. hahs. have been a long time since we chat. missed him. in a friend way. gretchen's off to raffles' city. so, no time to discuss about this friday. & this friday, malay girls having lunch at pizza hut. yay. hope nothing bad is gonna happen. i actually am speechless. sorry. i have nothing else to say.
Happy Birthday to Cik Fendi. (today)
Happy Advanced Birthday to Wahidah. (27/8)
Happy Advanced Birthday to Mell. (28/8)
Happy Advanced Birthday to DewiSutra. (30/8)
Happy Advanced Birthday to Effah. (02/9)
Labels: bored
Written on Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 6:34 PM
DEAD BLOG! DEAD BLOG ALERTT!~ heh. im sorry. so so sorry for not even posting! blog readers, im really sorry. you know whaaat? not only my blog's dead. even IM dead. damn it. im super fcuked up. mind my language. this is all because of !@#$%^*
you seee. ughhh. i am so so STRESSED. whats happening?! stressed on two things. one, _______. two, KAK FEE! omg, whats happening to me & kak fee sial? we are drifting apart. i realise that since i got into a relationship with syazwan, we drifted. after i broke up, we drifted even more apart! shit man. she's the only godsister who understands me insideout. & sooner or later, i am going to lose her? not literally lose her, duh. for goodness' sake, what's happening to the world?? even sister said me & fee ain't close anymore. we have not been paying attention to each other that much. all because of MALAY DANCE. because of this, i really feel like quiting. if its not because of this CCA im having, i wouldn't have drifted apart from kak fee because im too busy with my CCA that i have no time to even hang out with her! all i have to say is, kak fee, if u ever have any grudeges or ur not happy, please.. CONFRONT. im sick. pfft.
another thing is.. TOO PERSONAL. i just wished i could tell. but i cant. if that person happen to be reading this. i would just like to say,
I AM REALLY SORRY.
BUT I SWEAR I DIDN'T LIE & TOY YOU AROUND
I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT YOU.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME.
I REALLY REGRETED. I PROMISE YOU,
I WON'T EVER LIE TO YOU ANYMORE.
JUST ONE MORE CHANCE. & I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG.
THIS IS ALL A MISUNDERSTANDING, I SWEAR.
Labels: shithole
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Hello human beings. My name is Illa Syakilah and I am not a terrorist.
Hehe. I can't seem to get over that quote since I watched the movie "My name is Khan."
I am coming sixteen this July 25 and I'm seriously not excited.
I'll be sitting for my GCE N Levels this year, and hopefully (very little chance, though) I'll qualify for Sec 5.
Maybe for now, you'll have fun teasing me but keep in mind that everyone has limits. And don't ever think of going over mine.
I am single and I don't wish to be unavailable because I believe that love comes naturally when it's the right time.
Honestly, since the last time I ever got into a relationship, I realised that I'm kinda lethargic when it comes to love but whatever.
The right one will fall not only for my perfection but also my flaws, right? Yeah :D
My interest lies in Performing Arts. I have been dancing for close to 10 years and damn it, I want to learn more!
When I'm feeling down or high, this is basically what I'd do. Just that when I'm down, I don't do it in public.
I dance for Purbanira Seni (my school Malay Dance troupe) and Sri Warisan Som Said Performing Arts Ltd.
I'm not a professional YET. But one day, I'll be an awesome one. Yes ah! I have yet to cover contemporary and such. Heh.
I get dance routines from boredom or imagination. I'd literally think of steps in my head and when I'm done, I'd work it out with my body.
Sometimes, I'd dance randomly and I'll get steps. Basically, I love everything that has got to do with Performing Arts.
I miss Indian dancing when I was in Kindergarten. Oh, that makes it 11 years of dancing! Hehe.
I'm not shy to say that my favorite place that has ever existed is.. my bed. I'm not the only one right?
I love to hang out but this year, I kinda find it hard to even make time for my friends! I love Glee. It's so cool.
My favorite boyfriend is Percy Jackson AKA Logan Lerman. Yes! I love him. Haha. Justin Bieber, his voice makes me melt.
Megan Fox, Beyonce, Kara Dioguardi, Kelly Clarkson, Nicole Scherzinger, Jojo, Selena Gomez, Katy Perry, Jessica Alba & more. These are the people who never fail to make me love them.
Thank you for bothering to read, if you actually did, that is.
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http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
i promise.
I feel like our world's been infected.
Quick Update ♥
It was almost perfect ):
You still are. And I still am.
Let's just hope he'd read this.
Yes, that's true.
I am very exhausted
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